“What is it then?” Tyler asked.
Griffin figured it out too, as she got to her feet and stood beside me. She turned her head to the side, giving me a look that asked what it meant, and then looked back at the ground, a smile tugging at her lips. “He’s right. It’s a star chart.”
Tyler’s shoulders fell as his voice became distant. “A star chart? No. That doesn’t make sense. How can that help us find Kyra? What does it mean?”
Ben chimed in for the first time in what seemed like too long considering this was his daughter we were talking about. “I’m not sure what it means, but I think I’ve seen something like this before. It’s not just a star chart, it’s a reverse star chart.”
Griffin snapped a picture of the map using the disposable phone.
“There’s something else,” Tyler added, meeting my eyes, and I braced myself. “Kyra told me she heard me say something. In my sleep.”
“What was that?”
Tyler swallowed, his expression guilty. “The Returned must die.”
CHAPTER FOUR
ALERTNESS HIT ME LIKE A DOUBLE WHAMMY.
An intense, white-hot pain—a pickax trying to gore my insides apart.
Followed by the sudden-searing-terrifying awareness I had absolutely no clue where I was or how I’d gotten here.
I wasn’t sure which was worse, but at that moment my stomach convulsed in a way that forced me to swallow back a scream ripping at my throat. With stark clarity, it hit me:
Daybreak.
Somewhere, even though I couldn’t see it, even though I couldn’t see anything, the sun was rising.
Abruptly, my body curled up at the cramps that wracked me, trying to wrap around itself. But even before I’d moved an inch . . . a centimeter . . . the restraints stopped me. They were at my wrists and my ankles, even my neck and chest.
My pulse skyrocketed as a layer of cold sweat chilled my skin and the trembling set in, and somewhere inside my head the number fifteen repeated like some kind of misfire.
Fifteen, fifteen . . . fifteen . . .
I was desperate to open my eyes, but each eyelid weighed a million pounds, making the task monumental. Willing myself to focus on one thing at a time, I concentrated on my breathing, exhaling slowly, evenly, through my nose, until eventually the tremors began to subside. My thoughts were a sticky jumble. Disjointed and disconnected, clumping together and making them hard to sort.
Voices . . .
I remembered that much at least. Hearing voices somewhere . . . sometime before this. And now, here, I was sure I heard voices again.
No, wait . . . not voices. Voices and sound . . .
Familiar yet somehow not at the same time . . . like . . . what was that?
It was fuzzy and faraway.
I swallowed hard, thinking, concentrating. Concentrating.
My throat was raw, my tongue thick and dry.
The word seeped into my awareness like molasses, slow and gummy: music. The sound with the voices was music . . .
It was significant, that victory, as if I’d crossed some sort of invisible line that divided the imaginary from the real. Dreams from consciousness.
You are now entering life. Population: everyone but you.
It was like being reborn.
I focused on the music, something you’d hear in an elevator or a doctor’s office—a crooner from some bygone era. From even before my dad’s time, which was practically prehistoric.
There was a smell too. Definitely-certainly-absolutely nothing I’d ever smelled before. It went beyond musty and past decayed. I tried to put a name to it, but it wasn’t any one thing. It made me think of corroding metal and decomposing leather and rotting documents or papers all at once. Whatever it was, it was definitely old, ancient, and it singed my nose hairs all the way to my brain.
“She’s awake,” someone said. A girl.
An image flashed through my head, fleeting and incomplete, but it was her—the blonde from the diner bathroom. “Do I know you?” she’d asked. And now I wondered if she had, even though I most surely hadn’t known her.
“Watch.” The girl’s voice again, and I wondered what they were watching because I wasn’t giving them anything to look at. My eyes were sealed tight, and at this point, I was barely even breathing.
Then came a guy’s voice. “There it is! Go get Ed. Tell him the girl’s heart rate’s spiking. Ask if he wants us to shut her down again.”
Monitors. They must have me hooked up to some sort of monitors.
I wished I had control over my heart rate the way I did my breathing. Stupid heart!
Guess there was no point playing dead. Might as well get a look around.
This time when I tried to open my eyes, they felt less heavy, but still gooey, like someone had glued them shut. The effort was crazy, and it took me several tries before light clashed against my retinas, stinging them all the way to the core.