I hear more gun shots but they are coming from behind me. My men are here, but I can’t feel relief.
I fall to the ground holding my woman. I look up to see my Irish. My FUCKING BROTHER holding the gun that just shot my woman. He’s on his knees now, bleeding himself, since one of Crush’s shots hit him in the arm. Bull has him down and slams his fist into the side of his head.
I look back at Nicole afraid to move. I can feel the blood at my hands where I’m holding her. I lean back to look at her face and her blue eyes are watching me. They’re dazed and dilated, but she’s staring at me with a smile. She has a fucking smile on her lips.
I bring my hand up and shakily hold the side of her face. The blood instantly smears on her hair and I hate it. It looks wrong. An obscenity on the only beautiful thing I’ve ever known.
“I knew you’d come.” She whispers weakly and it’s all I can do to keep from screaming out at the pain gathering inside of me.
“I’m here Mama. You have to hold on for me.” I say petting her hair gently. I look over at Crush. “Get the ATV here NOW! Use the two-way and have Doc meet us at the bottom.”
“Dragon…I love you.”
“Mama, stop that shit. You’re going to be fine. Just hold on and I’ll have you fixed up in no time.”
“Love you…”
“If you do then you promise me you’ll fight to stay with me. Do you hear me Nicole? You fight that shit and hold on. You got me?”
She grimaces and it guts me all over again to know that she’s hurting, but I will my strength into her.
“I…don’t think…I…”
“Fuck that shit, you listen to me Mama. I told you that you were mine. You aren’t getting away this easy. You asked for me and you got me. Now you have to stick around for the ride. Promise me Mama, we got a fucking life together to live. If you love me, you don’t give up on that.”
“Okay Dragon.” She says and I reach down and kiss her on the forehead.
“Shit hurry.” I look up at Bull and the pity in his eyes almost does me in. Nicole’s head falls to the side at a weird angle. Her eyes are closed and for a second my heart stops.
She’s slipping away from me. Tears fall from my own eyes. I don’t think I’ve fucking cried in my life. Yet, before Nicole I had nothing I really gave a fuck about. If she’s gone I don’t want to keep going either. She made the world bearable, when I didn’t even know how damned miserable it really was.
“Oh God Mama, don’t leave me. Don’t leave me here without you.” I say into her ear holding her closer.
I hear Crush and he somehow has got the ATV up here. I don’t fucking know how, but I’m glad he did it. Somehow Bull and I make it to the bottom of the hill. Crush and Frog took a separate vehicle and collected Dani. I couldn’t worry about any of that. Nicole was still breathing, but there was so much blood. I used my shirt to hold pressure, but it was soaked by the time we made it to the bottom. Doc took over and I’m not sure what he did, but somehow it slowed down. He had portable oxygen he also put on her. My heart wouldn’t stop jumping.
I’m standing, watching Doc work on her and she looks so pale and lifeless. Her words replay in my head.
I love you Dragon. I love you Dragon.
It’s like some fucked up song I have to keep listening too and can’t turn off. I’m holding her hand and kissing the top of her head. My coat is covering her as best it can--while still allowing Doc room to work. There’s so much blood, on her, me and Doc. I’m losing her. I had her and I didn’t take care of her. I didn’t keep her safe. She was precious and I let her be torn away from me. I should have known there were traitors in my club, I should have protected her.
The ambulance pulls up and the medics come over to put her on the gurney. They put her in the ambulance and I’m just about to get in when the monitor they hook her up to flat lines. IT FUCKING FLAT LINES!
I try to get into the ambulance and my men grab me to hold me back. The medics are working furiously on her and one is holding paddles above her heart.
“Mama you hold the fuck on! You promised me! Don’t you leave me woman or I swear to fucking Christ I will find a way to follow you and drag your fucking ass back here! NICOLE!!”
My body is shaking, I know I’m crying and I don’t give one good fuck if that makes me a pussy to my men. I don’t even fucking want them around right now. It’s because of my mother fucking club my woman…Jesus Christ she can’t die. I reach up and grab my head and pull my neck down so I’m staring at the ground and the tears fall and hit on my muddy boots. How the fuck did this happen? How did I not know that Irish was involved? How could I trust him with my woman?
Chapter 25
Dragon