He would . . . not . . . do it. No.
Breathe, dick-for-brains. Grab a hook. Go sit in the freezer until you’re capable of at least pretending to be a normal human being.
A car horn blared long and loud, zapping his combat program into furious play again. He whipped his head around. Fixed the offending driver with a lethal stare.
The guy flinched, lifting his hands off the horn. He quickly swerved into the opposing lane of traffic to stay well clear of Noah’s highly effective Look of Death, tires squealing as he accelerated away. The other cars stopped well short of him and waited as he strode across the roadway and back onto the sidewalk.
The combat program was in full swing, measuring and analyzing everything his enhanced eyes perceived, pumping him full of corrosive stress hormones. Everyone he saw was was an enemy, automatically assessed for threat level. The program churned out an instantaneous bare-hands kill plan for each one, urging him to act, move, take them out fast, kill them, kill them now, now, now . . .
No. Those people are not enemies. They’re ordinary citizens of Seattle going about their usual afternoon business. Step back.
He would not follow their program. He was his own man. He was who he chose to be. Not Obsidian’s rabid hound lunging on a chain. Fuck that. Fuck them.
Grab the hook. Grab it!
He swiftly descended into his most efficient analog, an arctic glacier, a maze of ice caves, blue-tinted and deep. All senses engaged with the biting cold to chill him . . . the fuck . . . out.
The red haze retreated. The constant scroll of data down his field of vision began to slow down, as did his thudding heartbeat. He was still generating kill plans, but the urge to violently follow through on them was ebbing. Slowly.
He’d trained himself over the years to function normally in the outside world while simultaneously analog diving. It created a double vision effect, but he was used to it, to the point where he could even conduct a coherent business conversation like that.
He chilled in his ice cave while he made his way back into the office building. Ignoring people’s puzzled stares in the same way that he ignored the combat program’s helpful, detailed suggestions as to how to most efficiently tear them all into small, bloody pieces.
Yeah. Thanks. Not today.
He hadn’t had a stress event this severe in over ten years. And right in the middle of an important meeting. Seconds away from signing key documents.
Hannah’s timing was a balls-on disaster. Everyone in that room, including his fianceé and her stepfather, had seen him chasing a party entertainer out of the building in much the way that a big predator chased down its lunch.
That was going to be tough to explain. He couldn’t even explain it to himself. He faked normal pretty well these days, for the most part. He did all the normal things. He’d even gotten engaged to Simone Brightman, the perfect woman.
He had his shit together, or so he thought. He was on top of the bad stuff in his past. He’d left it behind, had not allowed it to define him. Heading down the straight and narrow path to marriage, kids, a house in the suburbs. What could be more normal than that?
So his reasoning had gone. But he’d obviously been fooling himself. If a pretty dancing girl could knock him right off his rails and get him running AVP hot, right out of fucking nowhere . . . that was bad.
He was still deep in the shit. Deeper than he’d thought. He groped for the shades in his jacket pocket. Put them on. The extra light shield helped a little.
He should have talked to Simone about this, but what could he say? He couldn’t tell her the truth about Midlands and what happened there. He couldn’t come clean about his modifications.
His phone buzzed in his pocket as he waited for the elevator. He pulled it out. An encrypted message on his private line.
Heads up. yr future father-in-law Batello has dealings with Mayburg Group, a subsidiary of Obsidian. Don’t sign. Asa
The text message was followed by a series of links.
He realized some time later that he was blocking the entrance to the elevator. People were sidling awkwardly around him, shooting him nervous glances. They sensed the buzzing bad energy he was giving off. There was once again a personalized kill plan glowing on his inner screen for every single person in his line of vision.
Batello? How could Noah and his team have missed a connection between Batello and Obsidian, with all their due diligence? And how the fuck did his brother Asa know about it?
How did Asa know anything about them at all, after thirteen years without contact?
His mind reeled. His focus was blasted all to shit. Asa?
As soon as he could move at all, he followed the first directive in his own damage control checklist. Isolate yourself ASAP.
Stairwell. He went for it.
Twenty-four flights of stairs at a dead sprint would drain off some excess energy.
So would randomly killing someone. Whatever happened first.
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