Beauvoir stared at the Chief and the Chief stared at the wall, at the huge map of Québec. Both willing the man to see reason.
“I can’t. I need to go. Good-bye.”
“Stop,” Gamache called into the phone, then contained himself with great effort. “Stop. Wait. Don’t do this thing. If you run you’ll regret it the rest of your life. If you hurt Paul Morin you’ll regret it.”
His voice was barely more than a whisper, but even Beauvoir felt his skin grow cold from the threat in Gamache’s voice.
“I have no choice. There’s one other thing.”
“What?”
Outside in the homicide offices more sophisticated equipment was being set up. Beauvoir could see Chief Superintendent Francoeur striding toward the Chief’s door. Gamache also saw him and turned his back, fully focused on the voice at the other end of the line.
“I don’t want you coming after me.”
The door opened and Chief Superintendent Francoeur stepped in, his distinguished, handsome face determined. Gamache’s back remained to him. Inspector Beauvoir took Francoeur by the arm.
“You need to leave, sir.”
“No, I need to speak to the Chief Inspector.”
They were outside the door now. “The Chief is on the line with the hostage-taker.”
“With the murderer. Agent Bissonette died of his wounds five minutes ago.”
He thrust his right hand into his jacket pocket. It was a signal they all knew, a sign the Chief Superintendent was agitated, angry. The room, previously a buzz of activity, grew still and silent except for the two voices, loud and clear. The Chief, and the killer, over the monitors.
“I’m taking over here,” said Francoeur and made for the door again but Beauvoir blocked him.
“You might take over, I can’t stop you, but this is Chief Inspector Gamache’s private office and he needs privacy.”
As the two men stared at each other they heard Gamache’s voice.
“You have to stop this,” said the Chief. “Give yourself up.”
“I can’t. I killed that cop.” Now his voice had risen almost to hysterics.
“Then even more reason to surrender yourself to me. I’ll guarantee your safety.” The Chief sounded reasonable, convincing.
“I have to get away.”
“Then why didn’t you just leave? Why call me?”
“Because I needed to.”
There was a pause. Beauvoir could see the Chief in profile now. He saw his eyes narrow and his brows lower.
“What have you done?” Gamache almost whispered.
Gamache packed up the diaries and left a scribbled receipt with his address and phone number on Renaud’s desk, then he walked back through the streets.
It was past midnight and the revelers were just revving up. He could hear hoots on the plastic horns and unintelligible shouts a few streets over.
College kids, drunk and rowdy.
Gamache smiled. Some would end up in jail getting sober. It would make a great story one day, for disbelieving grandchildren.
A rowdy gang of young men rounded the corner and stumbled up rue Ste-Ursule. Then one spotted Gamache and stopped. The others, blind drunk, bumped into him and started shoving. A small skirmish broke out but the leader pulled them apart and nodded toward Gamache, who was standing in the middle of the road in front of them.
Watching.
They stared at each other, then Gamache smiled.
“Bonne nuit,” he said to them, putting his large mittened hand on the leader’s shoulder as he passed.
“Really?” said Ruth. “You can make a bomb out of shit?” She seemed interested. “I don’t believe it.”
“Chemical fertilizer, not shit. And don’t believe it. I don’t care,” said Beauvoir. In fact, he preferred it that way. There were times he didn’t believe it himself. They were the best times. “Hag,” he mumbled.
“Numb nuts,” Ruth said, and poured him a cup of tea that looked like rancid water. She sat and rewrapped her torso with her arms. “So what was the other thing the crazy farmer said he’d done?”
Beauvoir still saw Gamache’s face, would always see his face. The look of disbelief and surprise. Not yet dismay, not yet alarm. That would come in a moment.
“What have you done?” Gamache had asked.
“I’ve rigged it up.”
“How?”
“I need you to be occupied, to give me time.” Again the voice was wheedling, whiny, as though asking Gamache’s permission, or understanding, or forgiveness.
Outside in the large common area of their division office, agents were bending over computer screens, tapping away, grabbing headphones. Giving and taking orders.
Chief Superintendent Francoeur stared at Beauvoir then turned and marched away. Beauvoir took a breath, unaware he’d been holding it, then quickly stepped back into the Chief’s office.
“Tell me,” said Gamache, his voice authoritative.
And the man did. Then he handed the phone back to Agent Paul Morin.
It was the last they ever heard from the man, though he might have been among the dead.