“Answer the question, Mr. Oak.”
I shook my head. “No, how could I?”
“You didn’t plant this evidence?”
“No.”
“Yet you admitted to committing the crime?”
“Yes.”
“Why would you do that?”
“Because it’s the truth.”
My manager closed the folder in front of him. “Well, it just so happens, the truth has been proved a lie.”
My heart (that’d been dead every day since they’d imprisoned me) picked up. “What?”
“You’re free to go, Mr. Oak. Time to leave.”
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JUNE
IT’S TIME TO leave.
We’d waited too long.
We no longer had a choice.
“I love you, Estelle.” Her back bowed as I entered her.
She was hot and wet and slippery.
And always so ready for me.
No matter that it’d been a busy day of fishing and repairing the net after it snagged on coral. No matter that Coconut had been colicky and unable to rest. No matter that our happiness levels had shrivelled more and more as life got harder and harder. She never said no to me. Never made me feel like a nuisance or hindrance.
I adored her for that.
She still smiled when she looked my way. Still blew me kisses as we worked side by side. And still welcomed me to take her no matter what time of day.
I loved her.
I’d married her.
But I didn’t know how much longer I could keep her.
“We’ll try to leave soon,” I murmured as I thrust gently into her.
Her legs spasmed around my hips, her arms slung over my shoulders. Tonight, we’d opted for quick, quiet pleasure, staying in our bark-decorated room, no energy to go to the beach or indulge in a night swim.
“Is it safe?” Estelle gasped as I withdrew and re-entered.
I didn’t know how to answer her question.
So I didn’t.
Plus, it wasn’t exactly sexy talk, but the thought of getting off our island was paramount. It tainted everything. It was an obsession we all shared.
Everyone but Coco, of course. She didn’t know any different. She ran on uncoordinated legs on the beach and swam with ungainly splashes in the ocean. Her favourite food was her namesake. Her lullaby and comfort were the island sounds.
If we left (when we left), she would struggle. We were the outlanders here, but if we somehow sailed back to society, she would be the interloper. A castaway baby with no birth certificate, no passport, no home.
My heart clenched thinking about stranding her there like we’d once been stranded here.
But that won’t happen.
She’d have us. All of us. Conner and Pippa would live with us. Our family wouldn’t change, only our current circumstances.
“Stop thinking about it, G.” Estelle’s fingers slipped through my hair, grounding me to her. “Only think of tonight. Of us.”
My chest tightened and pleasure replaced my worry.
She was my wife.
I obeyed.
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JULY
Time was never on our side.
It either flew too fast, hurtling us toward a desolate future. Or slowed to a maddening crawl, slowing our progress.
Despite our dedication to leaving, it took much longer than we’d hoped.
Our energy levels dwindled but the life raft slowly took shape through bleeding hands and broken blisters.
Estelle and Pippa helped.
They worked next to Conner and me as we tied and secured, tested and hoped.
I’d opted for a different design this time.
Just like I’d improved our house, so too did I tweak the original floatable (or not so floatable) platform.
This time, I’d done my best to tie the bamboo into the shape of a kayak. The hollow poles joined at an apex where we would sit and row with baby Coconut fastened securely in the middle, far away from the drowning sea.
Hopefully, the outrigger would be long enough to hold extra supplies, strong enough to carry the weight of stoppered water and blankets for shade, and fast enough to get us to a new home before we died of starvation.
However, instead of feeling proactive and upbeat, we struggled. The longer we worked on the boat, the more fear solidified. Our happiness turned heartless, demanding putrid payment for everything we’d enjoyed.
Our ill-nourished bodies had forced our hand. We had to leave if we wanted to breathe. But the thought of sailing away from the only place of value kept us restless and sleepless.
Conner, for his sixteen-year-old strength, had faded just like the rest of us. His muscles had slowly shrunk, and his ribs stood out like an unplayed harp beneath his skin.
Pippa was much the same. She hadn’t hit puberty yet, and her skinny, girlish body showed no hint of womanly curves or budding breasts.
Not that our bony forms stopped us from working hard and pushing each other to the brink.
If we weren’t working on the life raft, we were completing other tasks.
Estelle would cook.
Pippa would babysit.
And Conner would be up in a palm tree on look-out. We’d all become great climbers to reach the green coconuts in the fronds, and occasionally, sat in the swaying height, hoping to see rescue before we cast off and gave our lives to fate.