It comes as a particularly unpleasant shock to me that the horseman cares about my well-being. I mean, I’ve known since he took me captive that he wants me alive, but this feels … different. And I’m not sure I like it.
I trickle my fingers over my lips. I can still feel the press of his mouth against mine, and though the two of us haven’t talked about What Went Down, it’s right there between us, lingering like an unwanted guest.
After we leave the beach house, we resume our travels along the water. Pestilence makes a big deal about keeping one arm firmly locked around my midsection. It’s as hilarious as it is ridiculous.
If I wanted to kill myself “again,” I’d hardly try the same failed tactic.
The wind tears at us, and even wearing layers of warm clothes, the chill somehow manages to wriggle its way in. It’s made all the worse by the fact that my torso is no longer cloaked in layers of bandages, my back injury healed enough for me to forgo them. I hadn’t realized until now that the gauze had somewhat insulated me.
I shiver, the action causing Pestilence to pull me closer.
“You will tell me if you get too cold,” he orders, his breath warming one of my ears.
I give him a thumbs up. “Sure thing.” Not going to fight him on that one.
We hug the coastline as we head south, staying far enough away from land to avoid direct contact with people, but close enough to make out the details of the shoreline to our left. Every so often we see a sailboat or a canoe, but even those are a ways off.
It’s late afternoon by the time the clouds part and the sun shines down on us. It heats my hair and reflects off the water, and before long my scalp and face feel tight. I wouldn’t be surprised if, by nightfall, my skin is a particularly unflattering shade of red. That’s not the only thing bothering me.
I shift uncomfortably on Trixie Skillz.
“Hey Pestilence,” I say, “I need to use the shitter.”
His hand squeezes my hip. “Human, you are speaking in tongues.”
“The latrine,” I clarify, my voice mocking.
“Ah.” He totally misses the fact that I’m making fun of him.
He tugs on the reins, turning his horse towards land. Twenty minutes later, the rippling water beneath Trixie’s hooves is replaced with solid ground. I breathe a little sigh of relief to be back on land.
Around us, evergreens stretch as far as the eye can see. Wherever we are, there’s not a hint of human life to be found.
I’m just accepting the fact that I’m going to have to pee in the woods when we find a paved road, and then, a short while later, an outpost.
The woman manning it takes one look at us and bolts, nearly tripping over herself trying to get on her bike.
I find a sad excuse for a bathroom behind the building and use it. When I come back out, Pestilence is strapping blankets and what looks like tent poles to the back of Trixie’s saddle.
“What are you doing?” I ask, eyeing his horse. Right now, his steed looks less like the unearthly driving force behind the Pestilence’s plague and more like a packhorse.
“Collecting supplies.”
I glance at the outpost. This one has all sorts of survival gear, from water jugs to homemade sunscreen, a fire-starting kit to dehydrated food.
Alright. “Why?”
“In case we don’t find shelter,” he says, tightening one of the saddle’s straps.
That’s never been a problem before, but then again, up until today we were traveling along the highway. Right now, we’re essentially off the grid.
I glance at the horizon, where thick, dark clouds are chasing down the sun.
Really not a good day for camping.
Pestilence heads back into the outpost, making his way to the hunting section of the store. An entire wall is dedicated to various types of guns and ammo.
He strides right up to them. Calmly, he lifts a rifle from the wall, then stares down at it, one hand wrapped around the barrel, the other near its wooden base.
My entire body tightens at the sight of the gun in his hands. I don’t know what exactly it is that I feel. Surely it’s not fear? Pestilence doesn’t need a weapon to kill. He’s plenty lethal as is. Maybe it’s simply the alien way he’s looking at the thing in his hands, his expression unreadable.
His grip on the rifle tightens, his arm muscles flexing, and then the metal groans as he bends the barrel of it, folding the gun nearly in half.
I stare dumbly at him, my mind taking a ridiculously long time to come to terms with the fact that the horseman is strong enough to manipulate metal.
He drops the rifle to the ground, the thing utterly forgotten as he reaches for another. Pestilence doesn’t stop until he’s destroyed every last one of the guns the outpost was selling—hell, he even manages to find the one hidden beneath the counter before ruining that one too. There’s a nice pile of them in the back.
Owner’s going to lose their shit when they see that someone folded their guns in half.
Once Pestilence is done, he leaves the store just as serenely as he entered it. “Ready to ride out?” he asks as he passes me.
I take one last look at the ruined weapons littering the store. “Uh … sure.”
It’s not until we’re far away from the outpost, Trixie weaving us through a dense coastal forest, that either of us speak again.
“It’s my regret that though many things were destroyed by my arrival on earth, guns were not one of them.”
I raise my eyebrows at his words.
“I’m surprised,” I say.
“Why would my opinion surprise you?”
I half turn my head in his direction. “Don’t you want humans to kill each other?”
I wait a long time for him to answer.
“Hmmm,” he eventually says, “I will have to mull this over.”
And he must, because the last bit of our ride goes by in silence.
By the time the sky is an ominous gray purple and the shadows are long, Pestilence and I still haven’t come across a house. The horseman directs Trixie off the road to a relatively flat area nestled between mossy evergreens.
“We will stop here for the night,” Pestilence announces, pulling his horse to a stop.
The two of us spend the next hour setting up camp. First comes a paltry fire, which is more for looks than anything else, since the wood we burn is far too green to do much besides smoke and sizzle. Which is unfortunate, considering the first drops of rain hit me right as we finish lighting it.
Next comes the tent, and it’s pretty obvious from the start that this piece of equipment is old. The material is that synthetic waterproof stuff that no one makes anymore, and the color of it is a time-faded gray and maroon. The aluminum poles that go with it are nicked and bent.
Still, I bet the thing was one of the priciest pieces in that outpost. Shame that we’ll probably discard it in the next city we come to.
I frown at the structure once we finish setting it up.
Not only is the thing old, it’s small. That means Pestilence and I are going to have to snuggle.
My heart gives a traitorous leap at the possibility.
“You did this on purpose,” I accuse.
“I did what?” the horseman asks, rising to his feet on the other side of the tent. He dusts his hands off.
“Found us a small tent.”
He comes around to where I stand and assesses the tent between us, his muscled arms folded over each other. His armor and weaponry sits off to the side, and the silky black material of his shirt seems to hug his broad shoulders and tapered waist.
“It could be bigger,” Pestilence agrees. And then he moves away, unloading the rest of our supplies.
That’s it?
I worry my lower lip. The rain is beginning to fall in a steady patter, and I know it’s only going to get worse. No way am I going to sleep outside tonight. As it is, there aren’t nearly enough blankets.
I really am going to have to snuggle with the horseman. The idea makes me distinctly nervous, especially when I can still feel the memory of his kiss on my lips.
I cast a sidelong glance at the horseman. He crouches in front of our meager campfire, the wood hissing and sputtering as he tends to it.
Why isn’t he affected by this?