Staying For Good (Most Likely To #2)

“I did. She said Zanya called her to ask when we were coming back.”

“I’ve got to get her out of there. And Blaze . . . that’s no way to grow up.” Much as Zoe wanted to let her sister get on with her life and make her own decisions, she couldn’t sit back and watch her childhood repeat with her nephew.

“One day at a time, Zoe.”

Mel, the forever optimist, asked, “Could he have changed? Maybe he’s—”

Both Jo and Zoe stared at Mel until her words died off.

Zoe took a chance, opened the water, and took a tiny sip. “Where are the guys?”

“Packing their stuff. Luke is changing his flight and booking yours for later.”

She looked around the bathroom in search of a clock. “Isn’t it close to checkout?”

“Don’t worry about it. We arranged a later checkout for you.”

“We’ll get back and gather as many details as we can before you get there.”

Zoe’s stomach started to protest the intrusion of water. She leaned forward. “We were having such a good time.”

“I had a great time, Zoe. I’m not letting your deadbeat dad ruin this whole weekend for us.”

Zoe attempted to smile even as her stomach rejected what she’d put in it.

The girls tucked her back in bed, and when she woke, Luke sat beside her. She curled next to him and let him stroke her head.



News traveled fast in small towns.

Jo stripped out of her civilian clothes the second she stepped in the door of her home and slipped into her uniform. Her sidearm was a welcome relief on her hip. Something she planned on keeping within arm’s reach until Ziggy Brown left town on his own or was back behind bars.

She’d read her father’s reports on the man.

He was a piece of human dirt who had little respect for his own life, let alone those of his wife and children. Even though Zoe was coming back to town to sort out some of the pieces of this broken puzzle, Jo couldn’t help but hope that her friend would go back to Texas so whatever was going to play out did so without her being there.

She stepped into the station after six.

It was Sunday, and normally Glynis had the calls forwarded to either Deputy Emery or Jo after five. The town wasn’t Mayberry, but the crime rate didn’t warrant a twenty-four/seven staff unless there was someone in the holding tank. Most of the time they shipped out their temporary incarcerated guests to Waterville, where they had a much bigger force. While Jo’s jurisdiction covered a lot of miles, the population wasn’t that dense. Her town felt suddenly smaller with Ziggy Brown out of jail.

Glynis straightened in her chair when Jo walked in.

“What are you still doing here?”

“I knew you’d be by.”

Jo kept her cool, looked around the empty station. “Anything I need to know about?”

She shook her head. “Nothing you haven’t been told. Been a little quiet ever since . . . well . . .”

Jo didn’t let Glynis stumble over her words. “I appreciate your attention. Go home. I have it from here.”

Glynis stood, pulled her purse from behind the desk. “How is Zoe?”

“Upset. But she’s tough.”

“I have no doubt. Good night, Jo.”

“Good night, Glynis.”

Jo sat down at the radio and dialed in to Emery. “I’m back. What’s your twenty?”

“Enjoying a little downtime on a back country road, Sheriff. Wouldn’t mind a break.”

She read between those lines. Before leaving the station, she’d packed up all the files she had on Ziggy Brown and planned on learning everything she could about the man she never thought would step foot in River Bend again.





Chapter Sixteen




It was late when Zoe and Luke drove into town. The later flight, coupled with a flight delay, meant they weren’t going to confront anyone that evening.

Not that she knew what she was going to say.

The thought of coming face-to-face with her father had her hyperventilating and scratching her skin like a crack addict in need of a fix.

She hadn’t seen the man since her mother had originally dragged them to the penitentiary after he was sent away. It didn’t take long for Ziggy to move from the medium state lockup to a maximum state penitentiary. When that happened, they shipped him closer to Portland and too far for her mom to swing the gas and time to drive up.

Or so Zoe thought.

Luke and Zoe were about a half hour outside of River Bend when some of the questions swimming in her head started to come out. “Do you think she ever divorced him?”

Luke drove his dad’s truck, which they had left at the long-term airport parking while they were in Vegas.

“She never remarried.”

“I don’t think she ever dated either. I always thought it was because she was afraid of men. But now I wonder.”

“I never knew your dad.”

“He’s mean. And yet so few people saw that about him until right before he was arrested the last time. I remember him telling my mom about all the women who wanted him . . . how he could be with anyone, and she needed to remember that.” The memories of him in the trailer growing up had filtered in and out of her thoughts all day. “I was just about to go into junior high . . . Zane was in third grade, and Zanya was in what, first grade?” She asked the question to herself, searching for the data she knew was in her head. “He’d lost his job at the plant outside Waterville.”

“The one that builds RVs?”

“Yeah. He worked there for about a year. I remember thinking how great it was that we had enough money to turn on the heat in the winter.”

“Jesus.”

“Money was tight. As aware as I was about how tight it was, I was also aware that most of the kids at school had no idea that heat cost money.”

“My dad would bitch about leaving a window open and tell me I wasn’t born in a barn,” Luke said.

“This was different. He’d come in the house, tell us he wasn’t made of money, and turn it off. Didn’t matter if it was twenty degrees and snowing. He’d drink himself into a sweat while we huddled under a pile of blankets. My mom would turn on the heat when he left the house, just enough to pull the chill out of the air, and turn it back off before he came home. I’d pin up an extra blanket over the window to try and keep the cold out of our room. Most the time it didn’t work, but sometimes it did. One night he came home and knew the heater had been on. He forced all of us to sit outside so we ‘knew what cold was.’ It was raining. The next week we were all sent to school with the flu. Mom wasn’t about to take time off of work when we were ill.” Zoe had all but forgotten that memory. It was probably best buried. Then again, Zanya and Blaze lived in that house . . . even Zane, although Zoe was certain he had a few options that her little sister didn’t. The thought of Ziggy forcing Blaze into the cold made her angry.

“Once your dad was in prison, did your mom turn on the heat?”

“Not at first. I think she was afraid he’d walk in the door. While he sent us out in the cold, he wasn’t opposed to hitting her to make her understand.” How she hated the word understand.

You don’t understand, I’m doing this for your own good.