Kyung thinks he might pass out right there in the parking lot. He’d prefer to forgo the escorted tour, but it doesn’t feel safe to decline. Marital difficulty seems to be a topic that inspires some sympathy in Elinor, who isn’t wearing a wedding ring on her finger. He assumes she’ll lead him up the metal staircase to the apartment on the second floor, but she unlocks the door to her studio instead.
“This is where your mother would have worked,” she says, flicking on the lights.
He braces himself for the cold shock of fluorescents, but instead, the room is awash with the amber glow of oversized light bulbs. Dozens of them dangle from simple black cords across the length of the room, their thin orange filaments suspended in midair. Kyung has never been in a design studio before. He doesn’t know if they’re all supposed to look this way, or if the arrangement is unique to Elinor’s. There are four distinct areas that resemble small living rooms, each with a sofa, two armchairs, a coffee table, and stacks of binders similar to the ones he carried to her car. The color schemes are all in the same family of off-white or beige, but subtle differences set one area apart from the next—the pattern of a rug, the style of furniture, the lamps and decorations.
“This would have been Mae’s area for meeting clients.”
She sweeps her hand over the space with a flourish, seemingly happy to show it off. He tries to imagine his mother sitting there among the throw pillows, talking with people she didn’t know, selling them things they probably didn’t need.
“So … what do you think?”
Elinor leans against a sofa, which looks like the one he slept on at the beach house. He takes in his surroundings as appreciatively as he can, trying not to think about the last time he slept.
“You don’t have desks?”
“No, not anymore. Actually, most of this setup is new. It was your mother’s idea. She said she always liked sitting with me in her house, looking at things together instead of sitting across from each other at a table. It’s much more personal and relaxed this way, don’t you think? Like chatting about design with a friend instead of someone you’re doing business with.”
“She thought of this arrangement?”
Elinor hesitates. “Thought of it … no. But inspired it, certainly. Your mother had strong opinions about what made her comfortable, and she definitely had a sense for making others feel comfortable too. Just wait until you see the apartment.”
As they walk back outside and up the metal staircase, Elinor tells him there’s no direct entrance from the apartment to the studio—a warning to keep out, he thinks. She also asks him to take off his shoes during business hours so her clients can’t hear him walking around. And no loud music or television either, she adds gently. He mumbles in agreement, trying to keep track of her sudden list of rules.
“I hope you don’t mind me saying all of this, but I’m not used to having anyone living up here. This space used to be a storage area. I was only willing to rent it to your mother because she needed a place to stay during the week.… Oh, and before I forget … Indian food.”
“What?”
“The ventilation in this building isn’t terribly efficient, so I’d appreciate it if you didn’t cook Indian food, or anything with a strong odor. I can’t have my customers walking in and smelling curry.”
Kyung watches her unlock the door to the apartment. He’d gladly agree to almost anything if she’d just let him sleep. When they enter, his eyes go straight to the high ceiling, which is painted a stark shade of white. The storeroom is much bigger than he expected, and more finished too. All traces of its former use are gone now. Although there aren’t any walls separating one room from another, each space is carefully contained by a large Oriental rug. There’s a long, plush sofa in the living area, upholstered in a deep red shade of velvet, with careful rows of matching velvet-covered buttons lining the cushions. Kyung gently touches the chocolate-colored throw blanket draped over one of the arms, and the excess of it surprises him. Not only is the material cashmere; it’s a quality of cashmere ten times thicker and softer than any sweater or scarf he’s ever owned. He sits down on the end of the sofa, sinking into the perfect balance of feathers and foam, and takes in the rest of the room. Along the wall, two tall bookshelves have been meticulously arranged with books and antiques. The upper shelves feature old brass and copper trinkets, while the lower shelves house coffee table–sized books on architecture and design. Kyung gets up to examine the art hanging from the walls, all of which is framed in a similar style of ornate carved wood covered in gold leaf. He realizes that the choices his mother made for the houses in Marlboro and Orleans must have been a concession to Jin, who always preferred landscapes. Clearly, his mother preferred objects. Each framed piece is done in a different style but features a single image. A watercolor of a Victorian teacup. A charcoal rendering of a feather pen. An oil painting of a birdcage.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?”
“How long did it take you to decorate this place?”