He ate the massive strawberry in a few bites and started in on the carrot.
“So, King Zakai isn’t as bad as I thought,” I said, trying to alleviate some of the extreme awkwardness—not that Tyrrik would care. “Did Dyter tell you Gemond will fight with us?”
“Yes,” he answered between bites. “Do you think his people will be strong enough to be a force when the time comes?”
He made a good point. If all of Gemond looked like their king, there was no way they could fight soon.
“So what’s our other option?”
“We have no other option.” He took another crunching bite of the carrot, his dark gaze resting on me once more. He heaved a long breath and closed his eyes as he reclined in the tub, resting his head on the edge.
The water steamed, and I was reminded of a time not that long ago when he’d warmed my bath water in his tower. I fanned myself quickly while he wasn’t looking.
“May I ask you something?” I asked, glancing around the space for a chair. I settled for a towel on the stone floor. The only other space was on the edge of the bath, and that was asking for trouble.
“Will you tell me about the Drae?” I asked.
Tyrrik’s face smoothed. He volleyed, “What do you want to know?”
“About our powers. Like you can breathe fire; somehow you warm up the bathwater. You can read my mind. You’re stronger than me—”
“You’re faster, remember?” he said with a smile.
“Yes, which is probably the most important skill,” I grumbled. “But what else? You can pull the shadows to you and become invisible. Can I do that?”
He shook his head. “Probably not. The male acquires all of the skills necessary to protect. In our culture”—he paused at my outraged growl—“that has always been the way.”
“What if the male dies and the female is alone?”
“That never used to happen. Most mates die when their other half passes on, so that is a moot point.”
I shrugged. “The emperor has female Drae who were mated, doesn’t he?”
Tyrrik shook his head, his expression darkening. “Only the ones who were single survived the trip to Azule.”
“Well, I think everyone needs the ability to protect themselves,” I said.
“You will not need for protection with me here.”
“You won’t need my foot up your butt, but it could still happen.” Somehow, I knew pointing out to Tyrrik that I’d literally been protecting him for most of a week was a bad idea. “I’m only good for giving you an energy boost? That’s it? My magical Drae power?”
“Everything you do is magical,” he murmured in a rough voice. “Drae were the protectors of the realm. We only fought to preserve the peace for the humans. Drae are naturally a peaceful species. You do not possess the weapons I have because you are pure . . . you are beauty . . . you are worth dying for. The females of our kind are revered; they are more precious than any treasure, which is why the males spend years collecting a stash to give to their mates. We do not give it to her because this will make her rich. We collect and give her these things because this fulfills a need she has and makes her happy—because we know doing so will settle an instinct within her.” He pinned me with his heated gaze. “You are my reason for being, my purpose, my world. I would do anything for you. Anything.”
I couldn’t look away. I couldn’t believe he’d said all of those raw, honest things. My breath hitched as my stomach erupted into butterflies. I laughed nervously and tore my gaze from his. I couldn’t handle so much emotion when I’d only just decided to let him in my head. I hadn’t said I’d mate with him yet. These were courting words, words he wanted me to return. “Where do you come up with these lines?”
He frowned. “You don’t like what I say to you?”
“No. I mean, yes, kinda. Also, no.” I was being stupid, and it didn’t help that Tyrrik was sitting up, distracting me with his naked chest again. “Here,” I said, standing up. I grabbed the towel and shoved it at him. “I can’t think straight with you in the tub.”
“If you joined me, you wouldn’t need to worry about whether to join me or not.”
I gave him a withering glare and shook the towel. “Not going to happen today. Tyrrik, I know I said you can be in my head, but this might be too fast. I haven’t decided . . .” I trailed off helplessly.
He tossed the carrot top to the ground and grabbed the towel. I know, Khosana. But you did ask.
You could’ve told me a story about how the first Drae was created from mortar and horse dung under the twin moons. I spun my back to him, the water splashing and moving as he stood. A moment later, I felt him behind me.
“You really don’t like my compliments?” he asked, his breath warm on my neck.
“It’s like you’re trying . . .” To pressure me. But that wasn’t really it. Everything he said sounded perfect, effortless, but . . . “I don’t know what to say back to things like that.”
He trailed his hand down my arm, and his heat licked my skin. I froze. My breath hitched. The gates between our minds were wide open, and his yearning pulsed through me until I couldn’t tell if the emotion was his or mine.
“I love when you blush,” he said, brushing his fingertips up my neck. “It drives me near madness.”
I arched to give him better access.
“I love when your skin touches mine,” he continued, his thumb stroking the skin above my collarbone. “It is a sensual gift.” He stepped closer, his body fitting to mine.
“I love when your desire pulls me to you,” he said, brushing his lips to my neck. “Your smell changes, deepens; like flowers and sunshine.”
I said silently what I was too scared to say aloud. Is that just the mate bond doing that to me? He pulled me closer, and I shut my eyes as I fought to gain control of the desire. I didn’t want to be with him because of some stupid bond. I wanted our emotions to be real, but how could I even know what was real when this was all I felt when I was near him?
“What we share is real, Khosana,” he murmured. “There is nothing that makes more sense than what lies between us. If I could choose anyone, I would choose you. I would pick you out of a crowd of thousands. Your Drae calls to me. Please, my love, please . . .” He reached a hand around and rested it at the base of my throat, spanning his fingers above my breasts.
“Tyrrik,” I gasped.
He turned me, and I had no thought to resist as his arms circled my waist and pulled me flush to him. I pressed my hands to his chest. His heart was racing, beating in the same erratic rhythm as mine. I slid my arms up until my hands were around his neck and guided him to my mouth.
“I love when you whisper my name. My real name,” he said, and he crushed his lips to mine.