Those were the only words I needed to hear out of her full lips. I had been giving her some space the past week. Yeah, I still had some anger over the whole situation that went down at Gino’s, but after hearing her explain the situation over again in our counseling session, it seemed to lessen a bit.
I had to try so hard to keep my hands to myself whenever I was around her. It probably had been hard for her to keep her hands to herself earlier too. I didn’t miss her checking out my body, I did it on purpose really. I knew it was definitely one of her weaknesses.
“Leah, you’ve always had me. I’ve always been here. I’ll always be here, no matter what.” She breathed out a loud sigh before grabbing my head and crashing her lips against mine. I let her take control this time; I think she needed to have it.
Her mouth didn’t remain on mine for long. She slid down to my jaw, her tongue darting out to lick a path to my neck. I groaned when she twisted her body around to straddle me. Yup, her being in control was perfectly okay with me.
Her hands moved to my chest and across my stomach, her lips followed closely behind. When my shorts and boxers were pushed down it didn’t really click, but when her moist lips touched my dick, the breath rushed out of me and my hips twitched anxiously.
I watched as her head bobbed up and down, slowly at first, and then into a much quicker pace. I loved what she was doing, but right now, I needed to be inside of her. I wasn’t about to finish in her mouth, but I was almost there.
I gently pulled up on her hair and she slid up my body with smile, knowing all too well what I wanted, what I really needed. Both of our hands fumbled as we tried to rip her clothes off in a hurry. I had to laugh when I couldn’t get her damn bra off, I felt like I was an inexperienced teenager all over again.
She positioned herself above me and sank down slowly. She leaned down to kiss me as our bodies clicked together and I held her there wanting her lips against mine as we moved together. She began to pick up the pace, circling her hips, looking so god damn sexy, naked above me.
I grabbed onto her hips, sinking my fingers in deep as I thrusted up, pushing deeper and deeper, needing to be as close as possible. She called out my name while we both found our release together, panting against my chest, while drawing circles right over my heart. She would own it forever.
“Thank you Chase, for being there, and for being what I needed. I might not have known it at the time, but you were doing everything possible to help me. I love you so much; you really are the perfect husband.” She kissed me once on the chest before snuggling her head into my neck. I wrapped my arms around her, loving the feel of our bare skin against each other. It felt like everything in our lives was finally clicking into the place the way it should be. The way we deserved it to be.
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We had just finished a late counseling session on Friday after I had gotten off work. This was the first time I had heard the fact mentioned that Leah had contemplated the idea of killing herself. By the time she was finished, I felt sick. What if she had really went through with it? I don’t know if I could have handled losing Leah, especially like that.
I felt her hand on my back where I was slumped forward in my chair and in that moment I realized that she was there. Right next to me, living and breathing, finally healing to where she was beginning to be healthy again. I had to stuff down the guilt I felt, it wasn’t good for either one of us, but it would always be there right in the back of my mind.
After we left the doctor’s office, I pulled her into my arms and just held her there. I just needed to feel her, feel that she was with me. I ran my hands over every inch of her body to make sure she was real. Finally, I landed on her lips, brushing the pad of my thumb over the fullness.
“I love you, Leah.” Our lips crashed into each other and right there in that moment I felt like we were really healing each other.
We picked up Caleb from my mom’s house after our appointment. It was finally the weekend that we were going away to Vegas and I didn’t have to kidnap Leah or drug her sexy ass, she was going along willingly.
“Hey Roy, how’s it going man? All ready for the wild child?” Roy grinned as I handed him Caleb’s bag and hugged Caleb with his other free arm. “I’m always ready for him. How’s Leah been doing?”
“She’s great; she’s actually in the truck. She was a little upset about leaving Caleb. She’s been doing a lot better and they’ve been spending just about every minute together.”
“Good to hear, well we have some stuff planned for this weekend, so I’m sure we’ll have fun. Tell Leah to call anytime she needs to, I’ll completely understand.”