“Yes, sir. But I’d like to switch to Wilde Lake. Is it true that you can go at your own pace, do courses—I’m not sure what you call it. Independently? I’d like to take extra science and math, and there’s no way to do that at my school. But I’ve got to take calculus in high school and at the rate I’m going, I’ll only make it through trig and analyt because I didn’t take Algebra two in middle school. My family moved to Columbia after I finished seventh grade and they didn’t realize that the math I took in the city was the same as Algebra I. They basically put me back a year in some courses and by the time we figured it out, it was too late to change.”
“I believe there are fewer independent courses than there once were,” my father said. “Most young people were not well suited to what’s called open space education. I remember when the school first opened, the promise was that students could go at their own pace. Now it’s more along the lines of—go at your own pace, but there is a minimum speed limit.” He chuckled at his own joke.
“Math and science don’t have as many self-directed classes,” AJ put in. “But if you’re supersmart, they make allowances. There are kids who come down from the middle school to take math because they’re so advanced. Dad, can’t you do something?”
“AJ, it would be unseemly for the state’s attorney to intervene in school district policy. However—Davey, have your parents call me. I can certainly give them advice about how to deal with county bureaucracy.”
Davey became a fixture in our house, the twosome of AJ and Noel easing seamlessly into a threesome. The other friends—Bash, Lynne, Ariel—were more like satellites. AJ, Noel, and Davey were the triumvirate, their group’s ruling power. It made sense for Davey to come home with AJ after rehearsals, as they could walk to our house from Merriweather Post Pavilion. The others in AJ’s group of freshman superstars approved of him, welcomed him. Bash liked having a guy who wanted to shoot hoops in our driveway. Ariel and Lynne flirted with him, although he didn’t flirt back. Davey’s parents didn’t want him to have a steady girlfriend.
The addition of Davey made their group even more outstanding. He was just so darn noticeable, taller and darker and, maybe, handsomer than the rest. (It’s hard to know if one’s brother is handsome, especially at age seven. But even Noel’s beauty—there’s no other word for it—was eclipsed by Davey’s good looks.) AJ was the undisputed leader within the group, but Davey was its beacon, drawing attention to them. It was odd when that Life magazine article about Wilde Lake High School came out later that year and Davey wasn’t in the photo. We had already become accustomed to looking for him. Have you ever tailgated at a big football game? In order to be found in the crowds, some people plant distinctive flags, then say things like: “Find us at the Flying Crawfish.” The College Park crowd that Gabe knew flew Testudo, the fighting Terrapin mascot of the University of Maryland. Anyway, Davey was like that. Spot him and you would find the rest.
Merriweather Post Pavilion had been endowed by the cereal heiress of the same name and was intended to be the home of a serious symphony. But by Columbia’s tenth year, the Frank Gehry–designed amphitheater was a venue for pop concerts, from Jimi Hendrix to Frank Sinatra. You could sit in seats under the shell or bring a picnic basket and camp out on the surrounding lawn. The night of the birthday concert, my father and I had seats. I was disappointed, but my father was never going to be the picnic-blanket type of father. Even on a warm June night, he insisted on wearing his work clothes, or part of them: seersucker pants, a long-sleeved white shirt, a bow tie, and a hat. At seven, I was still too young to be horrified by a relative’s clothing choices. My disastrous fling with fashion would not be for another two years. And I was not embarrassed by my father, not yet. I did not see that he was older than most parents, or that he, like me, had few real friends. Many collegial acquaintances, but no real friends. I did not realize how much of a loner he was, in contrast to AJ. Even then, I some times wondered if my brother courted Davey because his talents in music and sports exceeded AJ’s. One of the few mean things I ever heard AJ say about anyone, back then, was when Davey was offered a free ride to Stanford three years later: “Well, he plays football. I’d get a lot of scholarship offers, too, if I played football instead of soccer.”
Noel had given him a look. “Not to mention that he’s black, right?”
“There’s not a prejudiced bone in my body,” AJ said.
“Of course there isn’t.”
But that was later. That night, the chorus, sixty-six strong, sang stirring anthems of patriotism and community. One of them, oddly, was the title song from the musical Milk and Honey, rewritten to fit the occasion and scrubbed of its Israel-specific lyrics. Davey’s voice soared over the rest: This lovely land is mine. This lovely land is mine. This lovely land is mine. I officially abandoned my crush on Noel and fixed my affections on Davey. As the song reached its climax, a scrim depicting the Tree of Life fell and somehow it seemed as if the chorus had become a living, breathing Tree of Life.
My father, in his seat next to me, allowed himself a quiet snort, which he masked with his handkerchief as if it were a sneeze.