Missing You

He spread his arms. “Why would anyone?”

 

“Money?”

 

“For one thing.”

 

“What else?”

 

“This is where it gets trickier, Kat.”

 

“What do you mean?”

 

“He was promised favors.”

 

“What kind of favors?”

 

“Better treatment in prison. A better cell. Extra rations. Employment help for his nephew.”

 

Kat frowned. “Who provided him with that?”

 

“He never told me.”

 

“But you have your suspicions.”

 

“It does me no good to talk about hypotheticals.”

 

“So you’ve said. What kind of job did the nephew get?”

 

“It wasn’t a job. It was more getting into a school.”

 

“What kind of school?”

 

“The police academy.”

 

The skies opened up as though on cue. The rain began over the ocean, swirling the current. It slowly moved over the yard and toward them. Cozone rose and stood back a little, so as to stay fully under the roof. Kat did the same.

 

“Leslie will give you a ride back to your car,” Cozone said.

 

“I have more questions.”

 

“I’ve said too much as it is.”

 

“And if I don’t believe you?”

 

Cozone shrugged. “Then we continue as we have.”

 

“With no understanding?”

 

“So be it,” he said.

 

She thought about all he had said, about honor among thieves, about understandings and agreements. “Understandings don’t matter after someone dies, right?”

 

He said nothing.

 

“I mean, that’s what you said. Whatever deal you and Leburne worked out, it’s over now.”

 

“Correct.”

 

Smiley Leslie appeared. But Kat didn’t move.

 

“You also had an understanding with my father,” Kat said. Her voice sounded funny in her own ears. “That’s what you said.”

 

The rain pounded down on the roof. She had to speak louder to be heard.

 

“Do you know who Sugar is?” she asked him.

 

Cozone looked off. “You know about Sugar?”

 

“To some degree.”

 

“So why are you asking me?”

 

“Because I want to talk to her.”

 

His face tilted in a question.

 

“If you don’t know anything about who killed my father,” Kat said, “maybe Sugar does.”

 

Cozone might have nodded. “Maybe.”

 

“So I want to meet her,” Kat said. “Does that make sense?”

 

“In some ways,” he said almost too carefully.

 

“Could you help me find her?”

 

Cozone looked toward Leslie. Leslie didn’t move. Still Cozone said, “We could try, yes.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

“Under one condition.”

 

“That being?”

 

“You promise to leave my operation alone.”

 

“If you’re telling the truth about no involvement—”

 

“I am.”

 

“Then no problem,” she said.

 

He stuck out his hand. She reluctantly shook it, imagining all the blood that had once been on it, imagining it all flooding back and then splashing onto her. Cozone held on.

 

“Are you sure that’s what you want, Kat?”

 

“What?”

 

“Are you sure you want to meet Sugar?”

 

She pulled her hand away. “Yes, I’m sure.”

 

He looked back toward the churning waves. “I guess maybe that’s okay. I guess that maybe it’s time to let all the secrets out, no matter how destructive.”

 

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Kat asked.

 

But Cozone turned then and started to head inside. “Leslie will drive you back to your car. He will call you when he’s found an address on Sugar.”