It’s a long, complicated story—as crazy family stories can be—but it boils down to this:
We had some neighbors that were all messed up, but my mom used to talk to the lady all the time. Her husband would always try to holler at my mom. One day, my mom got tired of the man and told him, “You leave me alone. Leave my kids alone.” And they ended up getting in some kind of fight. Now mind you, this is after her accident, and she was mentally sick, of course.
When I got home from school, there was police everywhere. My mom was in the police car. The social worker was packing up my sisters’ and brothers’ clothes in trash bags. She told me to get a trash bag and put my clothes in the bag, ’cause my mom was not coming back home. That we gonna be placed in a foster home.
Tiffany: “Why are you all taking my mom away?”
Social Worker: “She got in a fight with the man, and she hit him with a two-by-four, and she accidentally hit his baby.”
The baby was fine, but it caused all of this ruckus. The police showed up, and after talking to her, the police ended up taking her to the hospital, and diagnosing her. They gave her a 5150, so she had to be there for a seventy-two-hour hold. Then the doctors decided she’s schizophrenic. They diagnosed her with that. She ended up being hospitalized for a year.
StepFather was there, though. He showed up when I did.
Social Worker: “If he wants to take you guys, he could take you guys. At least take his biological children, and then I don’t have to place them.”
StepFather: “Oh no, you take ’em. I don’t have nowhere for ’em. You take ’em all.”
So my mom went into a state mental facility for a year, and all my sisters and brothers went into foster care.
We didn’t get to see my mom when she was in there. I remember we went to court one time and she was at court, and it didn’t go well.
Judge: “You have to take your medications, you have to take a parenting class. You have to do all of that, it’s the law.”
Mom: “I don’t need to do none of that by the law of God. Them is my kids, and y’all gonna give me my kids back.”
She did not do any of those things, and so she did not get us back.
My grandma ended up taking the parenting class and doing what she had to do to get us. They wouldn’t let her have us at first. I guess they felt like ’cause my grandma was there during that time that we were in danger, and she allowed us to be in danger, they didn’t let us go to her right away. But, eventually, she got us.
But not before I had to spend almost two years in foster care.
I was in group homes for a while. Man, I hate thinking about that. It was more like a prison. I was only there for a while, but man, it was scary. That’s when I started using my comedy skills, though.
My comedy came in real handy, because them bitches was out to beat my ass. We was in a dorm, like a big room and there’s bunk beds everywhere. That’s why I don’t like bunk beds to this day. We was in there and these older girls was like:
Bully Girl: “Yeah you going to cry tonight, bitch, you’re going to get your ass beat.”
You ever seen Saved by the Bell? There’s this episode where Screech puts his hand over his face, then he sticks his other arm through the crook of his elbow and punches with one arm while the other arm protects his face, but he looks all funky. So I started doing that, and they didn’t know how to handle that.
Bully Girl: “Oh, this bitch is stupid. Is you stupid?”
So I started cracking jokes, and I’d bark like a dog. They started laughing, and then they started making fun of my hair.
Bully Girl: “You funny-looking, do anybody ever do your hair?”
Tiffany: “No, I got Raggedy Ann hair. This hair, you can’t comb it. It breaks combs.”
I thought that if I made these girls laugh, they wouldn’t beat me up. They’d let me be the goofy one in the crew or something. But that didn’t really work.
Bully Girl: “Yeah, they’re about to lock these doors. When they lock these doors, that’s it. You trapped in here with us.”
Tiffany: “Oh yeah, we’re going to be trapped? It’s going to be like we in an Indiana Jones movie.”
Bully Girl: “Ahhh bitch, we is still going to beat your ass . . . but you funny.”
My social worker came and got me after two days and took me to a home. It was off of Normandy and 128th, which is the hood. This lady was so ghetto, but her house was so dope.
The first day I got there, she and my social worker were smoking weed and talking about me. They were sitting there, having a powwow in the living room, talking about me, getting high.
Foster Mom: “Well, is she fucking? Is she having sex? That’s what I need to know.”
Social Worker: “Well, she’s thirteen.”
Foster Mom: “That don’t mean shit. Is she fucking? That’s what I want to know.”
Social Worker: “I don’t think she’s fucking. I’m pretty sure she’s not fucking.”
Foster Mom: “Hm, hm, you’d be surprised, these little kids be out here fucking. ’Cause you know the last one you had up in here, she was eleven years old, and I had to get her a whole box of condoms.”
I was standing there, right in front of them, and they just talking all this shit. Then she decided to take me, and that was that.
She had her dad living with her, and she told us to call him Foster Grandpa. And he didn’t have no teeth or nothing. He was kind of creepy, but he was nice. At least it seemed like it.
Foster Mom give me a tour of the house. “This is the bathroom you’re going to be cleaning. This is the kitchen you going to be cooking in, ’cause everybody here contributes. This ain’t no vacation spot. And here is the room you’re going to sleep in. You see this drawer right here? This top drawer? It’s full of condoms. Now, the Social Worker said you’re not out here having sex, but who knows? Who knows? You probably are having sex, you just ain’t telling nobody, right?”
And I’m just looking at her like completely confused. Of course I wasn’t having sex!
This was when that movie Crooklyn came out, by Spike Lee. Foster Mom took me to see it, along with two other foster kids she was taking care of at the time. We went to that drive-in theater that was off of Centinela. We went to the drive-in movie theater, and the two little foster boys were in the backseat. They were giggling and trying to touch me. They was nasty little boys and I was pushing them off me. They were like eight and seven, right? The movie started and she went:
Foster Mom: “I know you’re going to cry at some point, don’t cry in my car.”
Tiffany: “I ain’t gonna cry.”
She started blazing weed. Remember, this is in a car, and she had the windows up, so she was straight hot boxing us in there. There was a man in the front seat with her, I can’t remember who it was, some boyfriend of hers.
Foster Mom: “This is going to help you all to relax.”
Boyfriend: “You know you crazy, right girl? You know?”