Barnaby—Dr. Joseph Barnaby, her mentor, the last friend she’d known—had prepared her for the first attempt. But even with all his foresight, planning, and deep-rooted paranoia, it was just dumb luck in the form of an extra cup of black coffee that had saved her life.
She hadn’t been sleeping well. She’d worked with Barnaby for six years at that point, and a little more than halfway through that time, he’d told her his suspicions. At first she hadn’t wanted to believe he could be right. They were only doing their job as directed, and doing it well. You can’t think of this as a long-term situation, he’d insisted, though he’d been in the same division for seventeen years. People like us, people who have to know things that no one wants us to know, eventually we become inconvenient. You don’t have to do anything wrong. You can be perfectly trustworthy. They’re the ones you can’t trust.
So much for working for the good guys.
His suspicions had become more specific, then shifted into planning, which had evolved into physical preparation. Barnaby had been a big believer in preparation, not that it had done him any good in the end.
The stress had begun to escalate in those last months as the date for the exodus approached, and, unsurprisingly, she’d had trouble sleeping. That particular April morning it had taken two cups of coffee rather than the usual one to get her brain going. Add that extra cup to the smaller-than-average bladder in her smaller-than-average body, and you ended up with a doctor running to the can, too rushed to even log out, rather than sitting at her desk. And that’s where she had been when the killing gas filtered through the vents into the lab. Barnaby had been exactly where he was supposed to be.
His screams had been his final gift to her, his last warning.
They both had been sure that when the blow came, it wouldn’t happen at the lab. Messy that way. Dead bodies usually raised a few eyebrows, and smart murderers tried to keep that kind of evidence as far removed from themselves as possible. They didn’t strike when the victim was in their own living room.
She should have known never to underestimate the arrogance of the people who wanted her dead. They didn’t worry about the law. They were too cozy with the people who made those laws. She also should have respected the power of pure stupidity to take a smart person completely by surprise.
The next three times had been more straightforward. Professional contractors, she assumed, given that they’d each worked alone. Only men so far, though a woman was always a possibility in the future. One man had tried to shoot her, one to stab her, and one to brain her with a crowbar. None of these tries had been effective because the violence had happened to pillows. And then her assailants had died.
The invisible but very caustic gas had silently flooded the small room—it took about two and a half seconds once the connection between the wires was broken. After that, the assassin was left with a life expectancy of approximately five seconds, depending on his height and weight. It would not have been a pleasant five seconds.
Her bathtub mixture was not the same thing they’d used for Barnaby, but it was close enough. It was the simplest way she knew to kill someone so swiftly and so painfully. And it was a renewable resource, unlike many of her weapons. All she needed was a good stock of peaches and a pool-supply store. Nothing that required restricted access or even a mailing address, nothing that her pursuers could track.
It really pissed her off that they’d managed to find her again.
She’d been furious since waking yesterday and had only gotten angrier as the hours passed while she made her preparations.
She had forced herself to nap and then drove all the next night in a suitable car, rented using a very weak ID for one Taylor Golding and a recently obtained credit card in the same name. Early this morning, she’d arrived in the city she least wanted to be in, and that had turned her anger up to the next level. She’d returned the car to a Hertz near Ronald Reagan National Airport, then walked across the street to another company and rented a new one with District of Columbia plates.
Six months ago, she would have done things differently. Gathered her belongings from the small house she was renting, sold her current vehicle on Craigslist, purchased a new one for cash from some private citizen who didn’t keep records, and then driven aimlessly for a few days until she found a medium-size city-town that looked right. There she’d start the process of staying alive all over again.
But now there was that stupid, twisted hope that Carston was telling the truth. A very anemic hope. It probably wouldn’t have been enough motivation on its own. There was something else—a small but irritating worry that she had neglected a responsibility.