“You did?”
“I called her without telling your father. I asked her what I could do to make you like me. To make you acknowledge me.”
“And what did Mom say?” Ava says.
“She wasn’t quite the wonderful woman she is today,” Mitzi says. “I can see now that your mother felt guilty as well. She had chosen her career, and Kelley had taken her children away, which she had fought at first, then reluctantly agreed to. She didn’t want you to like me or acknowledge me, but she did tell me to hold my ground, to be myself, not to spoil you or flatter you or ingratiate myself to you. She said you’d come around.”
“And I did,” Ava says. “Right?”
“You were always the hardest on me,” Mitzi says. “You were enamored with Bart, so I had that in my favor, but I always felt like you resented my presence in your life, in the family. And now look! You’re in a similar situation and you’ve come to me for advice. I have to say, I find poetic justice in that.”
“I’m sure,” Ava says. “And you have my wholehearted apology.”
“I don’t need an apology,” Mitzi says. “You were a child.”
“You also have my gratitude,” Ava says. “For sticking it out. Not only when we were kids, but two years ago. Thank you for coming back to Dad.”
Mitzi takes a long drag of her cigarette. “When Bart was lost, I was lost,” she says. “Thank you for forgiving me.”
“I love you, Mitzi,” Ava says. A lump presents in her throat. Has she ever told Mitzi this before? “You’re our… well, you’re not our biological mother, but you’ve been another mother, one we didn’t always appreciate like we should have.”
“That’s nice to hear,” Mitzi says. “I love you and your brothers. I always have. Even when we were battling, I always loved you like you were my own.”
Ava sees headlights coming down New South Road; the taxi is approaching. “So what should I do about PJ?”
“In the words of Bob Dylan,” Mitzi says, “‘Keep on keepin’ on.’ Be yourself. Don’t spoil him or flatter him. Just treat him with love and respect and kindness. Let him feel that he can trust you. Let him understand that you’re not going anywhere, that you’re his ally even when he treats you like an enemy. You have a great advantage.”
“I do?” Ava says.
“Yes,” Mitzi says. “You’re the adult.” She smiles as the taxi pulls up. “And who knows, maybe twenty or twenty-five years from now, PJ will be asking your advice.”
“Maybe,” Ava says. The idea of twenty-seven-year-old PJ coming to Ava for advice is preposterous—but not impossible. Mitzi holds the door to the taxi open, and Ava slides in.
She smiles at the taxi driver. She feels much better. She is the adult! She, like Mitzi, will keep on keepin’ on.
“Winter Street, please,” she says.
PART TWO
NOVEMBER
JENNIFER
To meet Norah for coffee, Jennifer had to lie to Patrick. Meaning she has to continue to lie to Patrick.
She said, “I need to go to the Nantucket Sewing Center when it opens tomorrow. They carry a fabric I want to use…” She nearly said in Grayson Coker’s penthouse, but she stopped short of that treachery. Patrick will assume it’s for the penthouse, however, because what else would it be for?
“Cool,” Patrick said. “What time does it open?”
Jennifer swallowed. “Eight thirty. I should be back in an hour.”
“Great,” Patrick said. “That’ll give me time to visit with Dad before we leave.”
He’s not suspicious at all, Jennifer thinks. Somehow, the fact that he wholeheartedly believes her makes her feel worse. He thinks her addiction is a thing of the past. He believes she’s honest, forthcoming, transparent. His faith in her is almost more than Jennifer can bear.
Norah is at the Hub waiting for Jennifer, which is a relief, but what is not a relief is that Norah isn’t alone. There’s a man with her, a man about Jennifer’s age with tattoos on his neck and his forearms. He has jet-black hair, longish though not unkempt, and he’s wearing jeans, a gray cashmere sweater pushed up on his arms to display the aforementioned tattoos, and a pair of white Converse high-tops. Is he a hipster or a drug lord? Jennifer can’t tell.
Jennifer checks his wrist for a watch. He’s not wearing a watch, but he sports some fairly nice bracelets—John Hardy silver bangles, if Jennifer had to guess, and one black cord bracelet with a silver and rhinestone skull. He looks at Jennifer and smiles. His teeth are straight and white. He looks friendly. There’s something about his face that’s familiar. Does she know this guy?
“Jennifer, hey!” Norah says. Norah, too, looks hip and stylish. She’s in a black turtleneck, skinny jeans, and Black Watch plaid ballet flats, and she’s wearing a fabulous pair of shoulder dusters that are a cascade of intertwining gold circles. Norah’s hair is cut in an asymmetrical bob, and her makeup is subtle. Norah Vale has never looked so good.
“Norah, hi,” Jennifer says. She isn’t sure how to greet her former sister-in-law–slash–drug dealer. A handshake seems too formal, a hug too intimate. Jennifer settles on an air kiss.
“Can I get you a latte?” Norah asks.
“I’m drinking a matcha,” the man with the bracelets says.
Latte? Matcha? Jennifer gets the distinct feeling that this meeting is not what she expected, and she feels a piercing disappointment. Ativan, she needs Ativan!
“Uh… just coffee,” Jennifer says, feeling suddenly middle aged and fuddy-duddy. “Regular American coffee.”
Norah orders while Jennifer sneaks another look at the man who’s with Norah. Maybe this is Norah’s boyfriend?
The man catches Jennifer’s eye and offers his hand. “You might not remember me? I’m Danko Vale, Norah’s brother. We met… oh, I don’t know… at one of the Quinn family functions years ago.”