Georgia Mason was my friend, and I will always regret that we never met in the flesh. She once told me she lived each day hoping and praying she would find the truth; that she was able to keep going through all life?s petty disappointments because she knew that someday, the truth would set her free.
Good-bye, Georgia. May the truth be enough to bring you peace.
?From Fish and Clips,
the blog of Mahir Gowda, June 20, 2040
Twenty-seven
George?s blood didn?t all dry at the same rate.
Some of the smaller streaks dried almost immediately, staining the wall behind her ruined monitor. The gunshot collapsed the screen inward, safety-tempered glass holding its form as well as it could, even when the plastic casing shattered. It was like looking at some modern artist?s reinterpretation of an old-school disco ball. ?The party?s in here, and we?re just getting started.? As long as you didn?t mind the blood on the glass, that was. I minded the blood on the glass. I minded the blood on the glass a lot. I just didn?t see a way to put it back where it belonged.
The bigger splashes were drying slow and sticky, the color maturing from bright red to a sober burgundy, where they seemed content to stay. That bothered me. I wanted the blood to dry, wanted it to settle in funeral colors and stop taunting me. I?m a good shot. I?ve been on firing ranges since I was seven years old, in the field?legally?since I was sixteen. Even if the virus still allowed her to feel pain, George didn?t have time for pain. It was just the roar of the gun, and then she was slumping forward, face-first on her keyboard. That was the only real mercy. She landed face-first, so I didn?t have to see what I?d? so I didn?t have to see. She didn?t have time to suffer. I just have to keep telling myself that, now, and tomorrow, and the next day, for as long as I can stay alive.
The sound of the gun fired inside the van would?ve been the loudest thing I?d ever heard if it hadn?t been followed by the sound of George falling. That?s the loudest thing I?ve ever heard. That?s always going to be the loudest thing, no matter what else I hear. The sound of George, falling.
But I?m a good shot, and there was no shrapnel unless you wanted to count the aerosolized blood released when the bullet hit my? when I shot? not unless you counted the blood. I had to count the blood because it was enough to turn the entire damn van into a hot zone. If I was infected, I was infected?too late to worry about that kind of shit now?but that didn?t mean I needed to make my chances worse. I moved as far away as I could and sat down with my back against the wall, the gun dangling loose against my left knee, to watch the blood dry, and to wait.
George turned the security cameras on before things got too? before it was too late to worry about that sort of stuff. I watched the Center?s security forces rush around with the senator?s men and some dudes I didn?t recognize. Ryman wasn?t the only candidate working Sacramento. There was no sign of Rick. Either he got dead or he got out of the quarantine zone before things went to hell. And things had gone to hell. I could spot at least three of the infected on every monitor, about half of them being gunned down by frantic guards who?d never dealt with a for-real-and-true zombie before. They were shooting stupid. They would have known they were shooting stupid if they?d paused to think for five seconds. You?re not a sharpshooter, you don?t go for the head, you go for the knees; a zombie that?s been hobbled can?t come at you as fast, and that leaves more time to aim. You?re out of ammo, you leave the field. You don?t reload where you stand unless there isn?t any choice. When you?re fighting a disease, you have to fight smarter than it does, or you may as well put down your weapons and surrender. Sometimes they just bite enough to infect if you don?t put up a fight and if the pack?s too small. You can avoid being eaten if you?re willing to defect to the enemy?s side.
Part of me wanted to get out there and help them, because it was clear they were pretty fucked without some sort of backup. Most of me wanted to stay where I was, watching the blood dry, watching the last signs of George slipping away forever.
My pocket buzzed. I slapped at it like it was a fly, fumbling out my phone and clicking it on. ?Shaun.?
?Shaun, it?s Rick. Are you okay??
It took me a moment to recognize the high, wavering sound in the van as my own distorted laughter. I clamped it down, clearing my throat before I said, ?I don?t think that word applies at this point. I?m alive, for now. If you?re asking whether I?m infected, I don?t know. I?m waiting until someone shows up to get me before I run a blood test. Seems a little pointless before that. Did you get out before the quarantine came down??
?Barely. They were still reacting to the explosions when I got to Georgia?s bike; they hadn?t had time to do anything. I think they closed the gates right behind me. I??