Be Afraid

“A pink blanket,” Bishop said more to himself. “Fuck me.”

 

 

“It could be a sign of remorse,” Rick theorized, his voice even. “The killer didn’t intend to kill the child and when it came time to dispose of the body, guilt kicked in hard. The pink blanket may’ve been a favorite of the child’s.”

 

“I’m going to enjoy catching this son of a bitch.” Bishop, for all his jabs and digs, was a good cop with a stellar close rate.

 

Rick shared his partner’s sentiments but kept his emotions buried well below the surface. “When can you remove the body?” Rick had already made a mental shift. He couldn’t think of the victim as a living, breathing child. Cases like this required a step back. Distance from the victim kept emotions in check and heads clear.

 

Georgia, like Bishop, wasn’t adept at separating from cases like this. “Any minute. The medical examiner should be here any moment. I’ve all the photos and sketches I need so I’ll wade in now and pull the body free.”

 

“Can I help?” Rick asked.

 

“You got boots?”

 

“Boy Scout’s got enough equipment in those storage bins to supply a small army,” Bishop quipped.

 

At this point, Rick actually welcomed a verbal jab. It helped put distance between him and what he and Georgia needed to do. “I’ve got waders.”

 

She looked as if she’d argue against the walk into the pond, which wouldn’t be easy for him. But instead of speaking her mind, she swallowed the comments. “Suit up, Bro. You can get a good view of the scene and I could use your muscle.”

 

Bishop rested his hands on his hips, tapping his index finger against his belt. “I’ll do it. Better to get the extraction right.”

 

“No,” Rick cut in. “I got this. I’ll be right back.”

 

“It’s more important we do this right. You falling isn’t going to help solve this case.”

 

“I’m not going to fall.” He left Bishop by the pond and he and Tracker made their way back to his car. He put Tracker in the backseat, switched on the car engine and A/C, and promised to return soon.

 

Rick, like most cops, kept his vehicle stocked with a variety of items. Change of clothes, extra ammo, MREs, and, in his case, boots. No one ever really knew what the day would deliver, so most were ready for all scenarios. And Rick could admit that Bishop was right. Rick had overstocked his supplies.

 

He removed his tie and folded it carefully before placing it to the side. He removed his shoes and placed them next to the tie. From his trunk he fished out waders, which he slid over his feet and pants. In the growing heat of the day the nasty, smelly muck gained strength as the wind shifted in his direction. He cursed, remembering his trip to the dry cleaners yesterday. He stripped off his dress shirt and put on a faded Titans T-shirt.

 

When he returned, Georgia greeted him at the edge of the pond and handed him a shovel. She dropped her voice so that only he could hear. “You going to be able to do this? It’s a short walk but a tough one.”

 

He kept his gaze on the pond, refusing to consider failure. “I’ll be fine.”

 

“Detective High-and-Mighty can’t hear. I could make up an excuse . . .”

 

Annoyance snapped like a rubber band against naked skin. “Georgia, even if we were here alone, I’d still do this. Let’s retrieve the body.”

 

She studied him a beat. “Bishop’s an ass. He wants you to fail.”

 

He grinned. “Good thing I’m not going to. Let’s go.”

 

With a shrug of her narrow shoulders, she moved into the mire. She staggered in mud that quickly reached her calf but kept moving. Rick followed. Immediately, he realized this was going to be tougher than he’d imagined. What was that line in the movie about his ego writing a check his body couldn’t cash?

 

Swallowing an oath as his hip burned, he kept walking, his gaze nailed to the center of the pond and the splash of pink that made him forget all his pain and frustration. Several times he used the shovel to steady himself. When he arrived at the center of the pond his breath was faster. The sun had burned away the morning mists and heat beat down directly onto the site.

 

He glanced beyond the threads of pink to the small skull cradled inside. “Have you examined the skull?”

 

“No, I’m afraid to handle the bones too much. They could be very fragile. I want to pull it all out as one unit and let the medical examiner do her thing.”

 

“Fair enough.”

 

“Let’s see if we can dig her out. Start at least a foot away from the remains. If we can loosen the bag we might be able to get her out easily.”

 

“Stop saying her, Georgia. It’s only going to make this harder.” Mental distance had saved him more times than he could count. “We’re retrieving evidence, not a child.”

 

With the back of her hand, she pushed aside a tendril of damp hair. “I don’t have your ability to detach, which you’ve elevated to a superpower, Bro.”

 

He offered no sympathy. “You aren’t doing yourself a favor. Work now. Feel later.”

 

Blue eyes snapped. “Oh, like you’re going to feel that hip pain later. You know you’re not doing yourself a favor by mucking through the mud. And yet, here you are. What does that say about you?”

 

Sweat dampened his T-shirt between his shoulder blades. “We’re both dumbasses. Let’s dig.”

 

That coaxed a smile. “What kinds of people do this work for a living?”

 

“Insane people.”

 

The two began digging a couple of feet out from the body. With the first shovelful of dirt, the muck and mire sunk in on itself, filling the hole quickly. Cursing, Rick dug faster, determined that the mud would not win. As he shoveled dirt, Georgia’s breathing grew more labored.

 

“What’s wrong, Sis?” Aggravation had always coaxed her out of a mood. “Haven’t been hitting the gym lately.”

 

She hissed out a breath. “I work out.”

 

Laughter rumbled in his chest. “You’ve never worked out a day in your life.”