Simon slid into the driver’s seat and placed his hands on the wheel, fingertips brushing the polished wood. He’d done the same thing hundreds of times as a child when his father was away on business and he’d been left alone with Abigail, the bibulous housekeeper. He was eight or nine, the age when cars are objects of awe and worship, emblematic of all things sophisticated and mature. All things adult, and thus off-limits.
He remembered the scent of the old garage: damp hay, oiled leather, rotting rafters. They’d come to England from New York to open the European office of Riske Commodities Trading Corporation, a firm his father had started from an office in Lower Manhattan, and which at its peak included branches in Boston, Chicago, and San Francisco.
The divorce had been far in the past. All he’d known of his mother was that she lived in France and had a new family of her own. It had been just the two of them, Anthony Riske and his son. They’d lived in a rambling country house in Kent, forty miles outside London. Even now, Simon had little idea what his father had done for a living. He recalled talk of gold and silver and oil, and howls of protest about prices being too low or too high.
Sundays had been reserved for excursions into the city and surrounding countryside. Visits to the Natural History Museum and Covent Garden, lunches at the Compleat Angler. Invariably, on the way home, his father would stop the car on a country road, drag Simon onto his lap, and teach him to drive, goosing the motor to make his son squeal with delight.
“Twelve cylinders with a dual six. That’s not an engine. It’s a force of nature. You can feel it in your bones.”
And when Simon asked when he might drive by himself, his father would pat him on the head and answer in his rich, tobacco-cured voice, “In due time. In due time.”
The downfall, when it came, was swift, brutal, and without warning.
One day all was fine. The next, Simon was pulled out of school, the house put up for sale, and the housekeeper, nannies, and gardener let go. The cars were loaded onto trailers and driven away by men in blue jackets with a half-dozen policemen watching. All the while, his father stalked the empty house promising that it was all a misunderstanding, a “temporary problem of liquidity,” and that he was going to make it up to him.
“In due time. In due time.”
It was Simon who discovered the body. His father had not come down to breakfast after failing to tuck him in the night before. Hungry and frightened, he’d searched the house, calling for his father, before venturing outside and padding barefooted through the damp rose garden. With every step, his worry grew. Something was wrong. Terribly wrong.
He found his father in the garage hanging from a rafter. Simon was twelve but small for his age. He rushed to his father, wrapping his arms around his legs, trying with all his might to lift him, hoping to relieve the pressure even a little so the rope would stop digging into his neck and maybe his father’s eyes wouldn’t bulge so horribly.
If there was a note, no one found it.
For years Simon was certain that it had just been overlooked. At night, lying in his bed in the cramped, unhappy home in the hills above Marseille, he imagined what his father had written to him. Something about Simon being strong enough to go on, and him being sorry, that there had been no other way out, and that surely Simon would understand.
“In due time.”
Simon fought off the memories and climbed out of the car. He left the main floor and entered an adjacent studio, passing through a plastic curtain to reach the paint room. A black Dino, a ’74 or ’75, sat in the bay, waiting to be stripped.
Simon opened a locker and donned a paint-smeared coverall. Grabbing a heat gun and a scraper, he went to work, starting on the hood, holding the gun inches away until the paint began to curdle and he could scrape it off. He worked in columns, inch by inch, slowly, meticulously. The job demanded muscle and concentration. Soon his shoulders ached and sweat ran from his forehead.
They all carried machine guns and wore masks, the witness to the robbery in Paris had said.
The images from the news had stirred things up as surely as a stick prodding a hornet’s nest. There were things he didn’t want to remember. Events dangerous to recall for the emotions they provoked, the long-buried desires they stoked. The memories came to him all the same, as he knew they would ever since lifting the watch off Boris Blatt’s wrist.
He imagined the report of his old AK-47, the reassuring kick of the machine gun pressed to his shoulder, the wonderful, bittersweet scent of spent cordite in the warm air. Mostly, though, he recalled the thrill of it all.
Twenty years later, he could still taste it.
“Damn!” Simon called out as the scraper slipped and nicked his thumb. He stepped away from the car, shaking his hand, wiping the blood on his pant leg. He found a plaster in the locker and bandaged the cut. His eye fell to his forearm and the artwork on it. Some tattoos faded over time. For some reason his appeared to have grown brighter.
The past isn’t dead. It isn’t even past.
Someone famous had said that. An American writer. He didn’t remember the name. He only knew that it was true.
Monday
Chapter 8
It was nine the next morning when Lucy Brown parted the curtain and stepped into the painting studio. “Someone to see you.”
With rapt attention, Simon guided the scraper in a vertical stripe down the automobile’s hood, the shavings falling away in a curlicue. “Client?”
“Never seen him before.”
“Did he bring his car?”
“Just an umbrella.”
“There,” said Simon, stepping back and surveying his progress. After ten hours, he’d managed to strip the entire hood. Another week and the car would be finished, though he had no intention of completing it himself. Sometimes he had to remind himself that he was the boss. He rolled his neck, wincing as his bones cracked. Only then did he look at Lucy. “Does he have a name?”
“Mr. Neill. He said he was a friend of a friend. Oh, and he’s one of yours.”
“Mine?”
“American.”
“Where is he?”
“In the workshop. He seemed to know his way round.”
“Is he touching any of the cars?”
“No. Hands in his pockets.”
Simon considered this. “Tell him I’ll be there in a minute. Give him some tea.”
Lucy nodded. But instead of leaving, she stepped through the curtain and crossed the studio toward him. She was unrecognizable from the night before. The pencil skirt and fitted blouse had been replaced by a gray coverall with the name “Max” sewn on the breast and sensible work boots. Her blond hair was pulled into a ponytail and tucked into a baseball cap. Her only concession to makeup was the streak of grease decorating her cheek.
“What is it?” asked Simon, noting the look on her face.
“You’re not going to see him like that?”
“Like what?”
Lucy pointed to a mirror. Simon turned and caught a glimpse of himself. His coverall was stained with sweat. His face was red from exertion and his hands were blackened by paint shavings. “Were you up all night again?” she asked.
“Me? No. Course not. I got up early. Wanted to get a start on the week.”
Lucy cocked her head. “Is that right?”
Simon put his hands on Lucy’s shoulders, turned her around, and walked her back to the curtain. He wasn’t interested in sharing his losing battle against insomnia with Lucy or anyone else. “Tell Mr. Neill I’ll be there in fifteen minutes.”
Simon returned to his flat. He showered, cleaning his hands and nails with a scrub brush and industrial soap, then dressed in his real work clothes. Navy suit, white open-collar shirt, and loafers shined within an inch of their lives. Exactly fifteen minutes later, he was at his desk. He spun in his chair to study the monitor that broadcast feeds from the security cameras. He quickly spotted his mechanics, but he couldn’t find the visitor. This disturbed him. He’d supervised the placement of the cameras to ensure that every square foot of the shop was covered. A look at the agenda showed no mention of an appointment for an American named “Neill.” It was rare to get walk-in visitors. A second look at the monitor failed once again to find him.
There was a knock at the door. “Come.”
Lucy opened the door. “Mr. Neill to see you.”