In the Woods

Nothing, for a long time.

 

“That’s why I asked you to come in,” Cassie said, “the other night. I was going to question you about it.”

 

“Oh, please, Detective Maddox.” Rosalind’s voice had sharpened, just a touch, and I couldn’t tell whether this was a good or a bad sign. “Don’t treat me as if I’m stupid. If you people had any evidence against me, I’d be under arrest, not standing here listening to you cry about Detective Ryan.”

 

“No,” Cassie said. “That’s the thing. The others don’t know yet, about what Damien said. If they find out, then yeah, they’ll arrest you.”

 

“Are you threatening me? Because that’s a very bad idea.”

 

“No. I’m just trying to…OK. Here’s the thing.” Cassie took a breath. “We don’t actually need a motive, to try someone for murder. He’s confessed to doing it; we’ve got that part on the record, on video, and that’s all we really need to put him in jail. Nobody needs to know why he did it. And, like I said, he trusts me. If I tell him he should keep his motive to himself, he’ll believe me. You know what he’s like.”

 

“Much better than you do, actually. God. Damien.” Possibly this is a testament to my stupidity, but I still had the capacity to be taken aback by the note in Rosalind’s voice, something far beyond contempt: rejection, utter and impersonal. “I’m really not worried about him. He’s a murderer, for heaven’s sake. Do you think anyone will believe him? Over me?”

 

“I believed him,” said Cassie.

 

“Yes, well. That doesn’t say much for your detective skills, does it? Damien’s barely intelligent enough to tie his own shoelaces, but he came out with some story and you just took his word for it? Did you really believe that someone like him would be able to tell you how this actually happened, even if he wanted to? Damien can only handle simple things, Detective. This wasn’t a simple story.”

 

“The basic facts check out,” Cassie said sharply. “I don’t want to hear the details. If I’m going to be keeping this to myself, then the less I know the better.”

 

A moment’s silence, as Rosalind evaluated the possibilities of this; then the little laugh. “Really? But you’re supposed to be a detective, of some sort. Shouldn’t you be interested in finding out what actually happened?”

 

“I know as much as I need to. Anything you tell me won’t do me any good anyway.”

 

“Oh, I know that,” Rosalind said brightly. “You won’t be able to use it. But if hearing the truth puts you in an uncomfortable position, that’s really your own fault, isn’t it? You shouldn’t have got yourself into this situation. I don’t think I should be expected to make allowances for your dishonesty.”

 

“I’m—like you said, I’m a detective.” Cassie’s voice was rising. “I can’t just listen to evidence about a crime and—”

 

Rosalind’s tone didn’t change. “Well, you’ll just have to, won’t you? Katy used to be such a sweet little girl. But once her dancing started to get her all that attention, she got awfully above herself. That Simone woman was a terrible influence on her, really. It made me very sad. Someone had to put her in her place, didn’t they? For her own good. So I—”

 

“If you keep talking,” Cassie snapped, too loudly, “I’m going to caution you. Otherwise—”

 

“Don’t you threaten me, Detective. I won’t warn you again.”

 

A beat. Sam was staring into space, one knuckle caught between his front teeth.

 

“So,” Rosalind resumed, “I decided the best thing would be to show Katy that she wasn’t really anything that special. She certainly wasn’t very intelligent. When I gave her something to—”

 

“You are not obliged to say anything unless you wish to do so,” Cassie broke in, her voice shaking wildly, “but anything you do say will be taken down in writing and may be used in evidence.”

 

Rosalind thought about this for a long time. I could hear their feet crunching in fallen leaves, Cassie’s sweater grating faintly against the mike at each step; somewhere a wood dove cooed, cozy and contented. Sam’s eyes were on me, and through the gloom of the van I thought I saw condemnation in them. I thought of his uncle and stared back.

 

“She’s lost her,” said O’Kelly. He stretched, heavy shoulders rolling back, and cracked his neck. “It’s the bloody caution that does it. When I was coming up there was none of this shite: you gave them a few digs, they told you what you wanted to know, that was good enough for any judge. Well, sure, at least we can get back to work now.”

 

“Hang on,” Sam said. “She’ll get her back.”

 

“Listen,” Cassie said at last, on a long breath, “about going to our boss—”

 

“Just a moment,” Rosalind said coldly. “We’re not finished.”

 

“Yes we are,” Cassie said, but her voice wavered treacherously. “As far as Katy goes, we are. I am not going to just stand here and listen to—”

 

“I don’t like people trying to bully me, Detective. I’ll say whatever I like. You’re going to listen. If you interrupt me again, this conversation is over. If you repeat it to anyone else, I’ll make it clear to them exactly what kind of person you are, and Detective Ryan will confirm it. Nobody will believe a word you say, and you’ll lose your precious job. Do you understand?”

 

Silence. My stomach was still heaving, slowly and horribly; I swallowed hard. “The arrogance of her,” Sam said softly. “The fucking arrogance.”

 

“Don’t knock it,” O’Kelly said. “It’s Maddox’s best shot.”

 

“Yes,” Cassie said, very low. “I understand.”

 

“Good.” I heard the prim, satisfied little smile in Rosalind’s voice. Her heels tapped on tarmac; they had turned onto the main road, heading down towards the entrance of the estate. “So, as I was saying, I decided that someone needed to stop Katy from getting too full of herself. It really should have been my mother and father’s job, obviously; if they had done it, I wouldn’t have had to. But they couldn’t be bothered. I think that’s actually a form of child abuse, don’t you—that kind of neglect?”

 

She waited until Cassie said tightly, “I don’t know.”

 

“Oh, it is. It made me very upset. So I told Katy that she should really stop doing ballet, since it was having such a bad effect on her, but she wouldn’t listen. She needed to learn that she didn’t have some kind of divine right to be the center of attention. Not everything in this world was all about her. So I stopped her from dancing, now and then. Do you want to know how?”

 

Cassie was breathing fast. “No. I don’t.”

 

“I made her sick, Detective Maddox,” Rosalind said. “God, you mean you hadn’t even figured out that much?”

 

“We wondered. We thought maybe your mother had been doing something—”

 

“My mother?” That note again, that dismissal beyond contempt. “Oh, please. My mother would have got herself caught within a week, even with you people in charge. I mixed juice with detergent, or cleaning things, or whatever I felt like that day, and I told Katy it was a secret recipe to improve her dancing. She was stupid enough to believe me. I was interested to see whether anyone would work it out, but nobody did. Can you imagine?”

 

“Jesus,” Cassie said, barely above a whisper.

 

“Go, Cassie,” Sam muttered. “That’s grievous bodily harm. Go.”

 

“She won’t,” I said. My voice sounded strange, jerky. “Not till she has her on murder.”

 

“Look,” Cassie said, and I heard her swallow. “We’re about to go into the estate, and you said I only had till we got back to your house…. I need to know what you’re going to do about—”

 

“You’ll know when I tell you. And we’ll go in when I decide to go in. Actually, I think we might go back this way, so I can finish telling you my story.”

 

“All the way back around the estate?”

 

“You were the one who demanded to talk to me, Detective Maddox,” Rosalind said, reprovingly. “You’re going to have to learn to take the consequences of your own actions.”

 

“Shit,” Sam murmured. They were moving away from us.

 

“She’s not going to need backup, O’Neill,” O’Kelly said. “The girl’s a bitch, but it’s not like she has an Uzi.”

 

“Anyway. Katy just wouldn’t learn.” That sharp, dangerous note was seeping into Rosalind’s voice again. “She finally managed to work out why she was getting sick—God, it took her years—and she threw an absolute tantrum at me. She said she was never going to drink anything I gave her again, blah blah blah, she actually threatened to tell our parents—I mean, they would never have believed her, she always did get hysterical about nothing, but all the same…. See what I mean about Katy? She was a spoiled little brat. She always, always had to have her own way. If she didn’t get it, she ran to Mummy and Daddy to tell tales.”

 

“She just wanted to be a dancer,” Cassie said quietly.

 

“And I had told her that wasn’t acceptable,” Rosalind snapped. “If she had simply done as she was told, none of this would have happened. Instead, she tried to threaten me. That’s exactly what I knew this ballet-school thing would do to her, all those articles and fund-raisers, it was disgusting—she thought she could do whatever she liked. She said to me—this is exactly what she said, I’m not making this up—she stood there with her hands on her hips, God what a little prima donna, and she said, ‘You shouldn’t have done that to me. Don’t ever do it again.’ Who on earth did she think she was? She was completely out of control, the way she behaved to me was absolutely outrageous, and there was no way I was going to allow it.”

 

Sam’s hands were clenched into fists and I wasn’t breathing. I was covered in a sick, cold sweat. I could no longer picture Rosalind in my mind’s eye; the tender vision of the girl in white had been blown to pieces as if by a nuclear bomb. This was something unimaginable, something hollow as the yellowed husks that insects leave behind in dry grass, blowing with cold alien winds and a fine corrosive dust that shredded everything it touched.

 

“I’ve run into people who tried to tell me what to do,” Cassie said. Her voice sounded tight, breathless. Even though she was the only one of us who had understood what to expect, this story had knocked the wind right out of her. “I didn’t get someone to kill them.”

 

“I think you’ll find, actually, that I never told Damien to do anything to Katy.” I heard Rosalind’s smirk. “I can’t help it if men always want to do things for me, can I? Ask him, if you want: he was the one who came up with every single idea. And, my God, it took him forever, it would have been quicker to train a monkey.” O’Kelly snorted. “When the idea finally hit him, he looked like he had just discovered gravity, like he was some kind of genius. And then he kept having these doubts, it just went on and on—God, a few more weeks and I think I would have had to give up on him and start all over, before I lost my mind.”

 

“He did what you wanted in the end,” Cassie said. “So why did you break up with him? The poor guy’s devastated.”

 

“The same reason Detective Ryan broke up with you. I was so bored I wanted to scream. And no, actually, he didn’t do what I wanted. He made a complete mess of the whole thing.” Rosalind’s voice was rising, cold and furious. “Panicking and hiding her body—he could have ruined everything. He could have got me into serious trouble. Honestly, he’s just unbelievable. I even went to the bother of coming up with a story for him to tell you, to put you off his trail, but he couldn’t even manage to get that right.”

 

“The guy in the tracksuit?” Cassie said, and I heard that tautening at the edges of her voice: any minute now. “No, he told us that one. He just wasn’t very convincing. We thought he was making a big deal out of nothing.”

 

“You see what I mean? He was supposed to have sex with her, hit her on the head with a rock, and leave her body somewhere on the dig or in the wood. That was what I wanted. For God’s sake, you’d think that would be simple enough even for Damien, but no. He didn’t get a single one of those right. My God, he’s lucky I just broke up with him. After the mess he made of this, I should have put you people on to him. He deserves whatever he gets.”

 

And there it was: all we needed. The breath went out of me with a strange, painful little sound. Sam slumped back against the side of the van and ran his hands through his hair; O’Kelly gave a long, low whistle.

 

“Rosalind Frances Devlin,” Cassie said, “I arrest you on suspicion that, on or around the seventeenth of August of this year, at Knocknaree in County Dublin, you did murder Katharine Bridget Devlin, contrary to common law.”

 

“Get your hands off me,” Rosalind snapped. We heard scuffling, the crunch of twigs snapping underfoot; then a swift, vicious noise like the hiss of a cat, and something between a smack and a thump, and a sharp gasp from Cassie.

 

“What the fuck—” said O’Kelly.

 

“Go,” Sam said, “go,” but I was already scrabbling for the door handle.

 

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