For the women who had fallen, who had paid in blood.
“Now lie prostrate before us,” she demanded, and Lannon did. He slithered forward and lay facedown on the tiles. “You will be bound and held in the keep, and the people of Maevana will decide your fate in trial, fourteen days from now. Do not expect mercy, O Cowardly One.”
Lannon’s wrists were bound behind his back by Yseult’s men. He was dragged away, and a cheer resounded in the hall as thunder, rumbling deep in my chest where my heart continued to pound in awe.
That was when Yseult turned to find me in the crowd, wedged between my father and my brother. Her eyes were lined with tears, her hair flowing as fire when I stepped forward.
The hall grew quiet, like the first falling of snow, as I brought the wooden locket out from beneath my armor. Reverently, I unlatched the locket and let the wood fall between our feet.
The Stone of Eventide swung gracefully from its chain as it hung from my fingers. It rippled with color, with crimson and blue and lavender, like a pebble influenced the surface of a quiet lake. I smiled at her, my friend and my queen, and carefully raised the stone higher.
“My Lady,” I said. “May I present to you the Stone of Eventide.”
She knelt before me, closing her eyes as I set the stone about her neck, as the Eventide came to rest over her heart.
I had long imagined how magic would awaken. Would it return gently, quietly, like winter gradually melting into spring? Or would it come violently, like a storm or a flood?
The stone glimmered to liquid gold as it rested against her, as it basked in the glory she granted it. I waited, hardly breathing as Isolde Kavanagh stood and opened her eyes. Our gazes locked; she smiled at me, and that was when the wind blew into the hall, carrying the scent of forests and lush meadows, of summits and valleys and the rivers that flowed between shadows and light.
I felt warmth radiate from my arm, like honey was rushing along my skin, like sunlight had kissed my wound. I felt her heal me, weld my broken veins back together, seal the arrow’s puncture with magical threads.
She didn’t even know that she was doing it, that I was the first one to feel her magic.
And so it would return gently, naturally as sun and blissful warmth, as healing and mending.
I watched as she walked among her people, reaching out to hold their hands, to learn their names. Isolde Kavanagh was surrounded as men and women gathered about her as if she were a cup of everlasting water to quench their thirst; they laughed and cried as she blessed them, as she brought us together as one.
All eyes were on her, save for one gaze.
I felt his draw, let my eyes drift to where the lord of the House of Morgane stood, half in the shadows, half in the light.
The world grew quiet between me and Cartier, as he looked to me, as I looked to him.
It was only when he smiled did I realize tears were streaming down his face.
Hours after Lannon fell, I returned to the battle green with a flask of water as I began to search for wounded survivors. A few healers had already set up tents to work in the shade; I could hear their weary voices as they labored to stitch wounds and set broken bones. I knew Isolde was among them, drawing magic into her hands as she touched to mend, for I could feel it again: her magic stirred a gentle, fragrant breeze over the blood and gore of the field.
I didn’t know if I should ask after his name, or keep searching on my own, desperately hoping he had survived. Eventually, I approached one of the healers, her dress smudged with blood, and inquired.
“Sean Allenach?”
The healer pointed to a distant tent. “The traitors are over there.”
And my throat tightened to hear it. Traitors. But I swallowed and made my way carefully to that tent, unsure as to what I would find.
Men and women were laid out on the grass, shoulder to shoulder. Some looked to have already died before a healer could tend to them. Others were moaning, broken and weak. All of them wore the Lannon green or the Allenach maroon.
I found Sean on the outskirts. Carefully, I knelt at his side, believing he was dead until I saw his chest rise and fall. His armor had been unbolted, and I could see the severity of the wound in his side.
“Sean?” I whispered, taking his hand.
His eyes opened slowly. I tilted his head up so I could trickle some water into his mouth. He was too weak to talk, so I merely sat at his side with my fingers linked with his, so he would not have to die alone.
I don’t know how long I sat there with him before she came. But that breeze blew into the tent, lifting the matted hair off my neck, and I turned to see Isolde was standing among us, her eyes focused on me and my brother.
She walked to us, kneeling at my side so she could look at Sean.
“Lady?” one of the healers respectfully murmured to the queen. “Lady, these are traitors.”
I knew what the healer was implying. These are traitors, and they deserve to die as they lie, without the queen’s healing magic. And I yearned to tell Isolde that Sean was not a traitor, that Sean had chosen to fight for her.
“I know,” Isolde answered, and then she gently took Sean’s hand from me.
My brother’s eyes fluttered open, riveted to the queen. I watched the air shimmer around our corners and edges as Isolde traced Sean’s wound. The sunlight fractured as if she were a prism, and Sean’s breath caught as the queen slowly, achingly knit him back together with sightless threads.
My feet were prickling with pins and needles by the time she finished, offering him a cup of water.
“You will be weak for a few days,” she said. “Rest, Sean Allenach. When you are stronger, we can talk about the future of your House.”
“Yes, Lady,” he rasped.
Isolde stood and laid a reassuring hand on my shoulder. And then she moved on to the others, healing the traitors one by one, not seeing their faults but seeing their possibilities.
And while I could not heal, I could do other measures of service. I began to pass out bowls of soup, chunks of bread, listening as stories began to unwind about me, stories of bravery and stories of fear, stories of desperation and stories of redemption, stories of loss and stories of reunion.
I fed, I buried, and I listened until I was so exhausted I could hardly think, and night had drawn her cloak over the sky, dusted with a multitude of stars.
I stood in the field and drank the darkness, the grass still crimped and stained with blood, and gazed at the constellations. Weeks ago, I would have wondered straightaway which one was supposed to be mine. But now, all I could wonder was where I was to go, where I was to remain. I had done almost everything I had set out to do. And now . . . I did not know where I belonged.