Porn Star

“You bastard. I can finish myself off.” She pulls up her dress and then moves her hand underneath her thong, slumping against the wall when she finds her clit with her fingers. God, I’m so fucking glad I’m filming this, even if she’s forgotten.

I stare at her hungrily, watching her fingers move under the lace and her nipples bead and strain against her dress. I don’t have to look down to see that my dick is practically sobbing at me to do something; I can feel the wet spot growing on the inside of my jeans.

But still I wait, wait until her cheeks are flushed and her eyes are closed, when her orgasm is imminent, and then I grab her wrist and pull her hand away from her *. Her eyes snap open and an expression of beautiful, incandescent rage lights her face. Behind us, I hear the gallery music change into a soft melody, which makes the footsteps on the gallery hardwoods and the animated chatter seem even closer, like any minute people could push through the fabric and find us.

I fucking love that.

Devi, however, looks like love is nowhere near what she’s feeling, and she tries to wrench her wrist away from me. When I don’t let her, she tries to push her other hand down to her cunt, and I don’t let her do that either, sandwiching her body between mine and the wall and leaving no room for her to touch herself.

“Fuck,” she groans, trying to squirm against me, and I grin.

“You seem like you want something,” I say cheerfully.

“Fuck you.”

“Hmm,” I respond, slowly guiding her hand to her mouth. She doesn’t resist, letting me push her fingers past her lips to touch her tongue. She licks her own taste off her fingertips in curling, deliberate licks, like a cat, and I watch her tongue obsessively. Fuck, I can’t wait until it’s on my cock.

“I think that you might want something,” I repeat, my eyes still on her mouth. “And you know else what I think?”

She raises an eyebrow at me but not very high. Her eyes are glazed with lust and her pulse pounds hard in her throat, and I think she’s at the edge of coherent thought right now.

“I think that thing you want would feel even better with my mouth than with your fingers.” Her tongue darts out to wet her lips, and to demonstrate my point, I carefully suck one of her fingers into my mouth, nibbling and licking.

She moans quietly.

“Don’t you want me to use my mouth? Put my mouth on your pretty *?”

She nods.

“I want to do that too. At least, I think I do. Maybe you should convince me.”

As soon as I say it, I have a quick moment of clear-headed panic. Even though we planned tonight’s scene to be a blowjob, I think I’ve done a pretty effective job of disorienting her and pulling her out of the typical scene mentality. Which was what I wanted, obviously, but I also need to make sure she isn’t so dazed that I’m coercing her into anything.

I lean forward, my lips moving against her ear. “Remember, you can snap your fingers at any time, okay?”

“I know,” she murmurs back and when I move my head to look at her, her eyes are clear and lucid.

Perfect.

Keeping my fingers curled around her wrist, I reach down with my other hand and work my belt buckle open. She keeps her eyes on mine as I unbutton my pants, as I tug my zipper down with a faint purr.

“God, I’ve been wanting this,” I mutter. “So fucking much.” My dick is finally free, and Devi gives me a naughty little nip on my jaw before she moves down to her knees. Jesus fuck, even just that is almost too much, with the way the bite sends a small zing of pain straight down my spine, with the look on her face as she kneels, as if she’s about to give me the fiercest blowjob in history.

Yes, please.

She tugs my pants down more so that my whole shaft is exposed, and she takes me in her hand. Normally at this point, a porn actress would pump my dick a few times, maybe even smack her lips with it, and I always like it fine whenever actresses do that, because hey, a woman playing with your dick is a woman playing with your dick. Don’t look the gift-horse in the mouth and all that.

But Devi does something different, and it does something to me, drives me crazy. She holds my cock and looks at it, her lips parted and her eyes wide, as if she can’t believe that she’s actually holding me. She slides her fingers up and down slowly, not to stimulate me, but to feel me and touch me, measure me and weigh me. Learn me and memorize me.

Everything about her hands and her expression makes it seem like she’s stunned and eager and grateful, and goddammit, it’s so fucking sexy. And by the time she presses her lips to the underside of my dick, I’m ready to explode.

More than ever, I’m aware of the people shuffling around near us, of the fact that if someone looks under the painting they’ll see the legs of my jeans sagging around my ankles, Devi’s knees on the floor. But as long as they stay on their side of the art, I don’t care. In fact, it makes it that much hotter, but never mind that now, because Devi is kissing my cock.

Not sucking. Not licking.

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