I blow out a breath, sensing the argument that’s right there for the taking. I don’t want to fight with her, but I do want things to start trending to what they are going to be.
“Can we talk really plainly for a minute?” I ask.
“Sure. Shoot.”
“I think we both know where this is heading.”
“This as in . . .”
I shake my head. “This as in me and you. And Huxley too.” I lean against the sink, feeling my shirt get wet, but not caring. “Once this election is over, I really want us to take the next step.”
She forces a swallow and takes a seat at the table. “As in what?”
“As in us being together.” The words sound odd coming from my mouth, but I’ve never meant anything more. “I want to take care of you guys, try to be the man in both of your lives. You know, whatever that means.”
“We don’t need someone to take care of us, Barrett.”
I blow out a long breath. “Fine then. I need someone to take care of me, and I’d like you to be the one to do that.”
She watches me but doesn’t speak. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing, so I keep talking to try to sway her to my side.
“This thing is over in less than a week. For a lot of reasons, including the one that you won’t need to work in catering anymore, another being I’d rather be comfortable knowing you’re home and safe for these last few days, I really wish you’d consider quitting Luxor.”
“No.”
I’m shocked by the quickness, the simplicity of her answer. “No? Just . . . no?”
“No. I’m not quitting my job for anyone, not even you.”
“Why? That’s just dumb.”
She laughs, but she doesn’t find it funny. I can see that in her eyes. “I gave everything up once for a man. I put my dreams, my goals on hold to get him ahead, and once he did . . . poof. He was gone. And I had a child and a little divorce money that felt like severance pay. Never again, Barrett. Never again.”
“So, what? If I’m elected, we’re moving to Atlanta and you’ll find a catering job there? That’s ridiculous.”
“First of all,” she says, standing again, her ferocity back, “you don’t know that you’ll be elected for sure. Second, if you are, we’ll have to figure it out then. Third, who said I’m moving with you? We haven’t, you know, talked about that.”
“I already know what I want. I want to take care of you, and I want you to be the girl that accompanies me to events and is home with dinner after work.”
She raises her brow.
“Or I’ll get us people,” I laugh, pulling her into me. “It doesn’t matter to me as long as I have you. And right now you working at Luxor makes me crazy and I’d rather you didn’t.”
“Why does Luxor bother you so much? You don’t have a problem with my other job or school, right?”
I glance at the ceiling as her fingertips trail down my neck and try to decide how to explain it to her. “Because I know how people treat the catering staff. I’ve seen it. The people at those events act like they’re above you somehow and when I think about that, about people talking down to you, I want to punch them in the face.”
“Noted.”
I sigh, resting my chin on her head. “But you’re still going to work, aren’t you?”
“Yup.”
“Noted,” I grumble.
Barrett
IT'S BEEN A DAY FROM hell. Straight out of the fiery depths of Hades, this day has been nothing but one fucked up thing after another starting before I even got here.
Five thousand gallons per hour of sewage being spewed out of the ground in the middle of the city usually makes for a fun day. Add on top of that a new misconduct case being levied against the police department and a grant denied for a housing complex for the city, and the day goes to shit rather quickly and quite literally.
So, yeah, shitty all around.
My office door is shut, but the shuffle of staff members in the hallway outside sounds as loud as if they were in front of my desk. Everyone is on high alert, waiting for the latest poll numbers to drop. I'm trying to block it out, trying to work on the bill in front of me, but the interruption every six seconds by someone else is making it impossible. I can't even escape to the Farm. Too much work has had to be done today in the office, yet not a lot of it has actually been completed.
Another knock raps on the door and I toss my pen across the desk, watching it skid until it lands against a stack of files. "Yeah?" I ask, my voice more irritated than I care to let most people hear.
Nolan opens the door and lets it shut behind him with a slam. "Numbers are in."
By the look on his tightened face, they aren't good. I lean back in my chair and wait for the verdict.
"Hobbs gave a speech last night that was better than we predicted. He's gaining headway in the north more steadily than anticipated.”
“How do we counteract that?” I sigh.
"You know how.”
“Monroe.”