Jamie poured coffee into her mug. Maybe not, but to her it was every bit as big a decision as any one Kate would make. And now with the cabin undecided, she might have to rent another place and move furniture.
Kate motioned toward the stove. “Amanda left pancakes for you, and the syrup is warm.”
“Still nesting, are you?” Jamie glanced at Amanda, remembering her days in that mode just before Gracie was born.
“Yes, and weeping at commercials, too. We’re discussing whether or not we’ll ever get married again,” Amanda said.
“Not me,” Jamie said. “What I’ve been through is enough for me without having to adjust to married life all over again.”
Although, if she was honest, she’d never really done much adjusting with Conrad. He’d popped in and out occasionally, only staying a week at a time. That wasn’t much of a marriage.
Amanda sighed. “It seems like all that happened years ago, instead of just a month.”
“Don’t it, though?” Jamie set her mug on the table and went back to get the plate of pancakes. “Where’s Gracie?”
“She’s waiting on the porch for your Mama Rita. So, say the perfect man came along and you fell in love with him. Would you change your mind?” Amanda raised an eyebrow toward Jamie.
She poured syrup on the pancakes and thought about the question for a full minute. “I’d have to do double time on the trust issue. He’d not only have to be good to me but also to Gracie. And believe me, if it happens, I will have him investigated,” Jamie said. “If he finds out and don’t like it, he can hit the road.”
“That’s exactly what I said. I may even hire two separate investigators to make sure it’s done right,” Amanda said.
“Did you ever . . .” Kate hesitated long enough to take a sip of coffee.
“Ever what?” Jamie asked.
“Think there was something too good about the whole dating process with Conrad?”
“You mean like it was too perfect?” Amanda asked.
“Exactly. Did you ever have an argument or a fight with him over anything, especially that first year?” Kate asked.
Jamie shook her head. “That is strange, isn’t it? He always got his way, but then he was only home a week out of a month, and I didn’t want to make that time unpleasant.”
That should have raised a warning flag. No arguments. Making things so perfect for him so he’d be happy. God, what had turned her into a submissive little wife like that?
“Me, either,” Amanda said.
“He was a master of manipulation,” Kate said.
Oh, yes, he was, and so damned good that I didn’t even see it until now.
“And not all that great in bed,” Amanda agreed with a nod. “It had to be all about him, since I only got to be with him a few days. I won’t fall for that crap again.”
The heat started on Jamie’s neck and moved around to her cheeks, darkening her light-brown skin to scarlet. “You, too, huh?”
“Oh, yeah,” Kate and Amanda said at the same time.
Kate held up a palm. “But only for about six months for me and the same for Amanda. Mine was by choice and hers by death. You had to put up with him longer than either of us.”
“That just makes me the bigger fool.” Jamie sighed.
“You don’t get to carry that burden alone,” Amanda told her. “We’ll share that one three ways. At least you were thinking divorce. I was looking forward to a vacation with him right here in this cabin. God, I was so stupid.”
Jamie nudged Amanda with her shoulder. “And you don’t need to carry that burden alone, either.”
Gracie’s squeals vibrated through the house before anyone could say another word. “She’s here! Mama Rita is here!”
Jamie left her coffee and food and headed for the door in a semijog with Kate and Amanda right behind her. Gracie had bailed off the porch and thrown herself in Rita’s arms and was attempting to tell her everything she knew in the seconds before Jamie joined them in a three-way hug.
“Did you see the stagecoach? Me and Lisa get to ride in it at the ranch on Monday and we get to have a picnic and”—she lowered her voice—“I’m going to ride one of them horses or maybe a four-wheeler if the horses are tired from pulling the stagecoach.”
“I didn’t see a stagecoach, but I did see a Ferris wheel.” Mama Rita winked at Jamie.
“And funnel cakes? Did you smell them?” Gracie put her hand in Mama Rita’s and led her to the house. “Come and see my room. I got balloons yesterday. I know that Kate and Waylon sent them, because Kate was smiling real big when they came. Did you have breakfast? We’ve got extra pancakes and bacon on the stove.”
“I’m waiting for funnel cakes,” Mama Rita answered. “You can give me a tour of the house and the deck while everyone gets ready.”
Gracie skipped along beside her great-grandmother, chattering the whole time about the cabin.
“She does love it here,” Mama Rita said to Jamie from the side of her mouth. “You made the right decision.”
“Want to move with us?” Jamie asked, half in jest.
Rita chuckled. “Not this year, but I can see this as a lovely place to retire.”
Jamie laughed. “Mama Rita, you are seventy-five years old. You’ve been retired for years.”
For her to even say that she might move to Bootleg someday was huge. Jamie hugged herself, and all the doubts from that morning disappeared. Mama Rita agreed with her choice and that made everything right again.
“In my family, we don’t really quit until we are eighty, and then we keep at something until at least ninety,” she said as an aside to Kate before she gave Gracie her full attention. “Now what is this about a fishing dock, Gracie? Will we have time to go see it before we go to the festival? I’m going to be your cheerleader in the contest and we are going to win.”
“I’ve been practicing with Hattie and I think I might win.” Gracie pulled her great-grandmother into the house.
Kate smiled. “I reckon we’d better get dressed in a hurry, or we’ll all be in trouble and have to stay home while Gracie and Mama Rita go to the festival.”
Jamie laughed. “You are starting to sound like a country girl.”
“Well, thank you,” Kate said. “And I don’t mean that with a smidgen of sarcasm, either.”
CHAPTER TWENTY
Old folks brought their lawn chairs and staked out a place to watch the parade that Saturday morning. The temperature was inching up toward three digits when the sirens from the Bootleg Volunteer Fire Department’s big red truck sounded off. A few umbrellas popped up, providing shade, and Kate glanced around to see if any vendors were selling them so she could purchase one for Gracie and Lisa to share. But there were none.
Could it be that was her sign? Jamie’s words continued to echo in her head. She should resign from the oil business and buy a vendor’s wagon to travel around the state with all kinds of umbrellas. Every town had a festival, and everyone wanted a little shade in the hot summer. She smiled at the silly thought.