I lift my head and blink rapidly, and the world reluctantly takes shape. I’m still in the alomb. Only seconds have passed, it seems, but much has changed. The sky is clear and blue, except for the tattered remnants of clouds drifting northward. The Eye of Jaal lies in two pieces, cracked straight down the center, the fiery tunnel to Ambadya vanished. All around me, massive cracks splinter the stone and the massive columns, as if a god has struck the alomb with a celestial hammer. The sight chills me; I realize that I caused it, that the magic I drew upon to trap Nardukha is greater and more dangerous than I know.
“He’s gone.” I ache to my core, my limbs leaden with fatigue. “Held prisoner by time. He only exists in a single moment, and he can never touch us again.”
Aladdin blinks, then asks, “Will he come back?”
“No.” He couldn’t even see the threads that ensnared him. What must it be like to be imprisoned in a moment, to not even see the walls that trap you?
“And the jinn?”
I cross to the doorway and run my hands down its sides, then step through experimentally. Nothing happens. Walking to the edge of the alomb, I look down on Parthenia. Smoke rises from the city, but no jinn soar above it.
“They must have fled back to Ambadya. They felt the loss of their king and panicked. For ten thousand and one years the Shaitan has been the only force that joined them together. They will fracture into their ancient tribes, and they will not return for a long, long time.”
“How do you know?”
Grimly, I turn and meet his gaze. “Because they know that I am here, and they know I defeated their king.”
“So it’s over.”
I nod, a bit stunned. The world has taken on a dreamlike softness, not quite real.
“Zahra . . . what happened to you? I saw you go through the doorway, and I thought . . . I thought you were gone. Where’s the lamp?”
I tell him about the jeweled garden, and the vision of you I saw. But when I reach the point where I fell through time and stars, my words fail me, and tears spring to my eyes. The beauty and purity of those moments still overwhelms me, and I wonder if I will ever truly understand all that I saw.
“I came back,” I conclude. “And for the first time, my magic was my own. I’ll never spend another moment in that horrible lamp.”
“I still can’t believe it’s really you,” he murmurs, running his fingers down my cheek. “This face . . . it’s yours, isn’t it?”
“The one I was born with,” I admit, heat rising under my skin as I feel a surge of shyness. I look down at my hands. “Do you . . . like it?”
“Zahra.”
I can’t help but lift my gaze at the warmth in his tone. His eyes are shining, his lips slanted in a small smile.
“You’re beautiful,” he says. “I mean, you were beautiful before, of course, but knowing that this is the real you . . . I didn’t think I could love you more, but I do.”
I grin. “You’re just glad I didn’t turn out to be an old hag after all.”
He laughs. “There is that,” he admits.
“We should return to the city,” I sigh, thinking of the fight at the palace. “Caspida needs our help.”
“Can’t you just magic us there?” He waves his fingers as if casting a spell, and I laugh a little and nod.
Such a small thing, moving us from here to there, but less than an hour ago it would have been impossible without a wish. I draw in a long breath, reaching for my magic.
But nothing happens.
No tingle. No rush of magic.
Because there is no magic. Or if there is, I cannot find it. Panicking, I reach deeper, shutting my eyes, trying to probe with my sixth sense—only to find that it, too, is cut off.
With a gasp, I open my eyes and lean against the doorway, staring without seeing.
“Zahra, what’s wrong?”
“It’s gone,” I gasp.
“What is?” He looks me up and down. “Are you hurt?”
“I . . .” Thinking back to the moment when I trapped Nardukha, I remember the snap I felt deep, deep within. “I stretched too far,” I whisper. “I have heard of this happening before, when a jinni goes too deep, attempts magic too big. Something breaks.”
He looks alarmed. “But . . . you’ll get better?”
I keep reaching inward, trying everything I can, but already I know the truth. I’m still jinn, but manipulating time drained every drop of magic in me. Even my shapeshifting is gone, I realize with a sinking spirit. What am I now? Less than jinn, more than human. Still a creature of smoke and fire, but that fire is smaller now. Without magic to sustain me, I’m practically mortal. In Ambadya, I would be an outcast, ridiculed and despised, turned into a worthless slave. But here in the human world, I’m almost . . . normal.
“Zahra . . .”
“No, it’s all right.” I manage a smile and grasp his hand. “I’m here, I’m alive. I’m free.” If losing my magic is the price for saving Aladdin, then I would lose it a thousand and one times.
I rise onto my toes and kiss him, and he responds at once, pulling me closer, his hands pressing against my back. Around us, ashes flutter like rose petals, covering the ground and our hair. I barely notice. Never has he felt so real, so warm, so possible. The emptiness inside me, where magic once welled and sparked, now floods with all the hope I never dared to hope before. Always, I’ve held a part of me back, afraid to fully trust myself.
But now, for the first time, I do.