If she loses consciousness, she’ll asphyxiate.
I grab her, lifting her around the waist so the pressure is off her neck, and pull her against my chest. She’s light, hardly a weight at all, her small body motionless in my arms. Her head drops onto my shoulder. From behind the gag, she lets out a soft, animal whimper of pain.
Beneath my fingers on her back, I feel the torn cotton of her T-shirt and the slippery warmth of blood.
“No, no, no, no,” I whisper, cradling her against me. I look over her shoulder at S?ren. He’s watching us, smiling that awful smile. All the light has been extinguished in his eyes. I’m no longer looking at a man. I’m looking at the monster that lives inside him.
The monster hisses, “Time for hard choices, Tabitha,” and raises his arm again.
“Promise me you won’t hurt her!” I blurt, hating the crack in my voice. “Promise me if I stay here with you, you’ll let her go! You’ll take her back home, and she’ll be safe!”
His lip curls to a faint sneer. “And there it is. Your one fatal flaw. The thing that makes you so utterly predictable. Sentimentality. You have my word.”
He jerks his head, and one of his guards comes forward. He slings his rifle over his shoulder, unhooks Juanita’s collar from the cable that extends so far into the murky gloom overhead I can’t see where it starts, takes her from me, and carries her away. I watch her lying limply in his arms, her long dark hair caught up under her neck, her skinny bare legs swaying as he walks. Everything inside me snarls like a pack of wolves.
S?ren lowers the whip to his side. We lock eyes. His faultless face hardens. Victory rings in his voice as he commands, “Now, let’s begin again. On. Your. Knees.”
My own voice is flat with hatred. “You better learn to sleep with one eye open, you sick son of a bitch.”
“Guard!”
Across the echoing space, the guard carrying Juanita turns back, waiting. S?ren gazes at me. One elegant eyebrow slowly lifts.
There’s an interval of excruciating decision. I hate him. I hate him with my whole being, with every cell inside my body. And yet I know without doubt what will happen to Juanita if I disobey his command.
And so, with my heart bleeding, I grit my teeth, bend my knee, and slowly sink to the cold stone floor.
Thirty-Five
Connor
It’s thirty klicks to the target, which is just under nineteen miles. We’re about to do a nineteen-mile hump over rugged mountain terrain wearing a fifty-pound ruck, in full body armor, carrying an M16, in temperatures in the thirties, with a good chance of sleet.
In the dark.
We could’ve gotten closer if we parachuted in, but then we ran the risk of not only announcing our presence but being shot from the sky like clay birds. There’s no telling what S?ren’s got up his sleeve. I wouldn’t put it past the bastard to have his location surrounded with surface-to-air missiles or even an armed regiment of sniper lookouts in the trees.
Which is actually the good scenario.
The bad scenario involves the aforementioned plus antipersonnel land mines.
So we flew into Fairbanks on the C-130, switched over to a Black Hawk to take us into the LZ, and now we’ve got boots on the ground as the sun sets over the jagged ridge of the North Slope. An icy wind whips the boughs of the yellow cedar and Sitka spruce into dark, snapping waves. Somewhere in the distance, I hear the lone, plaintive howl of a wolf.
I take a moment to check the compass. I glance at my watch. Then I look at the group of men standing in front of me, Ryan and four steely-eyed Marines named Kasey, Murphy, Reid, and ‘Big Swingin’ Dick.’
“This should take roughly five hours, boys. We’re gonna do it in three.”
After five wordless nods, we set off.
Thirty-Six
Tabby
For long moments, neither one of us moves or speaks. I feel S?ren’s gaze on me, feel the pleasure he’s enjoying at seeing me kneeling at his feet. Submitting.
Outwardly submitting. Inside, I’m a horde of barbarian soldiers with their swords drawn and their teeth bared, foaming at the mouth.
He steps forward. He stops beside me. I hold myself motionless, looking at his bare feet from my peripheral vision, thinking how vulnerable the arch of a foot is. I feel a caress on the top of my head, a stroke of his hand over my hair, and instinctively recoil, jerking away as if his touch burns.
I sense his disapproval in his silence. I know what he wants, and I have to force myself to give it to him—at least long enough to buy some time.
Slowly, swallowing back the hot rush of bile rising in my throat, I return to my submissive pose, head bent, hands on my thighs, balancing my weight on the balls of my feet and my knees. He offers his hand to me like one would for a dog to sniff, or a liege lord for a press of lips on his ring.
Juanita. Juanita. Juanita.
Gritting my teeth, I lean forward and touch my forehead to the back of his hand.