Chapter Fifteen
8:00 p.m.
It had become something of a ritual, the way these dinners began.
When the rest of them were all seated, when the waiters had brought the soup and the diners had chosen their entrees, then all eyes went to Hiram Worchester. He filled a tall, thin glass with champagne, made himself light, lighter than air, and floated gently up to the high ceiling, next to one of his chandeliers. “A toast,” he said, raising his glass as he did every year. His deep voice was solemn, sad. “To Jetboy”
“To Jetboy,” they repeated in unison, a hundred voices all together. But no one drank. There were more names to come. “To Black Eagle,” Hiram said, “to Brain Trust, and to the Envoy, wherever he might be. To the Turtle, whose voice led us back from the wilderness. Let us all hope that he is safe and sound, that, like Mark Twain, the reports of his demise have been grossly exaggerated. To all of our brother aces, great and small, living and dead and yet to come. To the jokers in their thousands, and to the memory of the tens of thousands who drew the Black Queen.”
Hiram paused, looked down on the room silently for a moment, went on. “To the Howler,” he said, “and a laugh that could shatter brick. To Kid Dinosaur, who was never as small as the one who killed him. To the Takisians, who cursed us and made us like gods, and to Dr. Tachyon, who helped us in our hour of need. And, always, to Jetboy”
“To Jetboy,” they repeated once again. This time they drank, and perhaps one or two actually paused for a moment to remember the boy who couldn’t die yet, before they lifted soup spoons and began to eat.
Hiram Worchester settled slowly back to the floor.
“You’re not eating,” Tachyon remarked gently, sneaking a glance at her almost untouched plate.
“Neither are you.”
“I have an excuse.”
“Which is?”
“My mouth hurts.”
“That’s not the real reason.”
“Why should you care to hear the real reason?”
“I don’t. I don’t care.” She looked away, but memory formed a transparent picture separating her from the room. Josiah, nostrils tightening fastidiously, superimposed over Trips’s kindly face. Her baby lying like some grotesque entree on Mistrals plate.
“What’s your excuse?”
That I’m going to kill-have to kill-you, and I’m losing my nerve. Would that answer satisfy you?
Brain engaged with mouth, and she heard herself say, “I’m upset about what happened today.”
“Which part?” the alien asked with a grim little smile. “The Tomb, the killing.”
His hand covered hers. “And you have hit on the reason for my lack of appetite. How can I eat when Kid … I think of his parents.”
The French onion soup she had eaten earlier in the evening hit the back of her throat, and she swallowed convulsively. “Excuse me,” she muttered breathlessly, and pushing back her chair fled from the dining room. The curious glances felt like blows.
In the bathroom she sluiced cold water across her face, heedless of her careful makeup job, and rinsed her mouth. It helped, but could not relieve the burning knot in the pit of her stomach. Her amber eyes stared bleakly out of the mirror, fawn wide and as frightened. She studied the perfect oval of her face, the high, chiseled cheekbones, the narrow nose (legacy from some white ancestor). It looked like a normal face. How could it hide such… Her mind rebelled at the word. Not evil. It hid memories.
Memories of evil.
Whose evil? The man whose kin had brought the hellborn virus to Earth, and broken her life?
Or her own?
She rested her hands on either side of the sink, bent forward, her breath coming in quick gulps.
“He lives, Roulette.”
Fear drew a whimper, and she whirled to face him. Shrank back as he laid aside a nail file left for the convenience of the female customers of Aces High. Inspected knotted veins in the back of his hand, and swiveled slowly on the small dressing-table stool to face her. It was an incongruous sight. The Astronomer dressed as an Aces High waiter, framed by double rows of theatrical lights, the back of his balding head reflected in the mirror.
“Oh my God. What are you—”
“Doing here? Apparently finishing the business that you have failed to do. Dealing a little in death. I came expecting lamentations, fear, and loathing. What do I find?-a bunch of aces feeding their faces, and talking, talking, talking.”
“You can’t… not here.”
“Oh yes, by all means here. Starting with Tachyon.”
“No! “
“Concern?”
“He’s… he’s mine.”
“Then, why haven’t you killed him?” He had lost the jovial tone, his voice grating like rock across sandpaper. He came off the chair, the action made all the more menacing for its slowness.
“I-” Her voice didn’t work, and she tried again. “I’m toying with him.”
“What a dramatic-almost melodramatic-phrase. Toying with him,” he repeated thoughtfully. His hand shot out, caught her by the throat. “Well, don’t toy with him! Kill him!” Spittle wetted her cheek, and she twisted in his grasp.
The hand tightened, larynx aching under the pressure, blood rushing, beating in her ears. Roulette clawed at his hand, begging for mercy, but only mewling sounds emerged.
He threw her contemptuously aside, and she came up hard against the edge of a toilet bowl.
“You can’t make me. Fear of you won’t be enough.”
“True. I wish you would recognize the wisdom of what I’ve told you. Only your hate will free you. Only if you release the acid of your soul can you be at peace.”
She dug her fingers into her temples. “I don’t know what I hate worse. Your threats or your pop psychology.”
He continued as if she hadn’t spoken. “Only that ultimate catharsis can save you from a lifetime of memory”
He tore aside his carefully constructed mental shields, gripped and broke a part of her mind. The pictures fluttered past behind her eyes. Nurse’s hand hard on her chest, forcing her back. “Don’t look.” She looked. MONSTER! It lay in an incubator mewling out its life. Hidden away. Four days of watching it die. Disgust becoming love becoming hate. Nurses hand hard on her chest, forcing
And so it went. A never-ending replay of a nightmare. “Kill him, and it stops.”
“Oh God! I don’t believe you!” Her fingers writhed in her hair.
“That’s unfortunate. For you really don’t have any other option.”
“Is it time yet?” Jack raised his head from the steel railing he was clutching.
Bagabond moved over to stand beside him. She put her arm around his waist. “Soon. It’ll be soon.” She reached up to push the sweat-soaked black hair away from his eyes. Obviously in pain, Jack stared back at her. Shadowed, his dark eyes blended invisibly with the night.
“You’ll have to go in as yourself,” she said. “I’ll help you change when the time comes. I’ll be there with you the whole time.” Bagabond put her hand on top of his on the railing. He turned his hand over and clasped her fingers.
“I have a bad feeling about this,” Jack said. He looked down at their plaited fingers, but didn’t take his hand away. ” I wish the cats were here.”
“Me too.”
“Anything goes wrong,” he said, “you get out. I mean it. I can take care of myself.”
Bagabond said nothing, but squeezed a bit harder. She looked over at Rosemary. “Can we start in?”
The lawyer walked back to the corner and peered around the dingy brick. “It looks clear.” She touched her digital watch, squinting at the dim glow. “It’s twenty past eight. Everybody who’s coming should have gone in by now. Let’s go.”
The entrance to the Haiphong Lily was marked by a huge water lily limned in red neon. Its buzzing flicker lit the quiet street. Half a dozen limousines were pulled up at the curb outside the restaurant. The uniformed drivers stood in a group at the head of the line, smoking and gossiping like ordinary cabbies. Each car was guarded by one or two unsmiling men. A couple of the guards impassively watched Bagabond and her companions pass, eyes tracking their progress like the sights on an ‘160 machine gun. All the guards wore black armbands.
The cilantro, fish, and hot pepper smells of the Vietnamese cooking engulfed them before they reached the door. “Mon Dieu.” Jack raised his eyes skyward and then looked toward Bagabond. “Can you believe it? Now I’m hungry.”
“We’ll eat as soon as we get this over with.”
While the entrance was at street-level, the restaurant itself was up a flight of stairs. The stairwell was dimly lit and the red flocked wallpaper absorbed most of that light. In an alcove beside the inner doorway, a big man whose subdued suit matched those of the watchers outside stood gazing down the steps. He had stepped out at the sound of the outside door and now blocked the upstairs landing.
“Reservations?” he said.
“Of course.” Rosemary didn’t hesitate.
Bagabond felt the eyes behind the mirrored sunglasses checking them for the possibility of a threat. The big man shrugged. Apparently satisfied, he stepped back out of the way. He obviously did not recognize Rosemary.
Inside the restaurant was more of the dark wallpaper and a nervous, middle-aged Oriental man who greeted them with a sheaf of menus. “Good evening. Three? Yes?.”
He had already started toward one of the many empty tables when Rosemary stopped him. “We’re here for the meeting.”
The small man halted abruptly. The dining room was nearly deserted. An elderly couple huddled in intimate conversation to one side. Nearer, a tall, gaunt man with a crooked mouth looked up from his meal. He and the Oriental manager exchanged looks. Bagabond thought fbr an instant that the lone diner looked awfully familiar, but her attention snapped back as Jack stumbled and nearly fell against a bubbling tank of carp. The maitre d’ looked distressed.
Smiling weakly, he said, “No meeting.”
“Yes,” said Rosemary. “There is. In the private room.”
“No meeting here.”
“What we have here”” Jack said slowly through taut lips”
“is a failure to communicate.”
Rosemary surveyed the room, stopping when she spotted two men in dark blue suits and expensive sunglasses sitting at separate tables in the back of the room. They too wore the armbands of mourning.
She addressed the nearer. “Buon giorno… Adrian, isn’t it? Tony Callenza’s son?”
“Lady, you got the wrong person.” The soldier on the right glanced at his companion, who shrugged. Bagabond tightened her hold on Jack, prepared to pull him to cover if shooting started.
“Adrian,” said Rosemary. “We used to play together. You’d kidnap my dolls and hold them for ransom. I’m hurt you don’t remember.” The assistant DA had left Bagabond and stood a few feet away from the table and the man she’d addressed. There was no tension in her stance, head high, arms loose at her sides. Bagabond had watched her once at a trial. Bagabond thought that she herself had never been so self-assured as Rosemary.
She was even less certain now that Rosemary really intended to use the books solely as a means to influence the Family. There was too much of her father in her still. Bagabond remembered Rosemary’s remark about wishing she had been a son, able to inherit control. Was she about to provide the means for Rosemary to get that control?
“I told you, my name isn’t Adrian.’”
“Then I guess I’m not Rosa-Maria Gambione.”
The man pulled off his mirrorshades. “Maria!” He smiled for the first time. “I remember once, I sent you the right hand from a kidnapped doll. You still wouldn’t pay.”
The other man spoke for the first time. “Be quiet” Adrian. Rosa Maria Gambione disappeared many years ago.” He said to her, “You look more like a district attorney to me” Ms. Muldoon.”
“Very good. I don’t know you, do I?”
“No.”
“My father fought for the Family in the old ways. I chose new ones.”
“Like hounding us?” said the second man. “Prosecuting us?”
“To be a useful district attorney. I have to be a good district attorney.”
The thin, inexpressive mouth below the sunglasses twitched at one corner. “Adrian, get your father. I think he’ll be interested in this.” He leaned back in his chair and said, “Please sit down, you and your friends, Ms. Muldoon.”
Rosemary pulled out a chair and sat, crossing her legs and smiling at the man on the other side of the table. She barely turned her head. “Suzanne, I think now would be an appropriate time.”
Bagabond turned Jack toward her and extended a hand toward his head. The man pulled back sharply. “Not here!”
“You’re right.” She caught Rosemary’s eye and pointed her chin toward the door of the men’s rest room.
“Good idea”” said Rosemary. To the man across the table, she said “My friends will be rejoining me in just a moment. I can assure you they are not … armed.” She looked directly into the opaque lenses. “Do you have a name?”
“Okay, make it quick.” He waved idly at the rest room. “You always hang out with junkies?”
Rosemary reached across the table and poured herself a cup of tea. “No.”
“Morelli,” said the man. “Very pleased to meet you.” Bagabond led Jack to the men’s room door.
“Perhaps I’d best go first.” Jack reached out to steady himself against the doorframe.
“You won’t make it,” Bagabond said matter-of-factly. “Your faith is touching.” Then he gasped in pain. “On the other hand…”
Bagabond pulled open the door and walked in. No one stood at the urinal” but a Vietnamese man dressed in a soiled kitchen apron was just coming out of the stall. He squawked in surprise” managed hurriedly to wash his hands” then left, muttering in a language Bagabond was glad she didn’t understand. “Get in here”” she said to Jack. The door swung shut after him.
“I don’t know if I can do this,” said Jack. “Sometimes I can’t call him up. I hurt too much right now to concentrate. I-“
“Just take off your clothes.”
“What?” He tried to smile. “Bagabond, this isn’t the time.” He shut up as she stared at him in exasperation.
“I don’t have any spare clothing for you this time. If you don’t take it off, you’re going to destroy what you’ve got on. Okay?”
“Oh. Right.” His back to her, Jack unbuttoned his shirt. Careless of her suit, Bagabond sat down on the dirty tile floor. After he had stripped, Jack looked dubiously at her. He held the bundle of clothes in front of him.
“Lie down.”
Jack swallowed and prostrated himself in front of Bagabond. In the limited space, his feet extended under the green wooden partition dividing off the stall. She reached out and set his clothing safely aside. Holding his head in her hands, she began to send her consciousness inside his mind, searching for the key to his transformation.
“Let go of the pain. Stop trying to control it.” Bagabond stopped using the rough voice she had adopted years before. Now she spoke in the rhythm she used when she calmed her animals. She synchronized her breathing with that rhythm and stroked Jack’s head.
She knew the way. It was not the first time she had worked with Jack, although it was the first time she had sought to release the beast rather than contain it.
Jack relaxed under her hands. In his mind, he led her down through the levels of his consciousness. She dodged the barriers there and respected the private self which stood behind them. The cats had always urged her to pry. Out of friendship and because of her own near-pathological desire for privacy, Bagabond resisted that severe temptation.
Journeying through Jack’s mind was a trip defined by smell. The city, its people, Bagabond herself, were all denoted by their individual scents, not by sight or words. Those came much later in the chain of consciousness.
Coming to a smell of swamp, rotting death and decay, and darkness, Jack stopped. Bagabond met his fear of never returning from the swamp with her reassuring consciousness. She was there. She would not abandon him. But it was the strength of her will that forced him back through the dark space and smell that lay at the core of his reptile self. As Jack’s conscious mind was subsumed into the other, Bagabond fled back through his brain as it imploded into the reptile consciousness. The miasma of the swamp and the bellowing challenge of a bull alligator followed her like a riptide.
As she returned to her own body, the reaction flung Bagabond’s head back against the side of the porcelain sink and jerked her hands away from the alligator whose head lay heavily in her lap. The reptile flipped over onto his feet again and roared the challenge Bagabond had just heard. Gasping quick, deep lungfuls of air, she entered the creature’s mind and calmed him. Tail-tip twitching, he backed slightly away from her, cramped for space in the small rest room.
Bagabond looked up when she heard Rosemary’s voice raised outside. The rest room door opened sufficiently to reveal the worried face of the Vietnamese maitre d’. His eyes widened and his hand rose to his mouth before slamming the door on the impossible scene.
She looked back down at the alligator and began to search through his mind for the trigger to force him to vomit up the books. Bagabond directed the alligator toward the stall as she uncovered the memory of poisoned meat.
The psychic feedback almost did the trick for her too. The alligator vomited the contents of his gullet onto the floor and into the stool. The stench of half-digested food shook even Bagabond, inured to most aspects of life and death. Calming the agitated reptile, she got up and gingerly fished for the plastic-wrapped books. Thankfully, it didn’t take long. She rinsed off the package in the sink. The alligator whipped his tail, smashing the stall partition into kindling. He growled deep in his throat, a discontented, hungry rumbling. Reaching out to the alligator brain, Bagabond began the process of separating Jack’s humanity from the reptile mind. In little more than a minute, Jack lay shivering on the cold tile floor where the gator had been. She handed him his clothes as he curled up fetally against the smell and the memory.
“It had to be done.” She moistened a paper towel and gently wiped his forehead.
“Each time, I think I will never be human again.” Jack stared at the wall. “When that finally happens, perhaps it will be for the best.”
“Not for Cordelia.” Nor for herself, but that thought remained unspoken.
“Cordelia. Yeah. Okay.” His voice was flat. “Let’s get this thing done.” Dressed now, he pushed open the door. Bagabond followed him. Across the room, Rosemary stood with two older men who had joined the group.
“Rosa Maria, we have only the greatest respect for your late father, but we cannot allow you to interfere with the business of the Family.” The taller man spread his hands and regarded her paternally.
“The Family business is my business.” Rosemary glanced over at the approaching Bagabond and Jack. “I am a Gambione.” She took the slightly damp packet that Bagabond handed her. The two older Mafiosi exchanged exasperated looks. It was obvious to Bagabond that this conversation had been going on for some time while she’d been in the rest room.
“I have a proposition for the Family,” said Rosemary. She held the books upright on the table, leaning on them slightly as she spoke. “All the capos should hear me.”
The taller man said, “You are a woman.”
“Roberto, let her speak. We must make decisions and this is delaying us.” The smaller, heavyset capo touched his companion’s arm. Resignedly, the other man nodded.
Morelli opened the door. Rosemary started in, followed by Bagabond and Jack. Morelli held out his hand to bar Rosemary’s companions. She stared at the capos until they nodded. Morelli dropped his hand in a gesture for them to enter.
The private dining room was long and narrow, almost filled by the single table surrounded by the capos of the Family. They were angrily debating the proper method of exacting retribution for Don Frederico’s death. The black crepe bands were ubiquitous.
Halfway down the white-linened table, one man stood listening to the discussion around him. He raised his eyes as Rosemary, Bagabond, and Jack entered. “These are the people with the notebooks?”
“Yes, Don Tomaso,” said the tall capo who had questioned them outside. Rosemary moved to the near end of the table. Without releasing the books, she placed them on the tablecloth. Bagabond stood beside her. Jack wandered to the far end of the room and peered out the window at the dark alley. “Thank you, Rosa-Maria.” Don Tomaso’s voice held an oily, unctuous tone. “Thank you for bringing these to us.” Bagabond tensed and narrowed her eyes. This was one human she knew she especially did not like. Should it become necessary, his throat would be the one she’d spring at. She wrinkled her nose. The aroma of fish sauce made her realize she was hungry too.
“Signorina Gambione, if you please, Don Tomaso.” Rosemary’s fingers tightened on the books. She met his gaze across the table. Bagabond sensed the growing tension on both sides and felt her muscles echo the tautness. A garbage truck’s hvdraulic whine and the crash of an upturned dumpster came from outside. The moment of silence in the dining room stretched. It was Don Tomaso who finally inclined his head in acquiescence.
“The books are not a gift,” said Rosemary. “They are mine. I decide who has access to their information.”
“Then you speak as one outside the Family.” Don Tomaso shifted his eyes toward a man to his right. Bagabond followed the slight motion. She again wished she had the claws and teeth of the cats.
“I speak as one who has seen the near destruction of the Gambione Family. We are threatened on all sides, yet you sit here debating revenge upon an enemy you cannot even name.” Rosemary surveyed the room angrily and shook the books at Tomaso. “If you follow the ways of the Butcher, the Gambiones are doomed!”
Behind them, there was a cry of pain and the door crashed open.
“Uh oh,” said Jack.
As Bagabond reached for Rosemary, she was shoved to the floor by the thin diner who’d burst into the room. He was fast. The gaunt man grabbed the books from Rosemary, tripping her as he sped past.
“Stop or die!” It was Don Tomaso.
As Bagabond struggled to catch Rosemary, she saw Don Tomaso draw a well-polished Beretta and aim at the fleeing thief. To her amazement, the man laughed hoarsely and halted. Mouth twisting, he turned and stared at the don, who convulsively fired once and then plunged heavily to the tabletop. It was a signal for the stunned capos to fire at the thief, who was now moving toward the window. The impact of the shots seemed barely to slow him down. Capos who tried to intercept him fell before his gaze as though their bullets were being deflected.
“Jack! Move! Now!” But even as Bagabond shouted her warning, she saw Jack face the killer. As the man caught Jack’s eyes, the shapechanger’s face grew scaly and the snout extended, teeth sharp and prominent. For an instant the thief hesitated, allowing the capos’ bullets to slam into him. Then he attempted to bound over the giant alligator that now barred his path to the window.
As he leaped, the alligator’s head swiveled up and clashed jagged-toothed jaws on the killer’s foot. Screaming in shock and pain, the man pinwheeled in midair, blood spraying into the room from his truncated ankle. He crashed through the glass backward, still clutching the books to his chest as he curled up like a wounded snake.
Outside there was a thud and the groaning of transmission gears. The Mafiosi ran to the window and fired futile shots after the accelerating garbage truck.
“Bastard fell right into the truck!” The shooter at the window turned back to the room. “Don Tomaso, what do we do now?” he said off in the direction of the dead man.
The corpse said nothing.
The shooter did a little dance to avoid the alligator, which rumbled and swallowed contentedly.