Kill Shot

Chapter 26
THEY made love and fell asleep in each other's arms, his one good one and her two. When Rapp woke up an hour and forty minutes later he stared unblinkingly at the ceiling. There was no fluttering or blurred vision, confusion over where he was or the time. He felt alive and sharp and relaxed all at the same time. Greta could do that to him. He didn't know how exactly, but he suspected it had something to do with her naked body pressed against his. They always slept with their bodies intertwined, as much skin on skin as possible. Her warmth and energy simultaneously comforted him and made him feel alive.

There was no denying she made him happy, happier than he'd been in a long time. So much so that, as he lay there, he actually thought about dropping everything and driving back to Zurich with her. He could scare the shit out of Kennedy and quite a few others. The phone call would be easy. Just dial the service and leave a message. Tell her that he was done. That he'd put his ass on the line, and they'd repaid him by betraying him. And then would come the part that would make everything very definitive. He would have to threaten her, by explaining in detail what he would do to anyone who came looking for him and that if that happened he would fly back to the States and leave a trail of bodies. Maybe even add something about a packet of information that would be mailed to the FBI or the Department of Justice or God forbid the media.

He frowned at that last part. He couldn't do it. It would make him no better than all the egomaniacal, opportunistic politicians who were constantly taking shots at the CIA. Kennedy and Stansfield were good people, or at least they tried to do the right thing. Hurley, maybe not so much. Whether Stansfield ordered it or not, Hurley would come after him. The man was funny that way. If Rapp cut a corner or did things his own way, Hurley would fly into a rage, but the man never bothered to confront the fact that there wasn't a rule he himself hadn't broken. Stansfield had told Rapp once that the problem he and Hurley had was that they were too much alike. Rapp sure as hell hoped they weren't. Hurley could be petty and sadistic and extremely unfair and Rapp had told Stansfield so. The deputy director added a few more negative observations to Rapp's list and then said, "And ultimately very good at what he does. He cuts through all the BS. He sees the purest path toward achieving his objective and he seizes it . . . just like you."

Rapp had replied, "But he's a prick."

Stansfield smiled in his easy way and said, "Yes, he is, and after you've been at this for three decades you might be one, too."

Rapp desperately hoped not. Part of him respected Hurley for his toughness and tenacity, but he couldn't imagine going through life as such a sour bastard. Rapp wondered if he really could kill him. There'd been plenty of times when he'd envisioned it, but never in a definitive, professional way. His fantasies were more along the lines of bashing his head into the floor over and over again until his brains spilled out. Rapp realized there was a very real chance that taking Hurley out was exactly where this was headed. If he ran, and he might have no choice, he'd have to kill Hurley or the man would hunt him for the rest of his days.

Greta's head was resting on his chest and his right arm was wrapped around her. They'd met nearly a year ago in Zurich and it had been love, or at least lust, at first sight. Greta's family had a string of banks located in most of the major financial centers. Her grandfather and Thomas Stansfield had been allies in the fight against communism, and the family still helped Stansfield with some of the more delicate aspects of their operations. So far they had kept their relationship a secret. Greta knew what Rapp did, to an extent, but the wound in his shoulder was a harsh reminder that she had fallen in love with a man who was in a very dangerous line of work.

Rapp slid his hand down her side, her slender waist, and then her hip. He kissed the top of her head and took a deep breath. He wanted to remember this. Total peace; joy in his heart and a woman he passionately loved at his side. This was how normal people lived, but not him. His training had been thorough, and in ways Rapp hadn't expected. Hurley had talked to each of them about women. His policy was gruff and to the point. "You can hump all the women you want, but you can't fall in love and you sure as hell can't get married. If you fall in love or get married, I'll put you out to pasture or kill you." And that was just one of many reasons Rapp thought Hurley was a jackass.

It was tempting to spend the rest of his life naked and in bed with Greta, but he knew it was a romantic fantasy. If that was ever his hope there was a lot of work to be done first. There had probably been a time when he could have taken the road more frequently traveled, but that was gone. The truth was more than the simple fact that he was a trained killer. He was good at it, he enjoyed it, and he was not ready to walk away from it. Maybe he really would turn out like Hurley if he lived long enough. The thought depressed him.

As Rapp carefully slid his arm from under Greta, he promised himself that he would never let that happen. In the bathroom he closed the door and checked his reflection in the mirror. The black circles under his eyes were almost gone. It was amazing what the body could do with some food and a lot of sleep. The bandage on his shoulder was blood-free, but the bruising on his back looked pretty bad. Rapp flexed his fingers on his left hand and then moved his arm around in a small clockwise motion. The flex didn't hurt but rotating his shoulder hurt like hell. He tried a few more motions with varied success and then got in the shower. Not wanting to get his bandages wet, he cleaned from the waist down, toweled off, and contemplated shaving. He had two days of thick stubble. There were pros and cons to keeping it, but in the end the cons won out and he shaved. Any concealment it offered would be marginal, and on the other side of the ledger was a mountain of evidence about how police treated men who were dressed nicely and clean-shaven versus men who were not.

Greta was still asleep while he put on his dark jeans, a black T-shirt, and lace-up black combat boots. Unfortunately, she awoke at the sound of Rapp adjusting the Velcro straps on his bulletproof vest. She propped her head up with a second pillow and pulled the sheet up high around her neck.

"Why are you wearing that?"

"Just a precaution," Rapp said truthfully.

Greta wasn't buying it. "Mitch?"

"Greta?" Rapp said.

"I'm serious."

"And so am I, and that's why I'm putting it on."

She stared at him for a long moment, her blue eyes a bit more chilly than normal. "I thought you said this was going to be easy."

Rapp got the two bottom straps just the way he liked them and said, "I don't plan on getting in an accident every time I get behind the wheel, but I still wear a seat belt."

"Your point?"

"I don't plan on getting shot, but since it's already happened once this week you'll have to excuse me if I decide this is a good idea."

She frowned and lay there unflinching, but in the end she decided there wasn't much else she could add. She watched as Rapp carefully pulled on a black cotton dress shirt. He buttoned all but the top button so his white vest was concealed. He came over and sat on the edge of the bed. Cupping her cheek with his hand, he said, "You have two hours to get ready and be in position. If you don't want to come along that's fine. You can wait here or head home if you want."

She shook her head. "I'm coming with."

"Good. And can you be ready and in position in two hours?"

"No problem, but where are you going?"

"I have a few more things I need to pick up and I need to take a look around."

"You can't stay and eat with me?"

"I'd love to, but there's not enough time. Order some room service and when you're ready make sure you pack all of your stuff and put it in your trunk."

"I know," she repeated like a good student. "And take your backpack and make sure I don't check out because we might need to come back."

Rapp considered the tense, anxious expression on her face. He leaned in and kissed her on the forehead. "Don't worry so much. This is just going to be a little observation from a safe distance. Nothing will go wrong. I promise."

"Famous last words."

Rapp smiled. "You're such an optimist."