His face didn’t change from the cordial playboy I knew and tolerated. His dark blond hair cascaded over one eye, giving the illusion he was easy to play and manipulate. “Normal, huh?”
I nodded. “With no repercussions. Think about it.” I tugged my wrist, jiggling his hand where he held the other end of the rope. “Release me, take me home, and we’ll forget about all of this.”
He pursed his lips as if contemplating my proposal. Then a dark veil fell over his eyes. “Too bad for you, I don’t like normal.”
Stomping forward, he jerked me through the kitchen and out the backdoor. Stumbling down the steps toward the forest edge, I swallowed my fear as his stride headed straight toward the looming forest.
What the—
Where is he taking me?
The cabin wasn’t wanted, but it was a damn sight better than traipsing through a jungle late at night.
“Greg—”
“Shut up, Noelle. You’ve had your little speech; now, shut the fuck up.” He yanked a small flashlight from his pocket and turned on the ray of illumination as we crunched through bracken, entering the world of looming leafy giants. “You think you have me all figured out, huh? Bet you thought I was a fucking moron for bringing you to my dad’s cabin.” He laughed coldly. “Bet David is already on his way here. Too bad for him.”
He laughed harder as he broke into a jog, dragging me behind him. “I’m not a fuckwad, Elle. I’ve been planning this for months.” Beelining toward an old shed tucked up against ancient trees, he skidded to a stop.
Looking back with victorious smugness, he wrenched the unlocked padlock off the rickety doors and slithered the chain from around the wooden handles.
The rope leash lashed tight around my wrist each time he moved, giving me no slack to run. Cracking open the doors, he pulled me through and shone the flashlight onto the one thing I didn’t want to see.
Another car.
Clean and new—something that would guarantee to work and not break down in exhaustion.
A black Dodge Charger.
Pulling me around to the passenger entry, he opened the door and shoved me inside. “We’re only half-way there, Elle. This was the decoy. The real destination is where no one will guess. A place only I know. A place where we’ll finally get to know each other.”
My heart switched from pissed off to manic.
Greg slammed the door in my face, locking me inside.
Oh, God, what should I do?
Jogging around to the driver’s side, he hopped in as if we were honeymooners about to explore. Inserting a key into the ignition, the car woke up with a loud grumbling growl.
He placed his hand on my knee. “A place where we’ll get to know each other very well.” Throwing the car into gear, he shot forward and rammed the shed doors wide, not caring about marking the vehicle or ruining his father’s retreat.
We fishtailed on the mulchy ground as the engine roared. He stomped on the accelerator and drove rocket-ship style through the small trail, past leering trees, over broken branches, and exploded onto a dirt track, leaving all phones, cars, and well-known cabins behind.
Penn wouldn’t find me.
David and Dad wouldn’t find me.
I truly was on my own.
Chapter Two
Penn
I THOUGHT THE night couldn’t get any worse.
I was wrong.
Served me right, seeing as my entire life I’d had the shittiest luck of anyone. If I took a risk, it backfired. If I spied an opportunity, it was a con. If I saw hope, it was always false.
So why I thought tonight couldn’t get any worse after Elle ran from the charity function, didn’t answer her phone, and refused to come to the door when I drove over to her place, I didn’t know.
This was my normal. I had to get used to it instead of being constantly surprised.
I’d returned home confused and fucked off with the entire world. I’d entered my building and climbed the steps to the renovated unit that I’d keep as my own while doing up the rest of the apartments for people transitioning from an existence on the streets back into the rat race we called life.
I had great plans for this place.
The chipped walls and leaky pipes didn’t faze me. I had the funds to invest in its foundation and décor, and I couldn’t fucking wait until the building crew had finished their current project in lower Manhattan and could work exclusively on mine.
My thoughts bounced between my past and Elle as I stalked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of vodka on the rocks.
Carrying my drink to my bedroom, I didn’t bother to undress. I merely kicked off my shoes, shrugged out of the silver blazer, and unbuckled my belt. The rest—a white shirt, silver tie, and metallic slacks remained on as I climbed onto the bed, sipped a sharp mouthful of liquor, and pulled the bag containing Elle’s lingerie and sex toys from our first night together toward me.
I couldn’t fucking wait to use the toys on her, but now, she’d run away. She’d run before I could tell her, then refused to have anything to do with me. Her door remained closed, her phone unanswered.
If I was honest, the anvil wedged where my heart should be made me ache. But I’d known we couldn’t have a future. I’d banked on it. I’d hunted her knowing full well I would take what I wanted and then leave.
But that was before the chocolate mousse and the limo and the gala.
Each time I saw her, it got harder and harder to keep my emotions from spilling.
The fake engagement, the bullshit...all of it was gone. Just like Elle.
Fuck.
Exhaustion from all the years I’d been planning this finally caught up with me. I swigged the rest of my drink before my eyes could close.
I would rest tonight.
Tomorrow, I would apologize, accept her verbal lashing, and then walk out of her life for good.
The plan wasn’t a good one but having it helped calm my messy thoughts.
I reclined against my pillows and vanished into sleep, just as Elle had vanished from my life for the second time.
*
Sleep began quickly and ended suddenly.
Just like I should’ve expected more shitty things to happen, I should’ve seen this coming.
But I hadn’t because I was a fucking idiot.
I woke to a fist to my jaw, jarring me from chaotic dreams into manic reality.
Another fist landed on my solar plexus, stealing my oxygen, making me gasp.
Another fist to my jaw followed by a double jab to my stomach.
What the fuck?
Two men, four pummels, one of me.
I curled up on the mattress, protecting my head while they fucking beat me. Hip, chest, ribs, temple.
Wash and repeat.
I lost count how many blows they delivered or how many aches flared into being from new injuries and old. My past meant I’d taken a beating a few times while others I’d done the nasty work.
Bones never forgot, though.
They heated some nights in remembrance. They ached on others in punishment.
I was a walking shambles of bones and lies, and these cunts had let themselves into my place to attack me while I was unconscious.