As the first light of dawn winked into existence, Cvareh realized he hadn’t slept a wink in what amounted to nearly a full day. Even as a Dragon, he was beginning to tap into his magic to find energy. And another day at the Court awaited him, a day that was sure to be awash in blood. The only relief he found was in the thought that the Court would not possibly sustain a full three days, as was the average. After all that had happened, he’d be surprised if it ran a full two.
He dragged his feet toward his room. Even if there wasn’t time to sleep, there would be time to wash and dress in something clean. Cvareh never underestimated the power of a pair of well-stitched trousers or a fashionable vest. He would feel far more like himself if he wasn’t coated in the blood of his sibling.
His room was intentionally far from Petra’s. They could reach different sections of the manor faster and could easily meet in the middle in instances of emergency. As such, it also meant that most of the aesthetic had been catered to his tastes. Thousands of gemstones were inlaid in a dark ceiling, shining like the light from Lord Agendi’s flowers. How he had loved them and their magic, only to have his sentiment surrounding them forever clouded by the events of the past day.
There was irony in nearly everything that encompassed him. The woman who was sharp as a dagger and more abrasive than pumice was his lady of flowers. She smelled potently of honeysuckle, a scent he had delighted in long before they met. Her skin was the color of Lord Xin’s veil, her hair the shade of Lord Agendi’s path. She had been the first woman to so consume him that he had taken her before his patron to mate.
And yet, it had been those same well-loved flowers that had changed her life as well. Had the Dragon who betrayed her never brought them to the rebellion, she may have never found the solution to the Philosopher’s Box. Her lover may well still be alive, or maybe they would have perished together.
Cvareh certainly would’ve never met her, and that would have spared them much confusion at the very least.
Yes, it all seemed to come down to that Dragon’s singular act, a man she had named as Rafansi. Cvareh knew he should loathe him in a stand of solidarity with Arianna. But, guiltily, he appreciated the man’s dark hand in her life. For it had so clearly driven Cvareh and his Fenthri lover together.
He ran his hands through his clothes, trying to carefully select his ensemble for Court. He did not want to run the risk of re-wearing anything too similar, resulting in a fashion crime he would hear about for years to come. It was a therapeutic process that freed his mind, allowing it to wander.
Arianna had claimed this “Rafansi” was a Xin. Perhaps a nameless from below? Cvareh mused. He had neglected to ask Arianna how she’d known his House—if it had been the man’s skin shade or if he’d had a tattoo on his cheek. The Dragon could’ve been someone loyal to Rok originally.
Now, that would make more sense. By the time Petra had even heard of the rebellion from Finnyr, the Dono had already begun putting an end to it. The traitor must surely be Rok, or someone with ties into that House.
Cvareh crossed into the bathing room attached to his dressing area. The water was hot on his skin and the steam cleared his head. He perfumed it with rose and hickory, trying to overwhelm his senses with heat and scents so foreign that they would inspire no further thoughts on anything. But it was a futile effort.
Arianna was certain that the man who had betrayed her had been Xin, not Rok. The woman wouldn’t have said anything if she was unsure, and she knew enough about Dragon culture now to be confident in such a claim. He didn’t think the Dragon she had dealt with was marked, not after Arianna’s surprised and curious reactions to the House tattoos. Even if she didn’t know the meaning years ago, she did now.
He closed his eyes, sinking deeper into the smooth porcelain of the soaking tub.
Her eyes stared back at him. Tam purple amid a stormy sea of ashen skin. They looked through him, seeing right to his core, as though he was nothing more than a child’s riddle. But they hid her truths just as deftly.
Cvareh mapped the curves of her face. He tracked the soft line of her jaw, the surprisingly feminine arc of her cheek. Her hair, the color of pure snow. Had she ever worn it long? Had she always kept it cut just below her shoulder as it was? These were questions he may never know the answer to and the fact shouldn’t have stung him so.
Yes, he was enamored with her. Her differences. All her contrasting pieces that made up a whole that could be none other than Arianna. Even the pieces that weren’t hers: the eyes, the hands, the ears—
Cvareh’s eyes snapped open.
The hands. The ears. He repeated it again and again in his mind.
He stood from the tub, his heart racing. The ears she had possessed as long as he had known her. They were an older part, from when she had first become a Chimera—a Perfect Chimera—more than three years ago. She had never detailed how she had acquired them, and Cvareh had never asked. He’d assumed it to be some horrible harvesting ring that chained his people and turned them into meat factories. He hadn’t wanted to think on it.
But what if they were given willingly, by a Dragon who had been seeking to earn her trust? Cvareh remembered Arianna’s accusations when they first met. The fragile stitches he had ripped off the gaping wound within her heart at the fact that he carried her schematics.
He hadn’t really listened to what she had said then. He thought her anger had stemmed from the fact that they had been stolen, and her general distrust of Dragons. But no, the woman had mentioned he was merely trying again to earn her trust. To betray her again.
Cvareh barely had time to towel dry before he was moving out the door, still dripping from his hair, still naked.
If her ears were given to her by the Dragon who betrayed her, that meant he may have given her other things, like her stomach or blood. That meant he had been the Dragon she thought was Xin. Her betrayer, her organ provider—the man was from his House.
“No,” Cvareh breathed, and began to run.
Arianna had nearly attacked him when he delivered the hands. Hands that matched her ears nearly perfectly, when he actually stopped and considered it. Hands that smelled of cedar, a scent she had enough organs and perhaps blood to also possess, alongside the much more favored and potent sweetness of honeysuckle.
Finnyr smelled of cedar.
Finnyr, a man of House Xin who lived under the Rok’Oji—loyal to House Rok.
Rafansi, a failed creation of life that lived under the pity of Lord Rok. A name Yveun Dono would not doubt delight in using at every turn, at forcing upon a once-Xin’Oji.
He arrived at her door, panting. He wanted to find her in the room. He wanted to tell her that he had put together everything she had been telling him—and not telling him—all along. That he knew who had betrayed her and, even better, that she could be the one to give the man death.