“Because we need her.”
“More that you need her.” Cain crossed the hall with measured steps; his walk betrayed both his boldness and willingness to turn at dismissal. It was a delicate dance that only a Dragon could manage. But Cain had earned boldness around Cvareh. The two had grown up together nearly as brothers, and in the dark halls of the Xin Manor with no eyes upon them, Cvareh fashioned them closer to equals.
“Both are true,” he confessed.
“Why? What do we need with her?” Cain focused on the House first.
“She can make a Philosopher’s Box.” Confusion crossed his friend’s face, forcing Cvareh to elaborate. “A mechanism that will make perfect Chimera. It will give Loom the ability to stand against the Dono.”
“Do we want that?” Cain asked uncertainly.
“It will shift the tides for House Xin.”
“And then we will be faced with Fenthri who are emboldened against us.”
“We will let the Fenthri govern themselves. Petra has never wanted to be the Dono of Loom. In our great history, House Xin has never governed the world below. Our ends are entirely Nova. We don’t need to dirty ourselves with the rock—” Cvareh’s appeal to Cain’s distaste for Loom was cut short as Arianna let out a sharp gasp. He leaned against the door, listening carefully, holding his own breath while he waited to hear the continued sounds of her labors.
“Petra should be Dono of the world below and above.” Cain’s loyalty was unwavering.
“She will be the Dono of nothing if we do not gain an advantage over House Rok.” Cvareh had sat through too many discussions with his sister to entertain alternatives. They had turned over numbers, hypotheses, plots and plans every which way. Barring the Dono making some grave error—which Yveun was not known for—gaining strength from Loom was their only way to tip the scales and force House Tam’s hand.
“I trust you both.” Of that, Cvareh had no doubt. “But this does not sit easy with me.” Cain motioned toward the door. “You gave her your brother’s hands. Of all who would make that sacrifice for the House, she will have the magic of the direct blood of the Oji.”
“And it was the Oji’s choice.” Cvareh neglected to mention that she had already had the direct blood of the Oji from imbibing off him.
Cain sighed.
“I would think this would delight you, as it will mean you no longer need to waste your time illusioning her.”
“Am I pleased to be free of that burden? Yes.” Cain didn’t even bother denying it. “But that means she will walk freely among us. You have given her the ability to pass among our brothers and sisters, to mingle so long as the illusion can be maintained. I don’t trust her in my home.”
“Then trust in me, and the trust I place in her.”
Cain’s eyes, nearly a reflection of Cvareh’s own, studied him. He kept his height and didn’t waver. If he did, weakness would poison the waters of his authority. It was something Cvareh could not afford to have happen. Even though Cain was like a brother, the distance Cvareh held as Ryu needed to be maintained. Petra had worked too hard in crafting it; he could not let his sister down.
“The ends best be great, Cvareh.” The other man pushed off the wall he’d leaned against. “Because you are charting a dangerous course.” Cain rested a hand on Cvareh’s shoulder, a familial motion that showed his sincerity. “Keep both eyes open about this woman. She will gut you alive if it serves her.”
“No one knows this more than I.” He had seen Arianna’s ruthlessness first-hand on multiple occasions. “I’m the only one among us who truly sees her. I am the only one on Nova who knows anything about this woman.”
Cvareh looked to Cain with a silent challenge. Would the man think that the time he had spent with Arianna had given him more insight into the woman than he himself possessed? Cain narrowed his eyes slightly, but stepped away with a small bow of his head—deferring to Cvareh’s assessment.
Cain disappeared into the darkness, his figure fading in the diminishing light of the oil lanterns that lined the hall. As much as Cvareh wanted to defend Arianna further, he knew he couldn’t. Cain’s assessment was pointed, as an experienced tactician’s should be. But Cvareh still wondered how he’d gathered so much from the seemingly short and tumultuous relationship he’d had with Arianna.
An unusual emotion crept up on him, a jealousy of sorts for Cain’s unexpected awareness of Arianna—though it had been Cvareh’s decision for him to look after her in the first place. Cain was the only one Cvareh trusted to not be completely overrun by Arianna’s mannerisms, which seemed to hold true. Cvareh had thought he needed space from her to clear his head, but now regret for the decision to let anyone else stay at her side was sudden and swift.
The woman had been quiet for some time, but a sharp hiss of pain brought Cvareh’s attention back to the door. She continued on. His watch continued alongside her.
He sat, the back of his head resting against the barrier that kept him from her. He closed his eyes and listened to the sounds of her labor. Behind his eyelids, he remembered the first time he’d watched her hands work on the ship they rode to cross the inner sea between Ter.4 and Ter.5. They’d moved deftly, fixing engine problems with fearless precision.
Those hands would be gone, in their place something new. Cvareh had never thought about it quite under the same circumstances, but Fenthri had the capacity to change, to grow. Being a Chimera, adding new organs, they became something more. He had been born into his skin and he would keep it with him until the day he died.
But she was something more now than she was a mere few hours ago.
She was always something more.
His memories played like a soft lullaby in dark harmony with the sounds of her labors. Sounds that, for all their gruesome truths, told him she was still alive. A morbid peace took over him as he waited away the night.
Shifting stirred Cvareh from an unexpected sleep. He blinked his eyes open, wondering how and when he fell asleep. The echoes of Arianna’s labors played in his ears and Cvareh tried to make sense of when they’d quieted enough for him to slumber.