“Never again,” she said against his face. “I never want to be away from you again.”
“Never,” he said. “God, I missed you so much.” The words didn’t do it justice. He could feel the cells in his body perk up, as if he was severely dehydrated and Daisy was a long cool drink of water. They stood a long time in the driveway, holding each other without speaking. And then a longer time passed in kissing.
“Let’s go in,” Daisy said, smoothing her hair. “My parents went out to dinner. It’s just us.”
His lips tingling, Erik opened the car door to get his backpack from the front seat. Walking across the lawn, he slowed his step to Daisy’s swinging gait, a hand lightly on her neck. He knew she used the crutches in the evenings, whether she needed to or not. Mandatory rest. Sun went down, she went off the leg.
“Guess what I did this week?” she said.
He could barely answer, he was too consumed with stuffing his eyes full of her. “I don’t know. Pressed twenty pounds with your left leg?”
“Twenty-five,” she said, smiling. “But guess again.”
He wound a length of her hair around his fingers, dying to undress and wrap himself in its soft length. “I don’t do guessing games,” he said. “Just tell.”
“I had a follow-up appointment with Dr. Jinani. And while I was in Philly, I went to see Omar.”
“Why?” It took a moment to sink in. “Wait. You didn’t.”
“I did.”
“You got a tattoo?”
She nodded, biting her lower lip, nose wrinkled.
“What did you get? Show me.”
“Come inside.”
He set his backpack down in the front hall and followed her into her bedroom. The door clicked shut. “Now go find it,” she said.
He brought her over to the bed, into the light of the table lamp, where she put down her crutches and stood still for him. He searched her arms, her shoulders, lifted up her hair and peered at her neck. Finding nothing, he crouched down and inspected each leg. His fingers reverently touched the starburst pucker on the inside of her thigh and the long, raised zippers of flesh on either side of her shin. Still nothing.
He stood up and slid her little sundress over her head. It wasn’t on her back, nor her stomach, nor under her bra. He got distracted there a few minutes, running his tongue in circles around her breasts, breathing in the sugary scent of her skin.
“Keep looking,” she murmured.
He knelt down once more, his fingers poised around the waistband of her underwear.
“You’re getting warmer.”
He eased them down and saw a splash of color by the jut of her hip bone.
“Oh, Dais,” he whispered.
“Do you like it?” she asked, her hand in his hair.
Inked into her a skin were stylized red letters spelling out Svensk Fisk, but in such a way they cleverly formed the shape of a fish. The little loop of the E made the eye, and the top of the first K was the dorsal fin. The legs of the final K were elongated and curved, creating the tail.
“It’s amazing,” he whispered. “Did it hurt?”
She gave a dismissive snort. “Ruptured femoral artery. Compartment syndrome release with open fasciotomy. A tattoo is nothing. Omar cried the whole time, though.”
On his knees before her, Erik put his fingertips to the little red fish, then his lips to it.
“I thought hard about where to put it,” she said. “Somewhere only you could see.”
He gazed at it up close, far away. He laid his head against her stomach and viewed it sideways. He traced the letters with his fingernail as his heart swelled and grew in his chest, a seed blossoming and blooming until he was a wide-open flower in the sunshine of her love. He laid the inside of his wrist against her hip, his daisy pressed to her fish.
“Nobody loves me like you,” he said.
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