“Elizabeth?”
“Yes, Elizabeth.”
Awake now, Leah wandered around the second floor trying to find Elizabeth. Her face was filled with fear as she ran up the ladder leading to the roof.
“Elizabeth?”
She rushed back to the second floor, before descending to the first at a furious pace.
“Eliz—” Leah stopped as she saw Elizabeth asleep in the stall with her head resting on the back of the lamb, her cheeks stained with tears.
“Good morning, Elizabeth.”
Elizabeth’s puffy eyes opened slightly but she didn’t respond. She was despondent, having slept poorly, distressed about her father. She had looked out the window several times during the night, finally coming down the ladder to wait for him in the courtyard. But she got scared and ran back inside to cuddle up with the lamb.
“Is my father back?” Elizabeth asked desperately. She began petting the lamb, but then with Leah watching her, stopped abruptly, feeling guilty about trying to fatten the lamb up the day before.
Leah shook her head. “I need your help.”
Elizabeth let out a big sigh before turning toward the lamb. “I’ll be back, Cassie.”
Leah looked back in surprise as she walked over to the smoldering fire. “Cassie?”
“Yes, Cassie. Everyone has a name.”
Leah shook her head. “Why don’t you help me until your father returns,” she said, trying to distract her. “It will be good for you.”
“How do you know what’s good for me?”
Leah turned around to face Elizabeth. “Do you speak that way to your mother?”
“I don’t have a mother.”
“What?”
“My mother isn’t around.” Then Elizabeth added defiantly, “But my father and I are fine, okay?”
Leah straightened up and looked Elizabeth in the eye. “I’m sorry. It must have been difficult.”
Elizabeth looked away. “Sometimes.”
“Who took care of you when you were young?”
“My dad . . . when he could . . .”
Leah moved a few steps closer. “Tell me what you mean.”
Elizabeth sat on one of the two low stools resting near the stall. Leah pulled back a few steps, as if she recognized that the girl needed her space. “There really isn’t much to say,” she said, as her mind wandered back to third grade.
Elizabeth ran across the playground to play tag with Laura, screaming in delight when she finally caught up to her best friend. “Gotcha!” Then, panting, she curled down against the pole holding up one of the basketball nets.
“You win,” Laura said.
Elizabeth laughed.
“You tired?”
Elizabeth nodded, trying to catch her breath. A group of girls were gathering at the far end of the playground. “Let’s go see what they’re doing,” said Laura, jumping to her feet.
Elizabeth took another deep breath and stood up. “Is that Miss Bittner?”
“Yes! Let’s go!”
The girls raced across the concrete and onto the grass where Elizabeth’s class was gathering around the teacher. They could see Miss Bittner talking to the students. As Laura and Elizabeth approached, Miss Bittner put her hand up in protest.
“Hold on, girls,” she said in a firm voice. “I’ll be back in two minutes.”
She then gestured toward Elizabeth. “Sweetie, come with me,” she said as she held Elizabeth’s hand.
Miss Bittner led Elizabeth inside the school and back to the classroom. “Sit here,” she said, pointing to the seat closest to the door. “I have to do something, Elizabeth. But I’ll be back in a couple of minutes. Okay, honey?”
Elizabeth nodded, then as Miss Bittner turned away, meekly said, “Miss Bittner, am I in trouble? Did I do something wrong?”
Miss Bittner stopped and turned quickly back toward Elizabeth. “Oh, dear, no, honey. No. Absolutely not.”
The teacher bent down and gave Elizabeth a hug. “You can never do anything wrong, sweetie. I just need to take care of something outside and then I’ll return.”
Miss Bittner touched the top of Elizabeth’s hair and weakly smiled. She stood up and briskly walked out of the classroom.
Elizabeth sat quietly, but grew anxious after a few minutes. When she heard the occasional burst of screams from the playground outside, she thought about leaving her chair. She could hear her friend Laura squealing. She walked to the window closest to the commotion. Miss Bittner was high-fiving the girls as they jumped up and down.
Elizabeth pressed her face against the window. The frown deepened when she saw a smile on Laura’s face as Miss Bittner slapped her outstretched hand. When she saw her teacher and classmates make their way back into the school, Elizabeth ran back to her seat and buried her face.
The murmuring chatter of the boys and girls filled the hallway. Elizabeth wiped the tears from her face.
“Hi, Lizzie!” said Laura with a smile.
“Hi.” Elizabeth eyed her friend warily. “Laura, what happened outside?”
“Nothing.”
“Please tell me, Laurie, you’re my best friend. We tell each other everything. Right?”
Laura sat behind Elizabeth, who turned around to face her. “C’mon.”
“Shh, I’m not supposed to say. Miss Bittner would be mad.”
Elizabeth smiled. “I won’t tell her. Tell me. Is it a surprise for me? My birthday is next week.”
Laura shook her head. “No. We’re having a mother-daughter day at the park. We don’t have to go to school that day!”
Elizabeth’s face fell and she turned around. She placed her face in her hands. Laura got up and stood in front of her. She moved her face closer to Elizabeth. “Are you crying?”
“No!”
“Miss Bittner, Lizzie’s crying.” Then, in a whisper meant only for Elizabeth, Laura said, “Please don’t tell her I told you.”
The teacher came over to Elizabeth. “What’s wrong, sweetie?”
She started to cry again. “I don’t know what I did wrong.”
“Did Laura say anything to you?”
Elizabeth was silent for a moment, then shook her head. “No. I want to go home.”
Miss Bittner realized Elizabeth was in no mood to be consoled. She gathered Elizabeth’s belongings and walked her to the office. “Elizabeth isn’t feeling so good now,” Miss Bittner said to Mrs. Loscalzo, the school office manager. “Can you call Mr. Stewart?”
“Don’t you think you should be the one to call him this time?” asked Mrs. Loscalzo. “I don’t like calling him while he’s working. You know how he is.”
Miss Bittner frowned. “Okay, I’ll make the call next door in the nurse’s office.”
Elizabeth watched as Miss Bittner walked into the hallway. She returned moments later.
“Elizabeth, your dad will be by to pick you up soon.” She bent down and gave her a hug. “Feel better, sweetie, okay?”
Elizabeth nodded and sat stoically in the office until her father arrived. When she saw him, her face lit up briefly. “Daddy! I want to go home.”
“Are you sick, Elizabeth?” he asked, placing his hand on her forehead. He looked at Mrs. Loscalzo. “Did she throw up? Have a fever?”
“Not that I know of, Mr. Stewart. Perhaps you can give Miss Bittner a call after school.”
“I don’t have the time today to do that. I’ve got bills to pay, a mortgage, have to put oil in the tank for the winter.”
“Mr. Stewart, do you want me to call Miss Bittner right now to come down to talk to you?”
“Yes.”
Elizabeth squirmed in her seat and looked worriedly at her father. “Daddy, let’s go. I’m not sick.”
Michael sat down next to her. “Then, honey, why do you want to leave if you aren’t sick?”
She hesitated. “Are you going to get mad?”
“No. What’s wrong?”
Elizabeth leaned over and started whispering in Michael’s ear. Twice she pulled away, afraid to tell him, but then continued with her story. Mrs. Loscalzo, hands folded on her chin and elbows resting on the office counter, remained quiet but attentive.
Michael stood up. “Where’s Miss Bittner?”
“She’s on her way,” Mrs. Loscalzo replied.