Consent To Kill

Chapter 41-42
41

INDIANAPOLIS, INDIANA

Gould awoke to the sound of the TV and Claudia crying. It took him a moment to even remember where he was and he looked at the TV and saw a photo of Anna Rielly. They'd first heard the news on the radio the night before, driving through Columbus, Ohio. Claudia cried for the better part of an hour. Fortunately, he had told her the truth, which was that he didn't know if the woman had survived. He had waited as long as he could before triggering the explosion and when he left the scene she was in the front yard.

When they reached the hotel in Indianapolis, Claudia cried herself to sleep and now here she was in the morning shedding yet more tears. This pregnancy thing was really screwing with her emotions, and Gould didn't know how much more he could take. He'd tried to console her with words, he'd tried to comfort her by holding her, but nothing was working. This was not the first time he'd killed someone other than the primary target, and she had never so much as had a sniffle before.

Gould rolled out of bed and went into the bathroom. After relieving himself he stood in front of the mirror staring at his reflection. He looked the same. Same hazel eyes, same wavy brown hair, same broken nose. Nothing had changed, inside or out, for him, but something had fundamentally changed for Claudia. As they were falling asleep in the hotel room, Gould reached out and placed his hand on her shoulder. It was a gesture he'd made countless times. It was silent in nature, but it communicated the simple message that he was there for her. He did not expect his touch to cause her to shudder and whimper with even greater intensity. Although her reaction hurt his feelings, he was too tired to pursue something that he knew words could not solve. This was going to take time.

Gould was still tired. After leaving Rapp's house he'd thrown the bike in the back of the pickup truck and whipped a quick U-turn. Back on the paved roads he made his way over to U.S. Route 301 and took it south across the Potomac River and into Virginia. He'd located Caledon State Park on a map, and it looked to be the perfect place to dump the truck. It was only a few miles across the river into Virginia. Gould drove past the main entrance and continued down Virginia State Route 218 until he found a secondary road that led into the park. A half mile into the park, with no one else in sight, he put the truck into four-wheel drive and turned onto an overgrown trail. Once he'd made it far enough in that he could no longer see the road through his rearview mirror he shut the engine off and grabbed his backpack and helmet. Gould took the license plates off, shoved a hand towel from the hotel into the gas tank, and then doused the cab and the rest of the vehicle in gasoline. The forest looked pretty dry so he took a few steps back before lighting the match and then let it fly.

He took off on the mountain bike and was near the town of Osso when the fire trucks passed him heading in the other direction. Thirty-four minutes later he pulled up in front of the James Monroe Museum and left the bike unlocked in a bike stand. He then walked three blocks and found Claudia waiting behind the wheel of a white Town and Country minivan. Gould got in the front passenger seat, kissed her, and they were on their way. Once they were a few miles outside of town Gould had her pull over and he took over driving duties. He set the cruise control five miles an hour over the posted limit and told Claudia to e-mail the German and tell him it was done. That was when she'd asked about Rapp's wife.

They'd driven through the late afternoon and well into the night. Gould wanted to get as far away from Washington as possible. They were now on their third rental car in as many days, all of them acquired under a new license and credit card. There was no trail for anyone to follow. They were going to disappear into America's heartland for a month if need be and then make their move. At least that had been the plan, but now Claudia was acting so strange, Gould wondered if it wouldn't be better to turn south and get her out of the country.

He looked at his watch. It was 8:06 in the morning, and he was horny. He stared at his reflection in the mirror and told himself to get any thought of sex out of his head. He told himself it was the pregnancy. Once she got her hormones under control she'd be fine. She'd be back to her old self. Maybe she'd even miss the thrill of the hunt. He knew he would.

Gould came out of the bathroom. Claudia was propped up in bed, a box of tissues on her lap, her normally beautiful almond-shaped brown eyes looking very tired and puffy. Gould turned off the TV and said, "Stop torturing yourself. What's done is done."

She shook her head and refused to look at him. "How did it ever come to this?" "Comment en est-on arriv?? ?? un tel point?"

Considering her current fragile state he didn't even bother to reprimand her, but he did note that her operational discipline was shot. It might not be wise to take her anywhere. "Darling, we have been through a lot together. The important thing is that we are putting all of it behind us. Do I wish things could have ended differently? Of course, but I have told you before...she knew who she was married to. Mitch Rapp was responsible for hundreds, maybe thousands of deaths. How many innocent women and children do you think were sacrificed so he could kill someone the United States deemed a terrorist?"

"I don't know." She raised her chin in defiance. "And neither do you. I think the Americans practice great restraint in this awful war."

"The Americans, with their arrogance, have brought this on themselves."

"You better be careful." Claudia raised her voice. "You're beginning to sound like some of my old university friends who you despise so much."

The mere mention of her socialist deadbeat friends sent Gould's temper flaring. The last thing they needed was a shouting match that ended with the hotel calling the police, so he checked his temper and in as calm a voice as he could muster said, "Everybody is killing each other. Each side tries to take the righteous high ground, and all we've done is sit in the middle and profit."

"It's a hell of a way to make a profit." She looked out the window and shook her head.

It was obvious she was disgusted, but Gould couldn't tell if it was with him or herself. "Claudia, I'm sorry." Part of him wanted to scream at her to go turn herself in if it bothered her so f*cking much, but that wouldn't solve a thing. He lowered his head, and even though he didn't mean it, he said, "I'm sorry, I let you down."

With that he put on a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt and picked up the car keys sitting on the desk.

"Where are you going?" Claudia asked.

"I'm not sure." He grabbed a Chicago Cubs baseball cap he'd purchased at a truck stop yesterday evening and slid into his tennis shoes.

"I thought you wanted to get on the road."

He detected a bit of nervousness in her voice, which was what he wanted to hear. "I get the feeling you'd rather not be around me right now." Gould grabbed the door handle and said, "I'll be back in time to check out. If you decide you'd like us to go our separate ways I'll understand." Before she could say anything Gould opened the door and was gone. Pregnancy or not, he felt he had to do something to snap her out of her current emotional state. Yelling at her would only make things worse. Passive-aggressive was the better path to take. A subtle threat to leave would force her to look at more than just the last twenty-four hours. She knew he loved her, but she also knew he had the lone wolf gene in him. A little solitude and the thought of raising their child all on her own would get her thinking rationally again.

42

WASHINGTON, DC

Irene Kennedy was emotionally drained. She'd gone straight from the hospital to CIA headquarters with the knowledge that she needed to put things in motion before meeting with the president and several of his cabinet members in the morning. From the moment the doctor told her Anna was dead, she knew where they were headed. There would be no stopping him. Under normal circumstances he was difficult enough to manage, but now in the wake of his own personal hell, it was foolish to think that anyone could control him. There would be those in Washington, however, who would think otherwise-powerful people who were used to having their orders followed to the letter.

Where the president would fall in this regard, Kennedy was unsure, but she had little doubt where her new boss would come down on the issue. Support from the other members of the National Security Council was sure to be sparse. Some of them would be deeply concerned that the rule of law be followed, and others would be terrified over the thought of a vengeful American on the loose undermining their diplomatic efforts. One or two of the members might support Rapp, but they would never do so publicly. For all of its bellicose underpinnings, Washington was a town that prided itself on civility. These people would blanch at the idea of a government employee on the loose seeking vengeance for the murder of his wife.

If they wanted to avoid the inevitable they had just two options. The first would be to incarcerate him, but Kennedy had already taken the precaution of having Rapp transferred from Johns Hopkins to a CIA safe house in rural Virginia. Even if they somehow managed to jail him it would only be a temporary solution. They could not hold him forever. The other, more permanent, solution would be to have him killed. The problem here was that the only people with the temerity to do so, the quiet warriors like Coleman, were already lining up to support him. Kennedy knew that in a month or a year many of these civilian leaders would have wished that they had thought of killing him, but none of them had the stomach to issue such an order. For now, though, they would delude themselves into believing they could actually order him to stand down.

During the night Kennedy had talked to the head of the Jordanian Intelligence Service three separate times. They now had a name to go with the bounty that had been placed on Rapp's head: Saeed Ahmed Abdullah, a Saudi billionaire. Kennedy had not made the connection at first, but one of her counterterrorism analysts did shortly after the information was dispersed. Saeed Ahmed Abdullah was the father of Waheed Ahmed Abdullah, a terrorist who had been involved in a plot to detonate nuclear bombs in both New York and Washington. U.S. Special Forces had apprehended the man in the border region between Afghanistan and Pakistan, just days before the attack was to take place. With the clock ticking, Rapp was left with little alternative other than to torture Waheed into revealing the details of the plot. The information Rapp got from the terrorist helped intercept one of the bombs before it could be brought into the country.

How the father had learned of Rapp's role in his son's downfall was unclear, but Kennedy had her suspicions. For now, she'd ordered the Counterterrorism Center to collect every scrap of information on Saeed Ahmed Abdullah, and keep it within the family. She'd already made the risky decision that the CIA would not be passing everything they learned onto their sister agencies-agencies that were hamstrung by the rule of law. They would give the appearance of full cooperation, and reams of information would be handed over to the FBI, but almost all of it would be useless. The valuable intel would be used to stay out in front of the actual investigation.

Kennedy arrived fifteen minutes early for the meeting, as was her habit when meeting with the president. She was escorted to the Oval Office by one of the White House staffers where she waited by herself until 9:05, when she was joined by the president's national security advisor, Michael Haik. The two possessed similar temperaments and had a very good working relationship. Haik unbuttoned his suit coat and sat next to Kennedy on the couch.

"How are you holding up?"

"Fine."

"I know you are, but how are you holding up?" It was a question from one friend to another.

"I've been better," Kennedy answered honestly.

"How's Mitch?"

"He's pretty beat up, but the worst of it is behind him...at least physically."

Haik was the steady type of thinker every president needed-pragmatic, disciplined, and cautious. There wasn't much that ruffled his feathers. "How did he take the news of his wife?"

Kennedy kept it together. She'd already cried and she would cry more, but not here, not in the Oval Office. "He had to be sedated."

Haik nodded as if he'd anticipated the answer and then he leaned back and draped an arm over the back of the couch. It was clear that he wanted to say something, but that he was trying to figure out where to start. "Irene, we've always been straight with each other, so let me tell you what's going on here this morning. Right now the president is in his private dining room finishing up a meeting with the vice president, Secretary of State Berg, Attorney General Stokes, and Director Ross."

Even though she was surprised Kennedy nodded as if she'd already known this.

"To put it bluntly, they are deeply concerned over what Mitch might do when he recovers."

"So am I."

"I mean they are really concerned. They don't think you can control him and a few of them think you won't even try."

Kennedy showed no emotion. Her breathing stayed steady and shallow. She obviously wasn't the only person who had spent the night strategizing. "Why?"

"They think you have a conflict of interest. That your loyalty to Mitch will cloud your judgment and put you at odds with what is best for the country."

What was best for the country was debatable, but Kennedy wasn't here to argue. "I can assure you there is no conflict."

Haik wasn't sure if he believed her, but it didn't matter; he wasn't the one raising the stink. "I sneaked out early because I wanted to give you some friendly advice. They're going to come filing in here any minute and you're not going to like what they have to say." Haik paused for a second and picked a piece of lint off his trouser leg. "Do yourself a favor and go along with what they want."

"I get the sense you're trying to help me, Mike, but your advice seems off the mark."

"What I'm trying to tell you is that a deal has already been struck. Three cabinet members are in there right now telling the president what has to happen and they say they have more members on board. They've got him buttoned up with no room to maneuver. Officially he has no choice but to follow their recommendation."

Kennedy felt a sickening feeling in her stomach, and she chastised herself for not getting to the president before them. "I'm not sure I can sit here and play nice on this one."

"You know what a riptide is?"

"Of course."

"You don't survive by fighting it. You conserve your energy, you go with the flow, and when the moment is right, you swim parallel to shore."

"So you want me to just sit here and go with the flow this morning?"

"Not entirely. I think the president would be disappointed if you didn't state the obvious, but in the end let them have their way."

"And what will I get in return?"

The door handle to the president's private dining room started to turn and voices could be heard on the other side. "When this meeting is over go down to the Situation Room. The president would like to speak to you in private."

The president entered the room first. Kennedy and Haik both stood. President Hayes was six foot one and his salt-and-pepper hair was mostly all salt after three years in office. He came straight across the room and opened his arms. He hugged Kennedy and said, "Irene, I'm so sorry. I know you were very close to them."

Kennedy stayed stoic. "Thank you, Mr. President."

The president released her and said, "How's Mitch doing?"

"He's resting."

The president stared at her for a long moment as he tried to imagine what must be going through Rapp's mind. "This is such a tragedy." He shook his head and motioned for everyone to take a seat. Haik and Kennedy sat on one couch while Secretary of State Berg, Attorney General Stokes, and Director of National Intelligence Ross sat on the couch across from them. There were two chairs in front of the fireplace. The president took the one on the left, and the vice president took the other one. President Hayes clasped his hands and asked Kennedy, "Have you learned anything since we talked yesterday?"

"Not really, sir."

"Is it still your opinion that this was a professional hit?"

"Yes it is, sir."

"Irene." Director Ross sat forward and addressed Kennedy in a gentle voice. "I'm going to get this out in the open for everyone's sake. I know this is very difficult for you. You have a personal relationship with Rapp and his wife and this is a horrible tragedy, but while we respect your opinion," Ross winced as if he was trying to be gentle and then added, "we do not share your conclusion that this was a contract kill."

Her brown eyes stared straight through him. Everything had changed in less than twenty-four hours. A day ago she had been willing to ignore the man's mounting flaws, but now she felt genuine hatred coursing through her veins. It took great restraint not to blurt out the obvious-which was that Ross had almost no experience in his current position.

"We were briefed by the FBI this morning," Ross continued, "and we feel that there is not enough evidence to support the theory."

Kennedy nodded. "You spoke to Special Agent McMahon?"

Ross looked at Attorney General Stokes.

Stokes answered Kennedy by saying, "No, as you know, Director Roach is out of the country so we were briefed by Deputy Director Finn."

"And has Mr. Finn been to the crime scene?"

"No," Stokes answered flatly.

"Irene," Ross said, "how did the press get the idea Mitch was dead?"

Both DC morning papers ran stories that Rapp and his wife had been killed in a propane explosion at their Maryland home and all of the TV outlets were reporting the story. With no guilt whatsoever, Kennedy looked Ross in the eye and said, "I have no idea."

"Where is he now?"

"He's at a secure location recovering."

"Where?" Ross persisted.

"One of our safe houses in Virginia."

"Which one?"

Kennedy tilted her head slightly. "Why are you so concerned about Mitch's location?"

Ross glanced at the others and then said, "Mitch has a bit of a reputation as a maverick. We think it would be best if the FBI kept an eye on him until things cool down."

"Oh...I wouldn't worry about that," Kennedy said in a sarcastic voice. "I'm sure if the three of you explain to Mitch that the explosion was an accident, he'll drop the entire matter."

It was obvious Ross did not like Kennedy's tone. He sat up straight and asked, "Who were the two men you sent to Rapp's house last night?"

"I'm not sure I know what you're talking about."

"I spoke with the Anne Arundel sheriff this morning and he told me that two men showed up last night and said that you sent them out there to poke around." Ross folded his arms across his chest. "Apparently they caused quite a stink."

"Really?"

"Yes. Who were they?"

"Professional assassins."

Ross's face flushed with anger. "I don't think this is the time for humor."

"No humor." Kennedy shook her head. "They were a couple of black-bag guys who specialize in killing people and making it look like an accident."

Ross's nostrils were flared in anger. "What were their names?"

Kennedy shook her head. "I can't tell you."

"Why not?"

"You don't have the security clearance."

"I'm your boss," he said in a voice on the verge of outright rage.

"That does not mean you have clearance," Kennedy insisted. The mood in the room got very tense. "Mark, I'm surprised that you seem more concerned about who they were than what they had to say."

"Who they were is a genuine concern," stated Attorney General Stokes. "If this was in fact a crime, my people will have to build a case, and it will not look good in court to have a couple of professional assassins poking around a fresh crime scene tampering with evidence."

"And, Irene," said Ross, "this so-called evidence they found is incredibly thin. A few trampled blades of grass and a tire track." Ross shook his head and frowned. "Balance that against the fire chief's report that it was an accident, and this thing will never get off the ground."

"So what would you propose we do? Ignore the warning we received from the Jordanians last week that a bounty had been placed on Rapp's head? Ignore the findings of two highly trained, and highly decorated, Special Forces veterans who know more about this kind of thing than all of us combined?"

"We're not saying that at all," answered Ross.

"Then why are you so hell bent on trying to write this thing off as an accident?"

The room got very quiet. The three cabinet members looked to the president as if this was the moment where he should step in, but the president wasn't biting. The vice president for his part stayed quiet.

Secretary of State Berg cleared her throat and said, "Irene, there's a right way to handle this and a wrong way."

Isn't there always, Kennedy thought to herself.

"The right way is to let the FBI handle the investigation."

"And the wrong way?"

"The wrong way," interjected the attorney general, "is to have CIA black-ops people poking around a potential crime scene."

Kennedy noted that Stokes had used the word potential and momentarily thought of explaining to the nation's top lawyer that if it weren't for Coleman and Wicker none of this evidence would have been discovered, but she knew it would be a waste of breath. Their minds were already made up. They were afraid of a vengeful Mitch Rapp, or more to the point, they were afraid of what he would do in the name of the U.S. government. The embarrassment he could bring to them and their organizations was immense.

"I can assure you," Attorney General Stokes continued, "if a crime was committed, we will make sure the perpetrators are brought to justice. It might take some time, but we will do it. In the meantime you need to explain to Rapp that he is in no way involved in this investigation, and if he decides to get involved, he's going to find himself in some serious legal trouble."

If the situation wasn't so serious, Kennedy would have found the attorney general's warning laughable. She turned to the president to see if he was actually buying into this nonsense. She found him looking at his watch and trying to avoid eye contact. She remembered Haik's warning, and turned back to the attorney general. "I'm sure Mitch will be sufficiently intimidated by your threat of legal trouble. Maybe you'd like to deliver the message yourself."

Stokes did not like the comment and turned to Berg and Ross for support. The director of National Intelligence spoke first. "The last thing we need is an employee of the Central Intelligence Agency acting as a judge, jury, and executioner."

"I would actually say the last thing we need is someone getting away with trying to assassinate an employee of the CIA."

"If someone tried to kill Rapp, we'll find them, and they'll be punished."

Kennedy nodded in a way that said she wasn't buying any of it, and then asked, "How do you plan to stop Mitch from pursuing this on his own?"

"As his boss I expect you to control him," Ross said flatly.

"And if he quits?"

Ross turned to Secretary of State Berg. She hesitated briefly and then said, "We've revoked Mr. Rapp's passport. He's forbidden to leave the country."

Now this truly was funny. The trivial precaution caused Kennedy to laugh out loud. Three stone-faced cabinet members stared back at her. "And you think that's going to stop him?" asked Kennedy. "Mitch Rapp...a man we trained as a deep cover operative? A man who speaks five languages, has I don't even know how many aliases, and has at one time or another crept in and out of virtually every country in Europe and the Middle East? You think revoking his passport is going to stop him?"

They ignored the question and Stokes said, "For his own good we're placing him under protective custody."

Kennedy shook her head and replied in a sarcastic tone, "That's kind of you to offer, but we'll pass."

"Irene, it's for the good of the country," said Ross.

"That's debatable, but in the meantime, he's safe and in no need of further protection."

"Irene," said Stokes, "if I need to, I'll get a court order."

"On what grounds, Marty?" Kennedy's temper flared for the first time. "You think you're the only person in this town who has a judge in his back pocket?" She let him think about the implied threat for a second and then added, "Trust me...you'll lose on this one, and it won't be pretty."

Ross held his hand up, signaling for them both to stop. "Let's all take a deep breath and calm down. I'm sure the CIA is more than capable of keeping an eye on Mitch until he's recovered. In the meantime, Irene, we're going to have to grant access to the FBI so they can interview him."

Kennedy hesitated and then said, "Have Special Agent McMahon call me, and I'll set it up."

"I would also like to talk to him," said Ross.

"I doubt he's up for visitors at the moment, but..."

"When he's ready," the president said, directing his comment at Ross and not Kennedy.

There was a brief pause and the president's national security advisor took the opportunity to end the meeting. He stood and said, "The president is on a tight schedule this morning, so if you'll excuse us." Haik pointed at Ross and asked, "Do you have fifteen minutes?"

"Of course."

Haik pulled the director of National Intelligence aside and began speaking in hushed tones. The president was gone before anyone noticed, ducking out through the door that led to his personal secretary's office. Kennedy took one last look at Secretary Berg, Attorney General Stokes, and Vice President Baxter and then left the room in disgust.