He only stared at her.
“Anyway,” she rambled, backing up to continue her search, “I hope you’re okay, I’m so sorry again.…”
“Wait!” he called after her. “What’s your name?”
Etta jogged up the steps, her heels clacking loudly against the marble. She made her way through the exhibits, waving at the security guards and curators, to the elevator that would take her to the conservation wing. Her mom might have needed to stop by her office, or maybe she had taken Alice up for privacy.
The wing was all but abandoned, save for a security guard, George, who nodded in recognition as she passed by and continued down the hall.
“Your mom’s in her office,” George told her. “Came up a few minutes ago with a lady blazing at her heels.”
“Thanks,” Etta said quickly, ducking around him.
“Don’t you have that concert tonight?” he called. “Good luck!”
Concert, practice, warm-up—
“—haven’t listened to me in years!”
She almost didn’t recognize Alice’s voice in its anger; it was so rare for the woman to raise it. It was muffled by the closed door, but still powerful enough to rage down the hall and reach her ears.
“You don’t get to make this call, Alice,” her mom continued, sounding far calmer. Etta’s knees felt like water as she stood outside the office door, pressing her ear against it. “I’m her mother, and contrary to your opinion, I do know what’s best for my child. It’s her time—you know this. You can’t just pluck her off this path, not without consequences!”
“Damn the consequences! And damn you too, for thinking of them and not of her. She’s not ready for this. She doesn’t have the right training, and there’s no guarantee it’ll go the right way for her!”
Not ready for this. Alice’s words ripped through her mind. Not ready for what? The debut?
“I love you to death, you know this,” Rose continued. “You’ve done more for the two of us than I could ever express or thank you for, but stop fighting me. You don’t understand, and you clearly don’t know Etta if you’re underestimating her. She can handle it.”
Between the hummingbird pulse of her heart and the numb shock spreading through her veins, Etta had to replay the words again and again before she could understand that her mom was actually fighting for her—that it was Alice who was trying to hold her back.
She’s going to cancel the debut.
“And you clearly don’t love her the way I do, if you’re so ready and willing to throw her to the wolves!”
Alice is going to cancel the debut.
The one she’d given up real school for.
The one she’d given up Pierce for.
The one she’d practiced six hours every day for.
Etta threw the office door open, startling Rose and Alice enough to interrupt the furious staring contest they’d been having across her mother’s desk.
“Etta—” her mom began, standing quickly. “Shouldn’t you be downstairs?”
“I don’t know,” Etta said, her voice thin with anger as she stared at Alice. “Should I be downstairs, or should I just go home? Is this too much for me to handle, too?”
Her stomach churned as Alice raised a hand toward her, trying to beckon her into the office, into the soothing trap of her arms. Like Etta was a child all over again, and needed to calm down.
There was something sharp, assessing, in Alice’s eyes that instantly brought about a tremor of panic in her. She knew that look. Etta knew exactly what she was thinking.
“I think, duck, we should go home.” She turned and met Rose’s even gaze. “We can finish our discussion there together.”
Etta felt her heart give a kick, then another, until she felt her pulse rioting in her ears, and the temperature of her blood start to rise.
“I’ve given up everything for this…everything. And you want me to just walk away? You want me to cancel, to delay again?” she demanded, trying to keep the pain lancing through her from twisting the words into a whisper. “You don’t think I’m good enough, do you?”
“No, duck, no—”
“Don’t call me that!” Etta said, backing out of the office. “Do you realize I don’t even have a friend left? You told me I needed to focus if I wanted my debut. I gave it all up! I don’t have anything else!”
Concern broke through even her mother’s anger as she shared a glance with Alice. “Darling, that’s not true—”
Alice reached for her again, but Etta wasn’t having any of it—she didn’t even want to look at her, let alone be reasoned with.
“Etta—Henrietta,” Alice tried, but Etta was past the point of listening, of caring what either of them had to say.