Eventually the shaking stopped. Claire rested her head against the velvet sofa. “Why would he do that?” she asked. “Why did he ask me to marry him if he knew he was in love with someone else? What if I hadn’t seen him this evening? Would he have left me at the altar tomorrow?”
“There is no easy answer to that, Claire,” Willow said as she smoothed her hair. “Sometimes people just do stupid things.”
“This was beyond stupid,” she said and got up. “And if anything, I was the fool!”
“No, don’t say that, Claire,” Willow said. “You know that’s not true.”
“Well, he’s the one having sex with some girl in his house, and I’m here crying over him. How does that not make me an idiot?”
“Claire, don’t be too hard on yourself,” Amy said. “You didn’t do anything—”
But Claire cut her off. “I need to be on my own for a while.”
“Yeah, sure,” Willow said quickly, and she and Amy watched Claire climb up the stairs that led to her bedroom.
Once Claire closed the door behind her, she stepped out on the little patio next to the sliding doors in her room. Usually the fresh air calmed her, and she closed her eyes, expecting the same results. When she opened her eyes, she saw nothing ahead of her, and when she closed them, she saw Trent standing in the passageway with her. She started crying again. She returned to her room as she tugged the clothes from her body and ran to the shower. She filled the bathtub with water, having every intention of letting the warmth of it soothe her sorrows. But it did little to quell the storm raging in her, and her tears were lost in the bath water. She finally got out of the tub, lay on her bed, and cried herself to sleep.
She woke hours later; a red light was flashing on her phone indicating she had new messages, but she didn’t want to talk to anyone tonight, or any night for that matter. It was probably Trent anyways, and she was never going to talk to him again.
CHAPTER 2
The wedding day came and went rather uneventfully. Thankfully, it had been a small wedding, so Claire didn’t have much to do except cancel the venue, the caterers, and the flowers, and that in itself had been nerve-wracking. In the days that followed, Claire stayed in her room, hardly paying attention to her mother and Amy. She knew they worried about her, but she was beyond caring. The way she felt, her life was as good as ended.
A few days later, Claire overheard her mom and Amy talking behind her door while she was locked in her room.
“This can’t go on,” Willow said to Amy. “She hardly eats; she looks a mess all the time, and I can’t get to her.”
“What about forcing her to open the door?” Amy asked.
“I’ve tried,” Willow said. “Her door is always locked and she doesn’t answer anyone. If anything happens to her in there, I wouldn’t even know it. I should break the damn door down.”
“Then let’s do it,” Amy said.
“Do what?” Willow asked, but before Claire could hear the response, she heard loud pounding on her door.
“Claire, if you don’t open this door I am going to break it down!” Amy yelled. “And you know I will!”
Claire reluctantly opened the door and Amy walked in. Without a word, she walked to the patio doors, pulled the curtains back, and let some sunlight in. “Okay, this has gone on long enough. I know you are hurting, but this isn’t doing you any good. Get up, take a shower, and let’s go somewhere fun.
Willow smiled sadly at her daughter. “Amy’s right. As bad as this may sound now, Trent has probably moved on while you hide out in your room and rot. I know it’s hard but you need to keep moving forward.”
“I’d rather not,” Claire said, her voice full of sorrow.
“So you want to spend the rest of your days off from work like this?”
Claire looked at her mother with hollow eyes. “What do you suggest I do, Mom? Go out and party like nothing happened?”
“No, that’s not what I’m saying. I’m saying you need to pick up the pieces and get yourself together. This isn’t doing you any good.”
“Wait, I have an idea,” Amy said as her face lit up. “I think you should go to St. Lucia.”
Claire looked at her like she was crazy. “You want me to go on my honeymoon by myself?”
“Yes, except you wouldn’t be by yourself. The three of us could go. St. Lucia is a beautiful place, and it will be good for you to get away.”
“That’s an excellent idea, Amy,” Willow said. “And Claire, you have no excuse. Your reservation is still active. Amy and I will get our own rooms if you want privacy.”
“Mom, I can’t…”
“Claire, this is not up for discussion. Now, pack your bags and get ready. We leave in the morning.” Willow walked out of the room, leaving Claire with no choice.
“I don’t want to go,” Claire said after her mother had gone.
“You heard your mom. You know she’ll make you do it,” Amy said as she sat next to her on the bed. “I promise you’ll love it. Besides, I’ll be there to hang out with you.”
“Yeah, right! You’ll leave all those men on the beach to come hang out with me? Do you think I believe you?”