“I don’t know. Maybe that was part of it. That we were all in these messed-up families? I just don’t know.”
“So why give us back now?” she asked. “Why is it over?”
“Because we were an experiment like in the book?” he said. “Test subjects? And all experiments have to come to an end, so there can be conclusions to draw.”
“What’s the conclusion?” She started the car. “What did they prove?”
“That’s what we’re trying to find out, Scar.”
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“You’re the only one who calls me that.”
Then more drops landed and burst on the windshield.
Then slicing rain kicked in, tiny knives attacking the car.
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And in her mind’s eye she saw them together.
Running.
Panting.
Warm.
Wet.
Lucas
Waiting out the downpour, he showed her some of the pictures he’d taken—of Opus 6, of Miranda and Ryan, of nothing at all.
“Wait.” She reached out for the camera, stared at the display. “I remember your brother, I think. From when we were little. I think he was with me when I chipped a tooth once.”
“Yeah? Was I there, too?”
“I don’t remember. And that’s his girlfriend?”
Lucas nodded. Then he leaned back as far as he could toward his door and snapped a photo of Scarlett: her face pale and angular, the raindrops streaking the windows and blurring the world behind her into a fuzzy kaleidoscope of grays and red and blue. The brown of her eyes like wet dirt in spring, almost black.
“Can I see?” she said.
He leaned toward her, their shoulders touching over the console.
“I like it,” she said. “So do you think you used to do this? Take pictures? That that’s what the tattoo has to do with?”
He lifted the camera, looked through the finder. “I held it like this in the store and the salesperson noticed it and said only people who are like real photographers do that?” He lowered the camera. “So maybe.”
Then he said, “It just feels easy. It feels comfortable. To hold the camera.”
Same way it had to hold the gun.
He had to tell her.
Had to trust her.
Had to trust her to trust him.
He said, “I know how to load a gun.”
“What?” she said. “How did you even figure that out?”
“My father has—had—one and when Ryan showed it to me, I just . . .”
CLICK HISS UP AND
CALM.
“I just picked it up and loaded it. Without even thinking about it.”
She turned away from him and stared at or out the windshield, where rivers and streams were cutting their way down. He thought he saw her hand move to the door handle, thought that maybe if it weren’t pouring she might open the door and run.
“Why would I know how to do that?” he asked, trying to lure her back, trying to make her his ally in this.
“I don’t know,” she said, and it got quiet.
He hadn’t actually realized how loud the rain had been until it stopped.
“Do you think we were trying to escape?” she asked. “Plotting it?”
“It seems like with the penny, and my tattoo, it’s like we knew what was happening, like we knew we were forgetting or were going to forget?”
CAROUSEL.
HORSE.
CLICK. HISS.
SHUTTER. TRIGGER. KISS.
He said, “Maybe we were trying to find ways to remember.”
She took the penny in her hands again, and the sun ripped a seam through the clouds. She started the car.
AVERY
“Any problems at school?” Chambers sounded bored, like this was some run-of-the-mill traffic stop. “Anyone who might be messing with you?”
He and her father were looking at her.
“Me?” Avery was surprised to have the conversation turn to her so quickly. She thought she and Emma and Sam had mostly been kidding around.
“Yes, we know kids can be particularly, well, cruel,” Chambers said. “I wonder if there’s someone with some grudge against you.”
“I’m like one of the most popular people in school,” Avery said.
“I’m serious,” Chambers said.
“So am I.” Avery pushed her shoulders back. “Everybody loves me.”
“Don’t take this the wrong way—but you’re smart, pretty, you have a boyfriend, this house. Seriously, look at you.”
She was fully dressed for the wedding now. Makeup. Hair blown out. Nails done. Heels. A tight purple dress that she wished Lucas could see her in.
“No way everyone loves you.”
“So you’ll go to the school?” her father asked. “Investigate?”
“No,” Chambers said. “We don’t have time for that. You’re going to assume it’s a prank, because it is, and you’re going to ignore it. When we wrap this whole thing up, whoever it is will stop.”
“That’s it?” Avery protested.
“That’s it.”
“But—”
Chambers stopped her with a hand held in front of her. “Do you want me to focus on finding Max or focus on finding some girl with a beef with you who’s laughing about this with her friends?”
“Max,” Avery said. “Of course.”