Chapter 15
“It’s starting again, isn’t it?” Alex and I are lying on a blanket underneath the night sky. The warm air is like summer sand. But I snuggle up against him, pretending I’m cold, craving his closeness.
“We’ll be fine.” He stares at the stars, one arm supporting his head, the other playing with my hair. “It’s not like last time. We have each other now.”
“I know.” I pause. “But what if we don’t? What if we lose each other somehow?”
He rolls to his side, his head relaxed in his hand, his eyes intense even through the night. “That’s not possible. Remember you and me forever.”
“Forever,” I whisper, breathless. “But how long can forever be if we’re not with each other? What if Helena gets one of us? What if she takes one of our souls?”
He bites on his bottom lip, eyes glazing with contemplation. He shifts on his hip and reaches into his pocket. “Then we’ll have to make sure we save each other.” He slides out his pocket knife.
“A Blood Promise between us can’t keep Helena from stealing our souls.” I frown at the knife.
He kneels up and switches the knife open. “I’m not saying that we’ll promise that. I’m saying we’ll promise that, no matter what, we’ll save each other. Whether we’re brainwashed, locked up to a life-sucking crystal ball, or passed out in a cabin in the middle of the mountains.” The corners of his lips quirk. “Which you know are all possible. We’ll promise to find and save our other half.”
I pin my lips together. “I’d do that anyway, even without the Blood Promise.”
“I know you would,” he says with sureness. “But this helps against outside forces.”
I consider it, but only briefly. I rise onto my knees, kneeling in front of him. “Alright, I’m in.”
His eyes never waver as he gently takes my hand and puts the blade to my palm. With a quick motion, he slices my skin. Releasing my hand for a second, he cuts his palm then returns our hands together, mixing our blood and our bond. He caresses his lips with mine, quickly kissing me.
“Spondeo non materia quod,” he whispers with a sliver of space between our lips. “Ego semper sit custos e potestate vel non. Ut haud res quis venio, ego te semper invenies.”
Before I can repeat his words, he touches his lips to mine. He coaxes my lips apart and slips his tongue inside my mouth. Distracted, I release our hands and twine my fingers through his hair. A moan escapes his lips, wanting me, needing me. It reminds me that he needs to be saved too.
I pull back, panting. “No one-sided promises.” I untangle my injured hand from his hair, hold it up, and wait. His jaw tightens as our hands link. “Now, what do I say?”
“Spondeo non materia quod,” he speaks through gritted teeth. “Ego semper sit custos e potestate vel non. Ut haud res quis venio, ego te semper invenies.”
I repeat his words carefully. When I finish, our hands slide apart. Blood filters down our wrists and forearms. “No matter what, we’re in this together,” I say. “Helena can’t win against us both.”
He stares at me, eyes skimming the lines of my lips. Without answering, he tilts his head to kiss me.
I place my hand on his chest and hold him back. “Alex, promise we’re in this together.”
“Alright, I promise.” He licks his lips as he eyes mine.
“But do his promises really mean anything if they’re not sealed by blood?” Stasha interrupts us. She flips her blond hair from her shoulder and grins. “I know he promised me multiple times we’d be together forever, but without the Blood Promise, he’s not obligated to hold out his end of the deal.”
Alex’s muscles tense as he sits up. “It’s not an obligation, Stasha. I want to be with her. Unlike you.”
“Aw, sweetie.” She kneels down in front of him, running her fingers through his hair.
I want to rip her death hands off. I want to wring her neck. But all I can do is lay motionless on the ground, trapped by an invisible force.
“Come with me,” she whispers. “I can save you.”
Alex glances at me, waiting for my response—a plea for him to stay. I twitch my lips, trying to force them apart, but they’re bound together.
Stasha helps him to his feet and sets her glove-covered hand in his. “Good boy.” She leads him away.
Alex looks over his shoulder, sadness in his eyes. “I’ll protect you forever. No matter what it takes.”
A white circle of light reveals in front of them. I inch my hand up as they dip their feet in. “Wait!” My lips break apart and my limbs are freed. But it’s too late. They’ve vanished into the light, leaving me alone with only the stars.
Just like my life used to be.
***
“Alex…” I wake up with my cheek pressed against the velvet couch cushion and the vexed voices of Laylen and Aislin.
“No, it doesn’t mean that,” Aislin snaps. “We can’t assume anything until we know for sure.”
“Aislin, you saw exactly what I saw.” Laylen’s voice is quiet. “The blood… it was everywhere.”
“He’s not dead,” Aislin breathes, sobs interlacing her voice. “He’s fine. Helena wouldn’t kill him—she needs him to much.”
“You know as well as I do that in order to go to The Afterlife, you have to be dead,” Laylen replies softly.
“That’s not true.” I sit up and lower my feet down until they touch the floor. My thigh muscles ache and my toes are coated with Alex’s dried blood. Their eyes bore into me, waiting for an explanation. I stare at the red flakes on my pale skin. “I can go to The Afterlife whenever I want—I can’t die. Well, I can, but I revive.”
Laylen crouches in front of me. “Gemma, what happened? How did it… why is there blood everywhere?”
“It’s Alex’s.” Lifting my chin, I meet his eyes. “I woke up and he was gone.”
“You didn’t see him leave, though?” Aislin sits on the coffee table. Her hair is pulled into a messy bun and she’s wearing a pink hoodie. Her pinstriped pajamas pants are ringed with mud, along with her slippers.
I shake my head slowly. “Did you go outside?”
She exchanges a look with Laylen. “I went looking for Alex… out in the field.” she tells me and I swallow hard. She puts her hands firmly on my shoulders. “Gemma, we need to know what happened.”
My gut infests with knots. “I was having this dream… about Helena. She ate Annabella and then went after the Essences. When I woke up, Alex was gone. There was blood all over the bed and on the floor. I tracked it to the front door and then…” I inhale slowly, forcing the tears back. “And then I could feel pain. It was so bad that I passed out.” I pause. “I think I was feeling Alex’s pain.”
“You think Helena was hurting him?” Her bottom lip quivers. “Is that why you had the dream about her? Was it a vision?”
I cup the back of my neck. “I don’t have my power anymore… and it was weird anyway. Usually, I’m part of the vision or dream I’m having. But in this one I was just a silent observer.” I pause. “Aislin, what happened in the field?”
Tears escape her eyes and she looks away. “His car was there. One second there’s a blood trail leading to the center of the field and the next, it just ends. It’s like he was sucked into the ground or something. But that’s not possible...” More tears stream her pale cheeks. “I don’t know what happened to him.”
“I do.” It feels like I’ve been hit by a truck, the wind knocked out of me, my legs paralyzed. “I think Helena took him to The Afterlife, just like she did in my dream. Although, if it did happen then it was more of an omen than anything.”
Covering her face, Aislin sobs, “How do you know for sure? Everything you see doesn’t happen the same way. Like when you went to The Afterlife. The dream and the real event were different—you weren’t even in a coffin.”
“You said it was like he was sucked into the ground.” My voice sounds strangled, like an injured cat. “In the dream, that’s how he went—with Helena and the willow tree by his side.” I pause, pushing back my emotional breakdown. You have to keep it together.
Aislin’s eyes are like two large emeralds, wide and glossy. “What do we do?”
I clear my emotions clumping my throat. “We go get him.”
Laylen shifts to the coffee table, rubs Aislin’s back consolingly, and narrows his eyes at me. “I know what you’re thinking and the answer’s no. I said no more dying.”
“I have to.” I return his glare. “Unless you can think of a different way to get someone out of The Afterlife.”
Aislin leans her head against his shoulder. “Gemma, if you go down there, you’re basically giving Helena what she wants—you. And if she’s planning on using your soul to free her Lost Souls, then that can’t happen.”
“We don’t know for sure if that’s why she wants me,” I say. “Lucinda made it sound like it was partially a pride thing or something. That because I got away, she wants me—or my soul anyway.”
“You’re stretching the truth,” Laylen calls me out. “And you know it. Helena wants you for more than that.”
“I…” I can’t deny it. Alex told me if Helena gets me, the world’s as good as dead.
“You’re not going to die.” Laylen’s tone spears like knives. “I let you try it once and I’m not going to do it again. If I have to lock you up in your room and throw away the key, you’ll do what I say.”
Aislin and I gape at him, thinking the same thing.
“What’s the matter with you?” she questions. “You’re starting to sound a lot like…” Her gaze flits to me.
“Alex,” I finish for her and point an accusing finger at Laylen. “Have you two been making Blood Promises again?”
“No, the only thing going on here is that I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to go wandering around in The Afterlife,” he insists with a firm look. “It’s like a mouse throwing themself into a snake pit. And after the dream you saw, Annabella might not be around to save you again.”
“That was just a dream,” I contend. “I don’t really think Helena ate Annabella. Why would she? And why would she go after the Essences?”
“Why does an evil Queen do anything?” Laylen asks. “For power. She’s up to something and you know it.”
“My dreams don’t mean anything anymore,” I respond hollowly, aware of the missing mark on my neck. “They’re just dreams.”
“You know what I think.” Laylen takes my hands in his and he looks me straight in the eye. “I think that your dreams will always be more than just dreams. I think you’re more powerful than even the Foreseers realize and just taking away your mark isn’t going to stop you. I mean, think about it. Even before you found out you were a Foreseer, you were having realistic dreams.” He stops, waiting for my response.
“So let’s say you’re right.” I sigh. “And all my dreams have meanings. How is that going to help us save Alex?”
“Think about what you’ve seen.” He lets go of my hands and bites at his lip ring. “Maybe there’s a clue hidden in one of them.”
I rewind through my dreams. “Helena was looking younger and she wanted the Essences for some reason or another. She ate Annabella and kept rambling about her connection to the world.”
“That could be Alex.” Aislin smears the tears away with the sleeve of her jacket. “Maybe she was the one possessing him.”
“No, Alex told me he could sometimes hear Helena when he was possessed, but that she wasn’t the one possessing him,” I say. “But Helena did say it was a human connection. Still, we don’t even know if any of this has happened yet. It could be something in the future.”
We mull it over. The clock ticks, the wind gusts, and the night swallows the outside. The more time drifts by, the more panicked I become. Alex may be trapped in The Afterlife, with Helena, for God knows what reasons.
“What about Stasha?” Aislin speaks as if she’s terrified. “Didn’t you see something with her?”
I frown, dispirited. “Yeah, and she was here for whatever reason… Alex thought she might know something about The Lost Soul possessing him. But he never did explain the details, though. He just said he had a suspicion Stasha showed up because she knew he was possessed.”
A moment passes. I dread what everyone’s thinking.
“Gemma, I hate to say this—” Aislin starts.
I hold up my hand, cutting her off. “I already know what you’re going to say.” I sigh tiredly. “And I think you’re right. We should go talk to her and see what she’s up to.”
“And since you’re immune to death, you should be safe,” Aislin attempts to joke, but her voice is a high-pitched squeal.
Laylen offers a small smile. “Yeah, and maybe if we’re really lucky, she won’t just give out the information. Perhaps we might have to torture it out of her.”
They’re trying to make me feel better, and I love them for that. But it can’t erase the dream I had; Stasha stealing Alex from me and saying she can save him.
“So I guess it’s to Stasha’s,” I say and they agree. We depart for the front door. I grab Laylen’s sleeve and lug him back to me. “But if this doesn’t work, I'm moving to plan B.”
Before he can protest, I free his sleeve and hurry by him. Aislin hooks her purse on her shoulder and opens the front door, allowing in the icy night air.
“Gemma, maybe you should grab a jacket,” Aislin says, holding the door open.
I nod, retreating to the stairway. Abruptly, the entire castle’s power fails. Darkness encases us, except for the gray emanating in from the door.
“The breaker must have gone out again,” Laylen says with a heavy sigh. He flicks on the lighter he carries in his pocket. “I’ll go flip it back on.”
Aislin opens the door wider. “I don’t—” The door slams shut with such force it rattles the house windows. “What the heck is that?!” Aislin shouts, yanking on the doorknob.
The lighter shoots from Laylen’s hand and he hits the floor hard. “Son of a… what is that?”
“Did you trip ov—” Footsteps barrel between my legs. I skitter to the side. They whirl around and sink their teeth into my knee.
“Aislin!” I shout, grasping my knee. “Did you ever get rid of the sprites in the closet?”
Her silence says everything. “Umm… I meant to but I—damn it! Would you cut that out?”
Thwack. Something breezes by my head. I duck for cover, ramming my chin into the stone floor.
“Gemma?” Aislin whispers. “Where are you?”
I scan the dark for her. “On the floor. Where are you? And where’s Laylen?”
“I’m by the door.” Sparks formulate in her hand. “Hold on, let me see if I can get some light… I don’t know where Laylen is.”
Cold fingers cloak my ankle.
“Laylen is that you?” I ask with false hope. “Umm… Aislin, do sprites have long fingers? I remember them being short and nubby.”
“They’re pretty small.” Gold illuminates from her skin, lighting up her face and the foyer. “Why?”
I gape at the hand enclosing my ankle. The fingers are longer and bonier than a human’s. The pale skin is scaly and dry like desert sand. When my eyes meet theirs, I gulp.
A Water Faerie? On land? Water Faeries aren’t supposed to surface on land. Yet, here was one is clutching my leg, a dried body sprawled on the stairway. Without hesitation, I slam the heel of my shoe into its nose. The bone crunches, but the faerie keeps coming at me. Its hands move up my leg like a tight rope.
“Aislin!” I yell, clawing at the floor. Aislin stands in the middle of an angry mob of sprites, chanting spells and blasting magic. A ring of fire glitters around her feet, but the sprites use their tiny wings to dive over, taking bites at her hair and face. She swats away one after another.
The Water Faerie’s nails rip my leg apart. I kick harder and pop its jaw out of place. It gnaws on its tongue, trying to realign its jaw. Taking advantage of the distraction, I rotate on my back and bring my free leg down on top of its skull. It wails, crying its pain into the night. It’s not a Water Faerie, but a really hideous Banshee in hag form.
“Aislin!” I scream. “How do you kill a Banshee?!”
“You don’t!” Aislin drop kicks a sprite across the room. “They’re already dead!”
Nails sink into my other leg and blood gushes out. “Then how do you stop them?!”
“You give them your soul!” Aislin shouts, leaping over the sprites. “I don’t know how to—”
Four sprites take her down. She lands flat on her face, splitting her lip. “Why you little—” They pile on her like a mosh pit. She yells frantically, arms and legs flailing. I hammer my shoe against the Banshee’s face repeatedly. But the Banshee is as tough as nails. It dives on me, its bony knee ramming my gut. I gasp for air as it restrains my shoulders against the ground. Tresses of its frail white hair hang in its smoky eyes. It smiles, thin lips parting and cranking out a deathly wail. My hand seeks to shield my ears and block out the premonition of death.
Suddenly, a sprite soars into the Banshee. Its eyes bobble around and it snarls. Another sprite zips into it and giggles as the Banshee crumples to the floor. The pack of sprites leaves Aislin, their tiny feet pitter-pattering as they march for the Banshee. The Banshee snarls as the sprites pile on it. I crawl away, confused—I thought they were part of the same team, both being descendants of the fey bloodline.
I make it to Aislin, panting. “We need to get out of here!”
Sweat beads her forehead and golden sparks sprinkle from her hand. “I know, but we have to find Laylen first.”
“Laylen!” I’m on my feet and running across the foyer to the stairs to spot where I heard Laylen fall. The sprites and Banshee roll at the foot of the stairway, punching, hitting, and biting each other. The Banshee is covered in blood and reality smacks me in the face; despite the sprites miniature size they can still do a lot of damage.
“I’ll check upstairs,” I call out to Aislin, preparing to jump over the fight. “You check downstairs. Maybe if we split up we can…” I trail off as the magical light dissipates. “Aislin?” I spin in a circle, scanning the floor. “Aislin?” My voice is vigilant. “Where are you?”
A sprite giggles by my ear. “I see you,” he taunts. “You better watch out!”
I swat it and smile when I hear it drop to the floor. But the celebration is short lived as the rest of the sprites take me down, biting my skin over and over again. I scream and they laugh excitedly. A huff of toxic smoke inhales my lungs.
“Sleepy, sleep,” One of them laughs.
I struggle to stay conscious. But the smoke takes over my body, slows down my circulation, my breathing. With one last breath, I black out.