The Girl Who Dared to Endure (The Girl Who Dared #6)

Maybe it was wrong of me, but I needed a moment to center myself, and washing dishes had always been slightly meditative for me. Luckily, it was also the most hated chore in the house, which meant I had more than enough to eat up some of my time, because no one had cleaned up the pots and pans from Quess’s breakfast. While I wiped and scrubbed the kitchenware, I took a moment to dissect my earlier emotions—my concern for Eric, my anger at Leo, the horrific glimpse into Liam’s life, and my worry that the group was going to abandon me.

The last one had been rectified, at least temporarily, but the rest of it was still weighing on me. I knew I had to pull Leo aside to address his behavior, and I wasn’t particularly looking forward to that, but it needed to be done. I couldn’t afford for him to go all renegade if we were going to actually make progress. And while I couldn’t do anything about how Liam was raised, I could let everyone else know about it, so that we all treated him as gently as possible. It wasn’t much, but maybe it would go farther than we thought. As for Eric… Well, I could distract myself for a few more precious moments and check on him on the way to the war room. Zoe was probably in there already, but it couldn’t hurt to look in.

I did the dishes at a moderate rate, taking care to rinse them thoroughly before setting them on the drying rack and turning on the sterilizing light overhead. Then I dried my hands on a nearby microfiber cloth and made my way back toward the war room.

I stopped just outside of Eric and Zoe’s room and hit the door button. It slid open, and my mouth dropped as I saw Eric slowly working himself up off the bed and into an upright position, one arm braced on the mattress, the other covering the hole in his chest. I hadn’t expected him to be awake yet—none of us had—and I was pretty sure he wasn’t supposed to be trying to get up and walk around so soon.

I moved to him quickly, scanning the room for Zoe. To my surprise, she wasn’t there, which explained why Eric was probably trying to get up. “Sit down,” I told him, resting a hand on his shoulder. “You shouldn’t be up.”

His eyes jerked toward me, and then squinted. “Liana? Where are my glasses? Where’s Zoe? Baldy!” He heaved himself off the bed toward me, staggering forward until his hand grabbed my shoulder and started squeezing almost painfully. “He had a weapon I’d never seen before! Did he hurt her? Where is he?”

He shook me a little bit at the last question, and it was all I could do to keep from staggering. I loved my friend, but he was a big man who didn’t understand how much strength he actually had in those large arms. “Whoa, calm down,” I said, reaching up to wrap my hands around his forearms. “Zoe is fine and Baldy is dead. Will you please sit down before you take us both to the floor? You can barely stand on your own two feet.”

“I don’t care,” he replied belligerently. “I want my glasses—I have to see her. I have to make sure she’s okay!”

“Eric!” I practically shouted. “Why would I lie to you about Zoe’s condition? She’s fine. If you sit down, I will go get her for you. Stop being a thick-headed idiot and sit before you fall!”

He blinked owlishly at me, and then relaxed his grip some. “She’s okay?”

“I swear to you,” I said, meeting his confused eyes with calm confidence, letting him know that I was speaking the truth.

“Huh.” He shook his head and then took a few shaky steps back toward the bed, his knees wobbling. I quickly followed, gripping him under the elbow so I could help him if he lost his balance. He shot me a grateful look, and then ran a hand over his face. “What happened? I don’t remember much, just this guy coming in. Maddox said it was Leo, but the next thing I knew, he had scooped up that thing and was pointing it at us. Then…” He shook his head, his hand rubbing the skin just under his pec.

I slipped my hand into his own, sensing that he needed some comfort. “You were shot,” I said, not wanting to hide the truth from him. “With a gun. It’s a pre-End weapon that Leo and I uncovered in Lionel’s office, and used when we broke into Sadie’s quarters. Leo left his on the table when we…” I trailed off and realized the story was getting too complicated. “I’m so sorry, Eric. Leo was supposed to be able to control Baldy, but apparently he couldn’t.”

“Shot?” His face screwed up into a confused look. “A gun?” He rubbed his chest, a pained grimace twisting his lips. “Whatever it was, it sucked. How bad was it?”

I hesitated, uncertain of how to tell my friend that he had died. That Quess and the others had almost given up on him. That Zoe had almost lost him. I swallowed hard and then looked around the room, searching for some way to change the conversation, and spotted Eric’s spectacles sitting on a little vanity.

“Hold on,” I said, and went over to retrieve them for him. On the way, I decided to add a mental Cornelius, please tell Zoe to come to Eric’s room.

Yes, Champion, he replied in my ear, the vibrations making my neck twitch slightly. I reached out and grabbed the glasses, then swung around and headed back over. Eric watched me, his face wearing a contemplative look that told me he’d realized I was trying to avoid the topic.

“Are you in pain?” I asked as I held the glasses out to him. “You really should be lying down. You lost a lot of blood.”

He accepted the glasses, breaking eye contact with me for long enough to put them on. But the gaze returned when he was done, heavy and filled with perception. “It was bad, wasn’t it?” he said.

I pursed my lips together and sighed. “Yes, it was, but you’re okay now. You just need to rest and eat some food. A lot has happened since last night, but Zoe will be here any—”

I cut off when I heard the sound of heavy boots thundering down the hallway. My eyes widened, and I wisely took a few steps to the side just as the boots came to a sudden, staggering stop outside the door. A second later the door slid open, revealing my best friend, her eyes wide and filled with hope.

I went still, not wanting to ruin the reunion. If I could’ve, I would’ve slipped out the door, but Zoe was frozen in front of it, both hands gripping the doorframe.

“Eric?” she asked, as if she hadn’t believed he would actually come back to her.

“Hey, gorgeous. Check it out, new scar.” He smiled tremulously and then waggled his eyebrows. “Think it’ll help me with the ladies?”

Zoe choked back a laugh as she entered the room. “You’ve been spending way too much time with Quess.”

“Probably,” he agreed cheerfully. “But are you going to stand there talking about another man, or are you going to come over here and give me a hug?”

Zoe’s response was to cross the room to him and practically throw herself into his lap, her arms twining around his neck, her face buried in the crook. “I was so scared,” she admitted tearfully. “Don’t you ever come that close to dying again!”

I slowly started easing toward the door. The conversation, the moment, was theirs, and I felt like an intruder. I was happy for my friends—not just because Eric was up and Zoe was relieved, but also because they were so deeply in love—but seeing it only reminded me of my own complicated love life. It stung, much more than I cared to admit, and I didn’t want my pain spoiling the moment for them. It was better to just leave.

“I promise,” Eric said with a chuckle, nuzzling the top of her head and folding his arms around her. “Now, I love you, but can you get off me? My stomach feels like I got run over by every cow in the Menagerie.”

Only a few steps to the door. I tried not to move too quickly.

“Oh. Oh!” Zoe quickly got off him, her face flushing. “Baby, I’m so sorry. Can I help you with anything? Do you need anything? And lie down, before you fall down!”

The last bit came out with a bite sharp enough that it wouldn’t be disobeyed, but that only amused Eric further—though he slowly lay down, drawing the blanket over him.

His eyes darted over to me just as I was silently ordering Cornelius to open the door. “Bye, Liana,” he called, smirking knowingly.

My cheeks burned with embarrassment as Zoe turned around and looked at me as if she was seeing me for the first time. If she noticed my embarrassment at being witness to their reunion, she paid it no mind.

“Liana! Good, you’re here. Can you get Quess for me, please? I want him to check Eric out again.”