The Edge of Everything (Untitled #1)

She picked up the piece of bark from the ledge above the Buddha and the cross.

“See this?” she said. “‘I will come back.’ I carved that for my dad. I wanted him to know we’re not gonna just leave him here.”

X was startled by the words.

“What do you mean?” he said. “What do you mean you’re ‘not gonna just leave him here’?”

“We’re gonna come back and get him,” said Zoe.

He saw the seriousness in her eyes. No one could ever stop Zoe. This time, he thought it not with a pang of fondness, but of dread.

“I’m sorry I’m babbling, but I’m babbling because you aren’t talking,” she said. “Why aren’t you talking? You must have a million things to say.”

“I do,” said X miserably. “And yet no way to say them.”

Zoe climbed down from the rocks. She took off a glove. She laid her palm against the side of his face.

“Try,” she said. “Try just telling me one thing.”

X took her hand from his cheek. The softness of her hand—the kindness of the gesture—only hurt him.

“You cannot go into this cave,” he said.

“I’m not going to,” she said. “The police are.”

“They cannot go either,” he said, growing heated. “You must trust me. You must stop them. No one must enter this cave. Let them seal it forever.”

Zoe pulled away from him.

“Why?” she said.

His mind spun in search of an answer.

“Why should I stop them?” she said.

“Because I am asking you to, Zoe,” he said. “Because I am begging you to. Because everything depends upon it.” He was going too far. He was saying too much. “Because I will destroy the cave with my own hands before I let anyone venture into it.”

Zoe recoiled from him.

“What is wrong with you?” she said. “Why should I stop them? I’m going to keep asking until you answer me. And you know me—I can go all night.”

This time, he interrupted her before she could get the question out.

“Nothing but the most desperate pain can be found in that cave,” he said. “You might recover from it, but I am not so strong as you, Zoe. I could not bear to watch rags made of your heart.”

His tenderness had no effect.

“You’re not answering me,” Zoe said angrily. “Why should I leave my father’s body in a hole? He would never have left me. Why shouldn’t we go into the cave? Tell. Me. Why.”

X felt the answer fly up his throat, like a sickness.

“Because your father is not there,” he said. “And because you are wrong—he did leave you. He left all of you.”

Zoe staggered back a step, her face suddenly unrecognizable.

“What are you talking about?” she said.

He stepped toward her. She drew back, as if in fear.

“What are you talking about?”

“The lords gave me one last commission—one last soul I must take if I am to be free,” he said.

“I know,” she said. “Banger told me.”

“The soul they sent me for, Zoe—it was your father,” said X. “He is alive. I have seen him.”

The color was gone from Zoe’s face now. He reached for her again. She wouldn’t let him touch her.

“You’ve—you’ve seen my father?”

“In Canada,” he said. “On a barren coast. Not so many hours ago.”

Zoe shook her head.

“It couldn’t have been my father,” she said. “Tell me how you knew. Tell me exactly what he said.”

“We spoke but little,” said X. “He gave off a strong scent of fish. He begged my pardon for it—he said he had been fishing through the ice.”

Zoe’s eyes suddenly flared with hope.

“My father didn’t fish,” she said. “He didn’t know how. If he knew how, I would know how. He would have taught me.”

“It may be that he has learned,” X said gently. “This is a man who fled his life—who shed even his name. I suspect he lives on the margins and in the shadows now. He calls himself Leo Wrigley.”

This last detail seemed to wound Zoe more than anything that had come before.

“We used to have a cat named Wrigley,” she said, her voice breaking. “And Leo is—it’s Jonah’s middle name.” She was quiet a moment. “What else did he say? This is insane.”

X searched his mind. He had spent so few moments with the man—and he had been in such a tortured state.

“He praised the rock we were sheltered under,” he said. “He said it was sandstone, and remarked on how ‘freakin’ awesome’ it was. I grieve to tell you, Zoe. But it was your father.”

Zoe burst into sobs.

He reached out to her again, and yet again she shrank away. Not being able to touch her was excruciating. X clenched his hands so tightly that his nails drew blood.

“Did you—did you take him?” said Zoe. “Did you take my father to the Lowlands?”

“No, Zoe,” said X. “How could I? He sits on that beach still, for all I know.”

“What did my father do?” she said. “What were his crimes?”

“Do not ask me,” said X. “Spare yourself something.”

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