Surviving Ice

I wait until he turns around, until our eyes lock, but it’s not long enough for him to react.

And just like that, in seconds, half of my problem is gone, and Ned’s killer has been punished.

Ricky, still asleep in his bed, is a quick finish, too.

That’s usually what my job is—hours, even days of preparation, seconds of execution.

And then I get to the real work, setting the stage for the cops.





FORTY-SEVEN


IVY


“Why couldn’t we take the truck again?”

“Carl needed it,” Bobby yells over his shoulder.

I glower at the back of his head as his Harley turns down Dakota’s street. I’d like to punch him in the ribs, but I want to make it home alive, so I keep my hands where they are, with my kit sandwiched between the two of us. I refused to leave it behind. “What exactly did Sebastian say?” I’m still pissed that Bobby didn’t wake me up when the phone rang. He says he tried, and I snarled at him and burrowed farther into the grimy leather couch in response, but I think he’s bullshitting me. He also let me sleep in—something I only do after shooting half a bottle of cheap whiskey to keep my idle mind distracted.

“That he’d meet you at home.”

My stomach does a nervous flip. I still have no idea what I’m going to say to him when I see him.

That I know he’s been lying to me about everything?

Turns out I don’t have to figure it out just yet. There is no navy Acura in the driveway. Bobby pulls in behind my car and I hop off the back of his bike, glad to have two boots on the ground. Dakota waits in the doorway with a smile and a coffee for me.

I think it’s for me, only Bobby is trailing me in and she’s smiling at him, too.

He’s a sucker if he thinks that’s going anywhere. “You owe me a new phone, by the way.”

“Take it up with your guy,” he grumbles, already dismissing me, his attention glued to my friend in her loose, flowing dress.

I roll my eyes. “Has Sebastian been around?”

Dakota shakes her head. “No. Sorry.”

I grab a glass of water and Advil and duck into my room, glad for the privacy, something I haven’t had since yesterday morning. Locking the bathroom doors, I take an extra-long shower, until I’m sure that I’ve missed whatever live show might be going on next door.

And then I curl up in my bed and wait for Sebastian to come home to me.





FORTY-EIGHT


SEBASTIAN


She looks so small, so fragile, so beautiful, her black hair splayed across the white pillows like streaks of paint, the evening’s light soft across her sleeping body, wrapped in a blue towel.

I want to savor this peace—her peace—for a while longer, because I honestly don’t know how Ivy’s going to react to the truth. I’d like to think she’ll take it in stride, like she’s taken everything so far. But I have to prepare myself for the reality that she may be done with me after this.

And the idea of that scares the hell out of me.

So I simply stand there and watch her sleep, until she must sense me because her eyes flutter open and she sits up with a start.

My stomach twists into knots.

“Sebastian.” She reaches out with a hand, beckoning me. “You’re okay.”

“I am.” For now.

Her eyes rove over me and then freeze and jump to meet mine, as if silently reprimanding herself for her thoughts. I feel the sudden switch in temperature, as she goes from concern to anger and hurt. It’s damn near icy, and it makes me shiver. “You’re not a bodyguard, are you?”

“No.”

“And you didn’t just happen to hear about my work from your friend Mike, did you?”

I sigh. “No.”

She grits her teeth. “And you know who killed my uncle.”

She’s pretty much figured everything out on her own as it is. At least that will make this slightly easier. I won’t feel like I’m slapping her across the face as I deliver each truth to replace my lies.

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