The Savage Boy

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THE CHINESE WERE preparing for war.

Soldiers drilled with their long breech-loading rifles. Large cannon were dragged forward by teams of laborers to an outer wall which was being hastily thrown up to surround the shantytown and the inner city. Every day riders left, thundering off toward the east at all times.

When the Boy returned to the shack by the water after another day of drawing for the general, he saw a strange man waiting under a roof down the lane, staying out of the spring drizzle. He was Chinese. He was thin. He appeared to watch something far away, but the Boy could feel him watching the shack. Watching him. For the rest of that wet and rainy afternoon, when the Boy looked out the door of the shack, he could see the man waiting in the darkening light, “not watching”.

Jin came to him again after midnight. She was soaked by the drizzle that slapped at the water of the bay.

“We must . . . exercise much caution,” she said.

The Boy considered checking the street.

She held on to him tightly.

“I would give . . . myself to you,” she whispered.

Blood thundered in his ears, beating hard in the silences between the soft rain on the roof and the hard slaps out on the water beyond the thin walls of the shack.

“But . . . it . . . cannot . . . be.”

They sat by the fire, listening to it pop and crackle.

The Boy thought of the bear’s cave where he and Horse lived for the winter.

“Why?” he murmurs.

Looking into his face, she reached forward and brushed away the dark hair that hangs there.

“When my people came here . . . there was a great war. Our home, China, was destroyed. I am told that the first years were very, very difficult. Hard winter. Constant warfare. Famine. The children who were born . . . after these times . . . were not . . . good.”

Jin lay her head on his chest.

“It does not matter to me.” Then, “But if I am ‘sullied’ . . . then it will be . . . very bad . . . for me.”

The rain had stopped outside. Dripping water could be heard, everywhere and at once, almost a pattern.

Almost music.

Almost as if one could count when the next drop would fall.

“Here,” he said staring into the fire.

She looked at him and nodded.

“Here, in this place,” he said angrily.

She nodded again.

“Yes. In this place . . . that is the way it must be,” she said.

He thought more of the cave of the bear and all the other places he had been. Places that were not this city. Places that were not here.

She stayed too long that night.

Dawn light was breaking the top of the eastern hills. In blue shadows, standing on the dock, he held her tightly to himself.

“I must . . . go now,” she stammered and yet still clung to his chest.

“There are other places than here,” he said. “I would take you with me to those places.”

You take everything with you.

In the small boat, in the pale light, her long alabaster hands were shaking as she began to row for the point.

She heard the first birds of morning.

Her hands were shaking.

When she turned back to him, he was just a shadow among shadows along the waterfront.

Her hands were shaking.

THE HEAT OF the day built quickly. There was the smell of fresh-cut wood and fires burning out beyond the earthworks. The thick scent of the fields and dark earth mixed, and when the Boy drank rainwater from a barrel it was cold and satisfying.

A cannon cracked.

A whump followed a second later.

“They are sighting the guns,” said the general. He was looking at Sergeant Presley’s map with a large and cracked magnifying glass.

“How close did you come to Galveston, down in Texas?”

The Boy walked toward the picture he had drawn. The picture of the Great Wall of Wreckage.

“No closer than fifty miles.”

Sergeant, you said to me, on that day when we looked at the map together and the weather was so hot and the air was so thick, you said, That’s right, Boy. Never closer than fifty. Radiation.

Your voice would be a comfort to me now, Sergeant.

The Boy had been waiting all day for it. He had been waiting for it since it ceased. Since the open graves and tattered canvas. But now, of all days, on this first hot day of the year, he needed to hear it.

I need to know what to do next, Sergeant.

I need wisdom.

“What did you find there besides what you have drawn in this picture?” asked the Chinese general.

Sergeant Presley, I’m going to take the girl and run.

“What do you mean?” the Boy replies.

I don’t have a plan, Sergeant. I’ll take her and ride fast and far away from here. Is that what I should do, Sergeant?

“Were there villages or people there?” asked the Chinese general.

The Boy thought of long winter nights in the bear cave. He also thought of MacRaven and his ashen-faced warriors moving through the forests and the foothills and the swamps, approaching the bay.

Where can we go and be safe, Sergeant?

“The people there were deformed,” answered the Boy. “There was a warlord who ruled over everyone, but we never met him. The sick told us that he came and stole their children in the night and made them his soldiers. They said he ate people. They said he was a demon. They said his soldiers were demons now, no longer their children.”

There’s an army coming and they’re probably looking for me, Sergeant.

“It sounds like a terrible place. Are they deformed like . . . ?”

I would go back to the cave, but MacRaven . . .

“Like . . . me?”

Sergeant Presley, you always said north was too hard. If you weren’t ready for winter it would kill you. If we have to run for a long time, there might not be time to prepare for the next winter.

“I am sorry . . . I meant no disrespect,” said the general as he stared at the Boy.

West is the ocean, Sergeant. I don’t know how to make a boat go.

“No. They were much worse off than me.”

So that leaves south.

“I am sorry,” mumbled the general, looking back to the map. “It sounds like a very dark place.”

We’ll go south, Sergeant.

“We barely escaped.”

I know you would say, Don’t get involved. I always told you that.

In his mind, Jin murmurs in the firelight.

But I love her, Sergeant.

The Chinese general put down the magnifying glass. He hobbled around the desk and came to stand beside the Boy.

“It is all my fault,” said the general after a great sigh.

“I don’t understand,” said the Boy.

“The deformities. Your deformities.” Pause. “They are my fault. I mean no disrespect to you. I am not like . . . the rest. I see nothing wrong with a man if his body is weak. Old age has taught me that bodies fail. Even if we are successful at not dying, and doing our best to stay healthy, bodies still fail. A body doesn’t make a man strong or weak. It is the heart of a man or woman that makes them such.”

My heart is strong for Jin.

You would ask me, Sergeant, Is that enough?

“You seem troubled. I hope I didn’t . . .”

“No. What happened at the end? The end of the American army.”

The general looked away to the sketches on the walls. He looked at the broken sailboats in Detroit, piled up like toys after a flood. The general could hear the clang of the spinnakers and the knock of the weather vanes in that long-ago winter wind.

He let go another great sigh.

“In the end there were few American soldiers left. There were few of us left, for that matter, also. That last year was little more than a long stalemate that preceded our final battle, if one wants to call such a day a battle. Our scouts thought there might be influenza sweeping through the American defenses above Oakland, so we decided to attack with everything we had left.”

The general turned and hobbled back to his chair, sinking into ancient leather with a groan.

“I started the war as a lieutenant. In the end I was a brigadier general in command of forces. My superiors tasked me to lead a reconnaissance in force against the American positions. All such actions in the past had met with defeat. In fact they were little more than suicide missions. I thought it was my time to die. I said my good-byes. I kissed my very pregnant wife and my son, my granddaughter Jin’s father, and we set out in rafts lashed to the few amphibious vehicles left that still worked. It was quite a departure from the way we’d arrived ten years earlier, when we’d invaded the United States. Then we’d attacked with fighters, a carrier group, and an airborne invasion all along the western United States. Now I was being towed to my death in a leaky raft by a broken-down amphibious armored vehicle that belched dirty black smoke.”

The general breathed deeply again, gathering himself and letting go of some past oath to secrecy that no longer held him.

“I kept waiting for the American artillery to open fire as we crossed the bay. But it didn’t, and we made the beach, to our great surprise. No gunfire, no mortars. No fixed-bayonet charge. I ordered our mortar teams to set up. We advanced through the wreckage of the old city of Oakland, finding no one. When we came to the trenches at the bottom of the hill we found a ragged soldier, thin to the point of death. He was little more than the bones that held him up. He waved a white flag. From a distance he told us of the sickness. He said we should stay away.

“I withdrew and called my commanders. They told me to hit the camp with everything we had but to stay clear. We spent the day shelling it and shooting up into the heights. Shooting as though there was no end in sight to our supplies, after ten straight years of fighting in the streets amongst the rubble of San Francisco.”

It was quiet in the study. Warm sunshine made the air thick and heavy with the scent of flowers and dust.

“But that was not the end,” muttered the general after a long pause.

“I was ordered to put on chemical armor and go up the hill by myself. It was a very hot day. Earthquake weather, like today. It is always that way on hot days that follow the cold. I trudged through the tall burning grass up to their headquarters. There was no one there, only graves and the dead, lying in their cots and trenches.

“What can one say of such things? The war was finally over.”