He heard the rustle of sheets in the next bed; his eyes popped open and he watched Red sit up, a shifting of layered shadows in the dark. The light clicked on and he blinked against it, grimacing.
By the time his vision cleared, she’d moved from her bed to his, perched on the edge right by his hip, her hand on his shoulder. The lamplight caught her hair, sleek rivers of copper, and auburn, and fire over her shoulders.
“What?” he asked, but her eyes were wide, and dilated, and his heart was pounding against his ribs, and he already knew what. Already wanted it.
Her hair teased along his ribs, his arms, his throat as she leaned over him, close enough to feel her breath against his face, low enough that her tank top gapped in the front, and he saw the curves of her breasts. Her lips pressed to his, soft and slick with chapstick, warm as a banked fire.
He lifted his hands to push her away…and buried them in her hair instead, spearing his fingers through the heavy silk of it.
She moved against him, sinuous as a cat. “Please, Rooster,” she whispered against his mouth. “I’m not a little girl anymore.”
And she wasn’t; it was a woman’s body pressed to his, soft, curved, ready.
She drew back a fraction, her hand on his chest, over his wildly thumping heart, and smiled down at him, nervous but certain. Asking. “Roo,” she murmured.
And her head exploded in a burst of red mist.
The sound followed a fraction of a second after, the concussive blast of an IED. Her body fell on top of his, headless, gushing blood from the neck. The shrapnel peppered his side, hot, brilliant pain as it tore through flesh, shredding muscle, imbedding in bone.
He screamed and rolled over, trying to shield her. But it was too late, and his left side wouldn’t hold him, buckling at every joint. He fell face first on top of her, hot sand, and hotter blood filling his mouth. Above him somewhere were screams, shouts, the staccato crack of M4s returning enemy fire. The distant thump of helo blades chopping at the sky, but too late. All of it, always, too late…
Her voice in his ears: “Rooster.”
“Rooster.”
“Rooster!”
He woke with a gasp to find that he lay curled up on his side in his hotel bed. On his good side. The lights were on, and Red knelt beside his head, her hair black – because he’d dyed it. Because she hadn’t climbed over him and kissed him. Hadn’t been killed by a makeshift bomb.
It had been a nightmare.
But his left side was weak, trembling, rippling with pain.
He’d sweated through his t-shirt, the sheets glued to his arms, sticky-damp all around him. He shivered; realized his teeth were chattering.
“Hey,” Red said, frowning, brows tucked together. She edged in closer and put her hand on his forehead; it felt cool and he leaned into it with a shameful little choked-off sound. “Hey,” she repeated, softly, like he did for her when she was upset. “It’s okay. I think you just had a bad dream.”
He tried to laugh – because what a fucking understatement – but it came out sounding like a cough instead. “I…” It felt like he really did have a mouthful of desert, dry as bone and metallic with old, bad memories. “I…it hurts,” he managed, gritting his teeth, hating himself for this weakness.
Her frown deepened. She pushed his hair back and ran her fingers through it, light, barely-there touches that made him shiver even harder. Her touch moved down his neck, to his bad shoulder, and even that was too much contact, his damaged nerves screaming.
He hissed. “Don’t…maybe just some aspirin….”
Her mouth twisted to the side, a strikingly grownup display of annoyance. “Yeah. Sure. Hold on.”
“Red–”
But she was already moving, peeling back the sweat-soaked sheets and sliding into bed beside him, facing him, wriggling in close, her small arms going around his shoulders.
It felt obscene, this closeness, after he’d dreamed of it. Vulgar. He wanted to shift back from her, but he couldn’t, too alive with pain.
“I don’t…get it.” He breathed in harsh little panting rushes, shallow and through his teeth. “I’m sorry…shit…”
“Shh, shh.” She cupped the back of his neck with one cool hand and brought their foreheads together.
Rooster shut his eyes.
“Ready?” she said, and sent her power flowing into him, the familiar hot shockwave blasting him immediately, blessedly free of pain.
Being painless was its own kind of staggering; as the pain bled out of his muscles, so too did all his tension and strength, leaving him limp and exhausted.
Red breathed out a tired sound, moved her hands to his shoulders, and cut off the flow of power. Her face was so close he could feel her fluttering lashes tickling his own; her breath against his mouth, though now he was too worn out to let himself feel guilty for noticing.
“Okay?” she asked, voice drowsy.
“Okay.”
Sleep returned, dreamless this time, and Red stayed curled against him, the steadiness of the pulse in her wrist against his shoulder a lullaby that sent him under.
*
At first blush, the apartment above the garage looked like any other of its kind: a bachelor pad furnished in dated plaid couches, its front door bracketed by piles of work boots, the fridge stocked with domestic beer and diner takeout. But the kitchen table held three expensive laptops, a printer, and scanner, and the components of Ramirez’s Glock 9 as she methodically cleaned every piece of it, fingers moving with the surety of long practice. The three laptops faced Jake, where he sat wincing in their fierce glow, willing away a headache that started in his eyes and wrapped all the way around his temples, one that the whiskey he was nursing wouldn’t touch. One laptop showed him a digitized version of Rooster Palmer’s service record; another a satellite map of Farley; the center one was open to Skype, and Dr. Talbot’s bespectacled face smiled at him all the way from Virginia.
“Major Treadwell,” he greeted. “How goes the mission?”
Jake searched for a sinister undertone to the question, but could detect none. “Well, sir. The ruse has worked so far.”
“Corporal Palmer hasn’t pegged you for an operative? Excellent.”
Jake made a face before he could help himself.
“What?” Dr. Talbot asked.
“I wouldn’t exactly say he hasn’t pegged me,” he admitted, rubbing the back of his neck. It was an obvious tell of nerves, one his mother had always reprimanded him for growing up, but he’d never been able to shake it. Suppress it, sure, when he was on active duty. But now, after the accident, it was creeping back into his daily life.
“Oh?”
“He knew I was military straight off,” Jake explained. “I told him I was Army – lying would have only made him more suspicious. But I don’t think he knows I’m here on your orders, sir.”
“Oh. Well. That’s good, then.” The doctor looked and sounded relieved. “Have you made contact with the target yet?”
Jake managed to suppress his frown. “Yes, sir. She seems…” Like a kid. Like a sweet, innocent kid who happened to be able to heal burns just by touching someone. And who, according to diner gossip back in Evanston City, could shoot fire from her hands. A pyrotechnic trick, he’d thought, but then she’d touched him, and…He didn’t know anymore. This whole mission was starting to leave a very bad taste in his mouth.
Over the top of the laptop, Ramirez cocked a single brow, curious, almost mocking.
Jake cleared his throat. “She’s very young, sir,” he said, squaring up his shoulders.
“Yes, well.” Dr. Talbot sighed, gaze hard to read behind the lenses of his glasses. “I’m afraid her age doesn’t mitigate the danger she poses – both to herself and the community at large. She’s very powerful.”
“Yeah. You’ve said that before.”
Talbot tipped his head to the side. “Has something happened, Major? You sound troubled.”
Ramirez’s other brow went up. Now what? she asked, silently.
“No. Nothing.” Jake’s headache spiked, and his vision blurred. He squinted, trying to cut back some of the computer screen’s glare. “Just trying to decide how we’re going to take her into custody.”
“Ah. I see. You have all the necessary equipment, Major.”