We will speak more of this later.
Above the surface in Corepoint, though, it’s late afternoon, beneath a sky whose clouds are sparse amid a shockingly bright blue sky. (Seasons that start in the Stillness rarely have a severe impact on the weather in this hemisphere, or at least not for several months or years after.) As befits the bright day, there are people in the streets around Nassun as she struggles and weeps, but they do not move to help. They do not move at all, mostly—for they are stone eaters, with rose-marble lips and shining mica eyes and braids woven in pyrite gold or clear quartz. They stand on the steps of buildings that have not known human feet for tens of thousands of years. They sit along window ledges of stone or metal that have begun to deform under the pressure of incredible weight applied over decades. One sits with knees upraised and arms propped across them, leaning against a tree whose roots have grown around her; mosses line the upper surfaces of her arms and hair. She watches Nassun, only her eyes moving, in what might be interest.
They all watch, doing nothing, as this quick-moving, noisy human child sobs into the salt-laden wind until she is exhausted, and then just sits there in a huddle with her fingers still tangled in the cloth of Schaffa’s shirt.
Another day, same (?) year
No writing about Innon or Coru. Off-limits from now on.
Syen. I can still feel her—not sess, feel. There’s an obelisk here, I think it’s a spinel. When I canneck connect to it, it’s like I can feel anything they’re connected to. The amethyst is following Syen. Wonder if she knows.
Antimony says Syen made it to the mainland and is wannr wandering. That’s why I feel like I’m wandering, I guess? She’s all that’s left but she ki—fuck.
This place is ridiculous. Anniemony was right that it’s a way to trigger the Obelisk Gate without control cab? (Onyx. Too powerful, can’t risk it, would trigger alignment too quickly and then who’s to make the second traj change?) But the rusters that buildt it put everything into tht stupid hole. A told me some of it. Great project, my ass. It’s worse to see, though. This whole rusting city is a crime scene. Tooted around and found great big pipes running along the bottom of the ocean. hu HUGE, ready to pump something from the hole all the way to the continent. Magic, Animony says, did they really need so much????? More than the Gate!
Asked Tinimony to take me into the hole today and she said no. What’s in the hole, huh? What’s in the hole.
Near sunset, another stone eater appears. Here amid the elegantly gowned, colorful variety of his people, he stands out even more with his gray coloring and bare chest: Steel. He stands over Nassun for several minutes, perhaps expecting her to lift her gaze and notice him, but she does not. Presently, he says, “The ocean winds can be cold at night.”
Silence. Her hands clench and unclench on Schaffa’s clothes, not quite spasmodically. She’s just tired. She’s been holding him since the center of the Earth.
After a while longer, as the sun inches toward the horizon, Steel says, “There’s a livable apartment in a building two blocks from here. The food stored in it should still be edible.”
Nassun says, “Where?” Her voice is hoarse. She needs water. There’s some in her canteen, and in Schaffa’s canteen, but she hasn’t opened either.
Steel shifts posture, pointing. Nassun lifts her head to follow this and sees a street, unnaturally straight, seemingly paved straight toward the horizon. Wearily she gets up, takes a better grip on Schaffa’s clothes, and begins dragging him again.
Who’s in the hole, what’s in the whole, where goes the hole, how holed am I!
SEs brought better food today because I don’t eat enough. So special, delivery fressssh from the other sigh of the world. Going to dry the seeds, plant them. Remember to scrrrape up tomato I threw at A.
Book language looks almost like Sanze-mat. Characters similar? Precursor? Some words I almost recognize. Some old Eturpic, some Hladdac, a little early-dynasty Regwo. Wish Shinash was here. He would scream to see me putting my feet up on books older than forever. Always so easy to tease. Miss him.
Miss everyone, even people at the rusting Fulcrum (!) Miss voices that come out of rusting mouths. SYENITE could make me eat, you talking rock. SYENITE gave a shit about me and not just whether I could fix this world I don’t give a shit about. SYENITE should be here with me, I would give anything to have her here with me
No. She should forget me and In Meov. Find some boring fool she actually wants to sleep with. Have a boring life. She deserves that.
Night falls in the time it takes Nassun to reach the building. Steel repositions, appearing in front of a strange asymmetrical building, wedge-shaped, whose high end faces the wind. The sloping roof of the building, in the lee of the wind, is scraggly with overgrown, twisted vegetation. There’s plenty of soil on the roof, more than is likely to have accumulated from the wind over centuries. It looks planned, though overgrown. Yet amid the mess, Nassun can see that someone has hacked out a garden. Recently; the plants are overgrown, too, new growth springing up from dropped fruit and split, untended vines, but given the relative dearth of weeds and the still-neat rows, this garden can’t be more than a year or two neglected. The Season is now almost two years old.
Later. The building’s door moves on its own, sliding aside as Nassun approaches. It closes on its own, too, once she’s gotten Schaffa far enough within. Steel moves inside, pointing upstairs. She drags Schaffa to the foot of the stairs and then drops beside him, shaking, too tired to think or go any farther.
Schaffa’s heart is still strong, she thinks, as she uses his chest for a pillow. With her eyes shut, she can almost imagine that he’s holding her, rather than the other way around. It is paltry comfort, but enough to let her sleep without dreams.