Distant Shores

To the right, everything belonged to Edward Rhodes. Acres and acres of tilled red earth. Soon, the crops would be planted. By July, the corn would be as tall as a man and go on forever. By October, the leaves would be brownish gold and thin as paper,and when the early winter winds came, the rustling stalks would sound like a hive of bees. That was the cycle of the land, the measure of time. Everything in her daddy’s world had been tacked to seasons. Things came and went and lived and died according to sunlight.

At last, she came to the driveway. A huge, scrollwork metal arch curved above the road. Swinging gently in the breeze was the copper sign, long since aged to blue-green, that read: sweetwater.

Elizabeth eased back on the gas. The car slowed as she drove down the driveway. On either side of her, bare, brown tree limbs reached beseechingly toward the winter-gray sky.

She was home.

The Federal style brick house stood proudly on a manicured yard. Clipped evergreen hedges outlined the perimeter, the perfectly shaped line broken here and there by ancient walnut trees. One of those trees still held the tire swing that had been young Elizabeth’s favorite place to play on a sunny summer’s day. Beneath it, the ghost of a long-unused footpath remained.

Elizabeth parked in front of the carriage house turned garage and shut down the engine. When she stepped outside, she smelled chimney smoke and wet earth and mulch. She pulled her garment bag out of the car and headed up to the front door, where she rang the bell.

There were a few moments of silence, then the shuffling of feet and a muffled voice.

Daddy opened the door. He wore a blue-checked flannel shirt and a pair of crumpled khaki pants. His white, flyaway hair was Albert Einstein wild, and his smile was big enough to break a girl’s heart.

“Sugar beet,” he said in that gravelly voice of his. His molasses-thick drawl stretched the words into taffy, Sugah beeat. “We didn’t expect ya’ll for another hour or so. Come on, now, don’t stand there a-starin’. Give your old man a hug.”

She launched forward. His big arms curled around her, made her feel small again, young. He smelled of her childhood, of pipe smoke and expensive aftershave and peppermint gum.

When she drew back, he touched her face. It had always amazed her that a hand so big could be so gentle. “We missed you something awful.” He glanced back down the hallway. “Hurry up, Mother, our little girl is home.”

There was an immediate response. Elizabeth heard the gatling gun sound of high heels on marble flooring. Then she smelled flowers—gardenias. Her stepmother’s “signature” scent.

Anita came running around the corner, wearing cherry red silk evening pants, stiletto black heels, and an absurdly low cut gold spandex top. Her long, platinum blond hair had been coiled and teased until it sat on top of her head like a dunce cap. When she saw Elizabeth, she let out a little screech and barreled forward like Bette Midler on speed. “Why, Birdie, we didn’t expect ya’all so soon.” She started forward, as if she were going to hug Elizabeth, but at the last minute, she came to a bumpy stop and sidled up to Daddy. “It’s good to have y’ home, Birdie. It’s been too long.”

“Yes, it has.”

“Well …” Anita’s painted smile came and went. One of those awkward pauses fell, the kind that always punctuated Anita and Elizabeth’s conversations. “I better check my cider. Daddy, you show our Birdie up to her room.”

Elizabeth tried to keep her smile in place. Of all her stepmother’s irritating habits (and they were legion), calling her husband “Daddy” was top of the heap.

He grabbed Elizabeth’s garment bag and led her upstairs to her old bedroom. It was exactly as it had always been. Pale, lemony walls, honey-oak floors, a big white French Provincial four-poster bed that Daddy had gone all the way to Memphis for, and a white bookcase and desk. Someone—Anita, probably—had lit a candle in here; the room smelled of evergreen. There was still a framed, autographed picture of Davy Jones on the wall by the bureau. It said: To Liz, love always, Davy.

Elizabeth had found it at a garage sale out near Russellville one Saturday afternoon. For three years—between seventh and ninth grades—it had been her prized possession. After a while, she’d practically forgotten that it hadn’t been signed for her personally.

“So, where’s golden boy?” Daddy asked as he hung up her garment bag.

“He broke a big story and needed another day to wrap it up. He’ll be here tomorrow.”

“Too bad he couldn’t fly down with you.” He said it slowly, as if he meant to say more, or maybe less.

She couldn’t look at him. “Yes.”

Her father knew something was wrong between her and Jack. Of course he knew; he’d always seen through her. But he wouldn’t push. If there was one thing a Southern family knew how to keep, it was a secret. “Your mother made us some hot cider,” he said at last. “Let’s go sit on the porch a spell.”