My eyes widen at the lengthening line of courtesans before me. Fewer courtesans are in line than remain kneeling, but there are more than I had expected. One by one, those who wish to challenge me come forward and hand me their declarations. I open them and read their names. Ameya. Cala. Shanti. Manju.
After a dozen women, I cannot bear to keep count any longer, and I leave their envelopes unopened in my lap.
A tall, curvy young woman stops in front of me and rests a hand on her hip. “You don’t look sick.”
“I’m not.”
We study each other. She is about my age and as pretty as a dandelion. “I heard you went to the infirmary after sparring with the kindred.”
“I doubt I’m the first.”
The young woman’s gaze skips from me to Natesa and back again. “Are you contagious?”
My fingers curl over the armrests of my throne. “If you’re afraid of getting too close to me, you can step out of line.”
“That won’t be necessary.” She flings her declaration into my lap and struts away.
I open her envelope. Fareeshah. I have a feeling that I will need to remember her. Cupping my hands together, I straighten, forcing confidence into my posture.
Before long, Anjali prances to the front of the line, kisses her declaration, and tosses it at me. The envelope hits my leg and tumbles near my feet. Anjali sashays away, and Tarek chuckles.
A servant refills the rajah’s flask. The rajah tilts up Natesa’s chin and pours spirits down her throat. The back of my mouth scalds with anger. These women are willing to risk their lives to wed Tarek, and he will not sit through their ceremony without a drink in his hand and a woman in his lap.
I push to my feet and curl up my hands. The pile of white envelopes in my lap falls, scattering down the steps. Everyone goes silent, and Lakia sits higher in her throne.
Tarek sends me a glazed smile. “Has something upset you, love?”
I uncurl my hands. “I—I didn’t realize I would have so many challengers.”
“What does she have to complain about?” one courtesan in line mutters. “We’re on our feet, and she sits in a throne.”
Eshana shushes them, and the entire line of challengers scowls back at her.
Tarek considers the pile of declarations and frowns. “Yes, there are more challengers than I allotted for.”
He must realize that it is ludicrous for so many to fight to the death. I motion at the envelopes. “Do I have to duel them all?”
“That’s how the gods organized the tournament,” Tarek says, but his focus turns inward, and he swirls the tail of Natesa’s braid in his fingers.
His chin snaps up decisively. “The viraji has received more contenders than any other champion. It would be unjust for her to compete more than the others, and I believe the gods would frown upon an excessive trial of her worthiness.” He narrows his gaze at his women of court. “As it is my duty to bestow the mercy of the gods on my people, the viraji’s challengers will draw opponents by lots and battle against each other in pairs. The winner of each battle will then draw lots with the other winners. This will continue on until only three challengers remain. The viraji will then confront the top three courtesans in a final match.”
Murmurs break out across the hall. I sit again, my joints loosening with shock. Tarek has altered the tournament bylaws. Instead of dueling each opponent, I will have to win one battle against three contenders. Part of me wants to refuse his help—the rajah is setting me even further apart from his court—but I hold my tongue.
“But, Tarek,” Lakia says, “the viraji must fight each of her challengers. It is tradition.”
Silence seizes the women, and Natesa turns rigid in Tarek’s lap.
His tone chills. “Can I not change the rules? Am I not the rajah?”
“Forgive me, husband.” Lakia lowers her gaze, her lashes brushing her reddened cheeks.
The rajah shifts his stare to me and then down to the necklace constricting my throat. “The gods chose Kalinda to be my champion. I will provide her with every advantage she needs to secure her throne.”
A storm of nausea roils inside me. I peek down at the necklace, grimacing slightly. Does Tarek see me or Yasmin?
“The day after tomorrow, contenders will demonstrate a weaponry skill before an audience of benefactors and peers. Contenders, I expect a magnificent show of prowess. Intimidate your competitors, and astonish your spectators.”
A show of prowess. What in the gods’ names will I do? Resentment hammers through me. I am to fight for my life. Performing for others is the least of my concern.
“If anyone else would still like to cast a challenge, do so now.” Tarek waits, his fingers gliding up and down Natesa’s thigh. No more contenders step forward. Those who were still in line return to their seats, put off by Tarek’s alteration of the rules. He grins at his courtesans, ignorant of their cold expressions and shuttered stares. “This concludes our ceremony,” he says.
There is a beat of silence, and then we all exhale at once. My shoulders drop; I had been holding them near my ears. The base of my skull aches with a tension that runs up behind my eyes.
Some women leave, and others dally, chatting in divided groups, the ranis on one side of the hall and the courtesans on the other. A servant collects the envelopes at the base of my throne, stacking them in a basket. I count twenty-six in total. I am set to fight only three, yet the fate of each challenger piles heavily upon my heart.
Tarek presses his lips to Natesa’s ear, and her head lolls back against him, her eyes dull with drunkenness. While Tarek is preoccupied, I step down from the dais and cross the hall, ignoring the whispers in my wake. I meet up with my guards outside the throne room and release another pent-up breath.
“Are you all right?” Deven asks.
“Get me to my chamber.”
Outside my room, Deven relieves Manas for the night and stands guard with Yatin. I shut the door and try to remove Tarek’s necklace, but my fingers fumble on the latch. Asha is not here; she must think that I am still at the ceremony. I try again to remove the necklace, but the fastener is stuck. I claw at the clasp, scraping my skin. Tarek’s hands feel locked around my throat. I throw open the door.
“Deven, this necklace. I cannot—”
He comes in and stands behind me. “You’ve tangled it.” He sweeps my hair aside, and his warm breath slides across my bare neck. I still, remembering long days of riding in the saddle with his body pressed against mine. He frees my hair from the clasp and undoes the fastener. The necklace falls into my waiting hands.
I fling the jewelry onto my bed and rub my hot throat. “Thank you.”
He speaks softly from behind me. “You did well tonight. No one doubts you have the soul of a rani.”
No one except me. I face him, and his gaze touches every part of me at once. “Do you think I can win?”