“What was Bill Dawson like? You said he was stiff.”
“Nice enough. Kept saying she didn’t need to sing no more because he was gonna make them rich. I could tell he loved her more than she loved him. But that was the way it always was. Boys was always falling for Annie and she kept moving along like none of them mattered.”
Lexis thought about the letters. She’d read the first few and based on them alone Annie had loved one man.
The phone rang and Margaret frowned.
“Feel free to get that. I’ll sit here and look at the book if that’s all right?”
Margaret hesitated. “Sure. It’s the best way to get to know Annie.”
Margaret vanished around the corner to a kitchen phone mounted on the wall.
Lexis turned the pages of the book searching for a loose scrap of paper with Annie’s handwriting on it. She soothed her guilt with the promise that she’d return the sample as soon as she’d authenticated the letters. In her mind she was doing Margaret a favor. If Rachel was fighting for Jeb there was a good chance he was innocent and the real killer remained free.
She turned the scrapbook page to find a crumpled sheet of notebook paper filled with lyrics written in thick dark ink that reminded her of the letters. She carefully tugged the paper free, cringing when it crinkled and then tucked the sheet of paper in her purse.
From the kitchen Margaret’s voice was low and nervous. Carefully Lexis turned the page hoping for a picture with Annie and her Sugar. There were plenty more pictures but most were of Annie on stage. Margaret’s voice grew more animated. The receiver slammed into a cradle.
Margaret came around the corner, flushed face and angry. Lexis cocked a brow. “Everything okay?”
“No, it is not.”
Lexis kept her hand steady, already wondering how she’d explain the stolen song notes if Margaret pressed. “What is it?”
A deepening frown added to her plainness. “That reporter. She wants to talk to me again.”
“Is that bad?”
“We met the other day and she told me she’d not cover the story until the DNA came back. Now she wants me to guess who might have killed Annie, if it wasn’t Jeb.” She curled fingers into fists. “It was Jeb. I know it was.”
“Did you ever see Annie and Jeb together?”
“I saw him once. It was the time I went to see her at her apartment, before the baby and before her marriage. He was there cutting the grass but he had a creepy way of staring at her. Made my skin crawl.”
“Did you ask Annie about him?”
“I did. And she said not to worry, that he was harmless.” Margaret’s lips flattened. “She was the sweetest girl in the world and it was her sweetness that got her killed. She didn’t see his evil, but I saw it then and I saw it at the trial. He killed her.”
Time had erased all Annie’s faults and magnified all Jeb’s sins. “Why?”
“He wanted her. Plain and simple.”
“Were there other men that gave her the creeps?”
“I heard her telling Momma that the bars were full of sloppy drunks. She longed for the day when she could sing on a big stage.”
Lexis turned a brittle scrapbook page to a picture of a very pregnant Annie who gently cradled her belly. “Whatever happened to Annie’s baby?”
“You’d have to ask her husband. He never would tell Momma or me. We begged him over and over to tell us. Momma was willing to raise the baby as her own. But he wouldn’t tell. Said it was none of our business. Momma was fixing to sue but then she had her stroke. She had to go to the home and I was too young. No judge would have given me that baby.”
“I’m sorry.”
Margaret slid the scrapbook back to her lap, smoothing her hand over it as if she’d done it a thousand times to calm frayed nerves. “If you don’t mind would you see yourself to the door? I’m getting one of my headaches.”
“Can I get you an aspirin or a water?”
She closed her eyes, smoothing her hands over the pink fabric covering. “No. Just leave. I do appreciate you coming.” Her voice had an otherworldly quality that sounded broken. “We’ll talk soon.”
“Okay.”
Slowly Lexis rose, feeling sorry for the woman. Annie’s death may have destroyed Jeb’s life but it had also destroyed Margaret’s as well.
Margaret moved to the window and watched the music film lady drive off. She glanced at her business card as she turned from the window. Despite the headache she was buoyed by the thought about somebody making a movie out of Annie’s life. “Sure would be special, Momma, if they made a movie.”
A movie made sense. Annie had been a star ready to take the world by storm. No telling where she’d be now if she’d lived. No telling. But safe to say she’d have been rich and living in a fancy house right here in Nashville. And she’d have taken care of her baby sister. No doubt about that.
Margaret moved back into the living room and sat on the sofa. Too bad Momma hadn’t lived to see this day. Too bad. She sipped her lemonade, squinting at the bitter sweetness. She opened the scrapbook she’d made of Annie and slowly turned the pages. The first image was of Annie and Margaret. They were both smiling for the picture but Margaret remembered enough to know they’d not been happy. Nine-year-old Annie had not wanted to wear an outfit that matched her three-year-old sister’s. She’d wanted to look older, like a grown-up girl she’d seen in a magazine.
But Momma had ruled the house then with an iron fist. She’d ignored Annie’s carrying on and crying during the whole drive from their home to the photographer’s studio. When they all pulled up, Momma had looked in the rearview mirror and threatened to beat Annie within an inch of her life if she didn’t smile like a damn angel. In the backseat, Margaret had grinned. As much as she loved and wanted to be Annie, she couldn’t help but enjoy it when she suffered.
And so Annie, who’d tasted Momma’s anger once too often, had stopped her wailing and had smiled. She’d charmed the photographer who had all but ignored Margaret.
Every moment Annie had been alive, she’d cast a long shadow that had trapped Margaret.
Margaret set her glass down and glanced at her palms, slick with the condensation from her lemonade glass. Carefully she closed her eyes and felt the droplets against her skin, remembering the feel of Annie’s blood on her hands.
“Momma, you’d think after thirty years I’d forget, but I can’t,” she whispered.
On that long ago day, Annie’s blood had wiped away all her thoughts. It had mesmerized her. Taunted her. She’d never told her mother how Annie’s blood had pooled on the floor and splashed the walls. Never told.