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I peered around the corner to see a pair of shiny shoes loitering nearby. Brine knew where I was, but he just stood there. My mind raced with what to do next. Would Brine help me take out his team?
The Hawk and Hans remained close to the e-boards, both of them talking on a phone. Hans barked, “Get Thane Myers.”
A scrap of paper fluttered to the ground—with my name on it. I snatched it up and cowered behind the counter. Destroy their phones. Take them out. The handwriting was unfamiliar and written in a hurry. I made a snap decision to trust Brine, even though he’d just written me a note.
Using my mind, I jammed their phone signals.
“Dammit!” the Hawk yelled.
Letting out a roar of frustration, Hans threw something against the wall. I seized on the shattering noise and stood, aiming my phone at him. I pressed send, and he fell with a loud thump.
The Hawk turned toward me, her hands up in a gesture of peace. She glanced at her phone. “Your dad is—”
I fired again, unwilling to hear what she had to say, especially about my dad. She slumped forward, her eyes still open. Her phone smoked, that conversation over. I felt the seconds tick by, each one long and painful, full of fear and the possibility of Dad showing up. Part of me wanted him to, desperate for answers. But mostly I didn’t want him and his control tactics near me.
I faced Brine, pointing the phone at his chest. “Who are you?”
He raised both hands slowly, his eyes crinkling as his mouth curved up. “Impressive. Very nice.” The way he said “nice” sounded too familiar. I knew him but couldn’t find the memories.
“Who are you?” I asked again. The phone slipped in my sweaty hands. My gaze flickered from his hair to his face, trying to match his name with his features.
“Don’t move.” Brine stooped and dug something out of a cupboard. Then he pinned my stickered hand and pulled a silver glove over my fingers. It latched onto my wrist with tiny teeth. I cried out as the metal melted into a second skin. The sticker on my pinky bulged out slightly.
“There,” he said. “Now that thing can’t transmit anymore.” He took a step back and regarded me with eyes like polished silver.
I looked at my hand and then back to him. “And you are . . . ?”
“Pace Barque,” he said. “Jag’s told me a lot about you.”
The room spun. The walls threatened to crush me. Now I knew why I couldn’t place him—the memories were Jag’s. I dropped the phone as I swayed on my feet.
Pace helped me move to a chair where he spoke the same way Jag did. Not really an accent, and not with control, but more like a specific way he formed his vowels and how he clipped certain words like “sit” and “drink.”
I sat.
I drank.
After a minute, I looked at Pace. He grinned, making the resemblance between him and Jag obvious. My stupid lips curved up just as they had the first time I’d met Jag.
“Look.” He turned an electro-board toward me. Jag’s face filled the screen. Then he held up his notebook. He’d written, Hi Pace and Vi.
“How the hell does he know everything?” I asked.
Pace laughed. “He can see and hear us, but we can’t hear him,” he explained while Jag scribbled in the stupid notebook.
“Just tell me what’s going on,” I said, refusing to look at the e-board. “I need to get this sticker off. I, uh, well, someone told me a ranger would help. You’re a ranger, right?”
Pace crossed his arms, unsmiling. I looked away, but my gaze landed on the still forms of the Hawk and Hans. I swallowed hard, noting that their chests were rising and falling. But that didn’t erase the images of them falling to the floor.
Some things are necessary, aren’t they?
I hated that more and more, my dad was right. But how could he be right when what he stood for was wrong?
Maybe what I stand for isn’t wrong.
Go away! I thought, needing the command to keep Dad at bay while I finished talking to Pace. And I needed to decide for myself if what my dad stood for was good or bad, but I didn’t know how.
So I looked back at Pace, anger meshing with the uncertainty inside. He pointed to the e-board and walked away. Jag held the stupid notebook again, his fingers gripping the sides. This time the words spelled, Sorry Vi. I was a high-class jerk. Please don’t be mad. I love you.
Of course my stupid mouth betrayed me. I smiled and leaned forward as if he would know that of course everything was forgiven, and yeah, I loved him too.
“Now that we’ve gotten that bit of embarrassing business out of the way, we can talk.” Pace whipped the e-board around, said, “Later, brother,” and slammed it shut.
“So. You’re Vi. I can see why Jag likes you.” His words were laced with more than one meaning, none of which I liked.
“Jag said you were gone and he was all alone,” I said.
“Well, you’ve told lies before,” he said with the patented Barque-shrug as if to say, Jag did what he had to do.
As if I didn’t know I was a liar. What, was it a genetic trait in the Barque family to call people on every little fib they tell?
“Besides, it wasn’t really a lie. Jag is alone. I left for the rangers four years ago.”
“Good for you,” I said. “Help me get this damn thing off.”
He touched the slightly bulging ring with one fingertip. He closed his eyes and stroked the ring and then over my whole hand and up my arm. His hands reminded me of Jag’s. His touch didn’t.
Suddenly he let go, and his eyes flew open. “The ranger you seek is not here,” he said, his voice strangely robotic. Then he slumped forward on the table.
“Pace? Pace! Wake up.” I placed one hand on his shoulder and tucked a stray lock of hair back in place. He opened his eyes slowly and shook his head.
“Vi,” he said as the color came back into his face. “You’re in danger here. The sticker can’t be removed in a situation of danger. Didn’t your clue tell you that?”
“Yeah . . . but I don’t . . . Wait a second,” I said. “How did you know about a clue?”
“We have spies too,” he said. “The Goodgrounds has been declining for years. Haven’t you ever wondered why?”
No, I hadn’t. They still seemed to have ultimate control over the population. I thought of my mother, still following blindly. But that farmer had a contraband book that screamed of freedom . . .
I shook my head, unsure about pretty much everything.
“The Association allows some places—like the Goodgrounds—to be on ‘low alert’ so they can find those with the gift of control.” Pace didn’t say it, but he meant people like me.
“What about the Badlands?” I thought about Lyle Schoenfeld’s book, and Jag’s parents, how they’d separated from the Goodgrounds twenty-five years ago.
“Places like the Badlands spring up whenever control is relaxed. It’s human nature to fight for personal freedom. People without gifts are allowed to live in uncontrolled cities, somewhat monitored by the neighboring land that’s still controlled. But only for a little while.”
“So what’s Seaside? Free?”
“Seaside is in the oceanic region, which is currently involved in a treaty with the Association. They have a Thinker, but they don’t control the people. It’s more like an appointed leader, and he allows the people . . .”
“To live freely,” I supplied.
“As free as you can get in our world,” Pace agreed. “There’s a ranger there that offers political asylum to people with abilities. She’ll help you.”
I rubbed my eyes, wishing I could lie down and sleep for the next ten years. “What’s the ranger’s name?” I asked.
“Gavin.” He eyed my bulging pockets. “I see you’ve raided our weaponry. You’ll need it. Tell Gavin I’ll be there as soon as I can.” His tone radiated pure urgency.
“I’ll tell her . . . if you tell me what you know about Thane and the city of Freedom.”
Pace’s eyes hardened. “Thane works for the Association. He’s here, there, everywhere.”
“And Freedom?”
“The homeland of the Association. Anything but free. Imagine the Goodgrounds, but ten times worse.” Techtricity started to vibrate in the air, but Pace didn’t seem to notice.
“You’re in a lot of danger here,” he continued. “If you get caught in the Goodgrounds, it will mean your deportation to Freedom for Thinker training. You can’t stay at the facility either. Thane’s been running final tests on a wicked new piece of tech and is scheduled to arrive in the Badlands later today. You must escape before he does. If he can get you to Freedom, you’ll be imprisoned.”
The techtricity in the air caused my eyes to water. My barriers were coming down. The walls were coming back to life. I wanted to ask Pace a dozen more questions about Baldie and the Hawk and who I could trust, but instead I flung my arms around his neck. “Thane’s coming, I’ve gotta go. Thanks, Pace. Stay safe.”
“You too, Vi. My brother’s had a hard life. If he lost you, he’d die.”
I pushed away from him and studied his face. He smiled sadly. “He’s never said as much, but I know how he feels about you. You’re his Choker.”
I had no idea what that meant. But I didn’t have time for questions right then, so I filed it away for later.
“I haven’t had time to sneak this to Jag yet. Can you take it?” Pace handed me a bag loaded with more tech, and I barely had time to think about when he’d had time to sneak things to Jag as I slung it over my arm.
“Vi!” Pace called as I headed toward the terminal. “You need to tase me.”