Be Afraid

“You scared the hell out of me.” He brushed the hair from her eyes with calloused fingertips.

 

It wasn’t like her to lean on anyone or depend on anyone. But for this one moment, just this one moment, she allowed a smile as she squeezed his hand. He cupped both her hands in his. She couldn’t see beyond now, but she could admit she liked having this guy around.

 

 

 

 

 

Epilogue

 

 

Seven weeks later

 

 

 

 

 

Amazed that her entire life fit in the back of a fifteen-foot rental truck, Jenna followed the exit-ramp signs on I-40 toward the small farm north of Nashville. With her Jeep hitched to the back she’d made the seven-hundred-mile trip in thirteen hours, opting to stop only for gas and a sub sandwich she ate on the road.

 

And as the sun hung low on the horizon she took a series of now familiar exits until she wound off the main road up into the Tennessee rolling hillside.

 

The last six weeks had been a whirlwind. The fire. Her being treated in the hospital for burns on her legs and feet. Rick wanting to stay at her side but being forced away by doctors who treated the burns on his hands.

 

After she’d been discharged from the hospital, Rick had been waiting, taking her back to the Big House as if he’d been doing it for a lifetime. They’d spent the next three weeks together but in the end, the pull of Baltimore and unfinished business grew too strong. She’d kissed him and promised to return. He’d stood stone-faced. He’d kissed her but had not asked her to stay. He’d let her go.

 

She gripped the wheel of the rental truck, wondering if he wanted her now. They’d never talked about the future, which had been her choice. And they’d not spoken in the last month.

 

Jenna blew out a breath. “It’s been a month since you saw him. So much can change.”

 

It had taken time to resign from the Force and sublet her apartment. There had been a few parties in her honor and Mike had done his best to get her to stay. But through it all, her thoughts returned to the place of her birth. Yes, it was marred with violence and loss but it had something Baltimore never would have. Hope.

 

She pulled in the driveway. “I should have called. It’s not smart to surprise people.” She hated being surprised.

 

And still she drove down the graveled length until she saw the white house, backed by rolling hills.

 

There was a construction dumpster outside. Rick. He’d talked about more projects when they’d been here but hadn’t seemed the least bit motivated to tackle one.

 

She parked and got out of the truck. A dog barked in the distance. Tracker. If Tracker was running around barking, it meant Rick was close. She smoothed damp palms over her jeans.

 

As she moved up the front steps, her stomach knotted. Never in her life had she put herself out there like she was now. She rang the bell. And waited.

 

William Spires, Billy, had been Susan Martinez’s younger brother. The families had intersected when Billy and Sara had met at school. The judge and Susan had begun an affair and lost track of Billy’s growing mental instability.

 

Before she’d left town, she’d met with Susan Martinez and challenged her about William. Susan had denied all knowledge of her family’s murder. She’d known her brother was ill but had no idea that he could be linked to the killings. Susan had hospitalized her brother but had argued he’d been suffering with depression for years and she’d only been responding to his dark moods. As much as Jenna wanted to see Susan punished in some way, there was no proof, other than a madman’s ranting, that she’d known he was a killer. In the end, no charges had been filed and the reporter had gotten her blockbuster story, which she’d sold to Channel Five’s competition.

 

William had worked successfully in real estate for the last twenty years. He’d made a good fortune and was considered a success. What most didn’t realize was that he’d made large bets in the last year on a couple of properties that had gone sour. He’d lost a fortune. Had it been the pending anniversary of her family’s death that sent him on a downward spiral, the loss of his money, or both?

 

In a back bedroom of William’s small house, Rick had found scrapbook after scrapbook of old articles featuring little Jennifer Thompson, the kidnapping, and her vanishing from Nashville all those years ago. There’d also been many pictures of Sara. And Diane, Nancy, and Pamela, who looked much like Sara might have if she’d lived. Clearly, seeing them all had triggered something in William.

 

There were also files on Tuttle, Wheeler, Mitchell, and Dupree. He’d chosen disaffected men, who’d been easy to manipulate.

 

Jenna glanced at the closed door in front of her. She raised her fist and knocked hard. She’d made it this far. She’d at least see Rick face-to-face. At first, there was no answer. She knocked again.

 

Tense seconds passed. And when she thought she couldn’t wait another second before trying the door, she heard the thud of footsteps in the front hallway. The door snapped open.

 

Rick stood there, his face tight with annoyance, his T-shirt and jeans covered in a white powder. His gaze settled on her and, for a beat, he said nothing. Tracker’s bark echoed in the house and he appeared at Rick’s side. The dog barked at Jenna, wagged his tail, and moved toward her. She knelt down and scratched the dog between the ears.

 

Her stomach churned as she looked up at Rick. “Hoping you can help me find a place to live. I gave up my apartment in Baltimore.”

 

Rick stood silent.

 

So he was going to make her work for this. Fair enough. She stood. “I’m moving to Nashville. Going to put down some roots. Maybe I can even land a job as a sketch artist. I don’t know if you’ve heard, but I’m pretty good.”

 

He arched a brow. He wanted more.

 

“I missed you.” God, she hated baring her soul. “This is the one place I’m whole. You’re the one person that seems to get to me.”