Ashley shot me a disappointed look and left the room just as the rest of the family filed in, my dad holding the blindfold. I was trying to think quick. This would be a dead giveaway. Cade would know for sure that I was the letter writer if this happened. And then he’d be horrified. We couldn’t have this huge revelation in front of my entire family where they’d get to see what the kids at school truly thought of me.
“This is a special thing,” I said to my father, my voice rising in panic. “I don’t think we should do this with strangers.”
“Lily,” my dad said, his brow dipping to disapproval level.
“I’m so sorry,” my mom said to Cade, apologizing for me.
Cade stood, unwrapping the cord from his wrist and handing it to my mom. “You know what? It’s fine. It’s time for me to head out, anyway. It is Thanksgiving, after all. My mom wanted me home. Thank you all so much for having me. Everything was amazing.”
I was a horrible person. I was sending Cade running because I was scared. I was scared that tomorrow he’d be back to his old self. That I’d be back to my old self. That he wasn’t the person I thought he was. That he was the person I thought he was. That I wanted to find out. I was scared.
I followed him as he left, trying to think of some way to explain forcing him to leave without having to tell him the real reason. He reached the door.
“So did the truce have a time limit?” he asked without looking back. “Or is this the hour when you turn back into a … ”
He didn’t finish that sentence but I could fill in the blank. It helped solve my need to come up with an explanation. Instead, I opened the door and said, “Three hours is just as long as I can handle being around you.” I regretted saying it the second it was out of my mouth. I wanted to tell him I didn’t mean it. That I’d actually had a decent time with him today.
“That’s not what the other girls say, but you’re not exactly a normal girl are you?” he asked with a wry smile.
“Good-bye, Cade.”
“Lily.” He nodded and walked down the dark path toward his car. I shut the front door and placed my forehead against it. The door felt cold which made me realize my face was hot. With shame or anger, I wasn’t quite sure.
“Lily!” my mom called from the other room. “We’re getting started.”
“Coming!”
The pie I spent the next fifteen minutes tasting wasn’t nearly as good as it normally was. Apparently guilt had a bad aftertaste.
It was the Saturday after Thanksgiving and I sat at the sewing machine set up on the kitchen table, finishing up a skirt. My phone buzzed in my pocket. I pulled it out to see Isabel’s name across my screen.
“Hi,” I answered.
“You want to come over?” That’s how she greeted me.
I laughed. “Can’t. Babysitting.” The microwave beeped. “Hold on a sec.” I gathered the material hanging off the table and flung it on top of the machine. I went to the microwave as it beeped again and swung open the door to reveal four split-open hot dogs. “Wyatt, you put these in way too long.”
“I’ll still eat them.”
I pulled them out, put them on the table in front of him and Jonah along with a bottle of ketchup. “They’ll taste the same,” I said to Jonah before he could argue. “Eat. And don’t touch that.” I pointed to the sewing stuff on the other end then turned my attention back to the phone call.
“You want to come over here?” I asked Isabel.
“Yes! I’ll be right there,” she said, and I grinned.
We hugged when she arrived like we hadn’t seen each other in ages. It had felt like ages since the concert.
“How was Thanksgiving at Gabriel’s?” I asked her as she came inside.
“Fun. I only got to spend a few hours over there. You know how my parents are about holidays.” We walked into the living room and plopped down on the couch.
“I do,” I said. “I was surprised they let you go at all. Were there a lot of people there?”
“Yes. Lots of kids. How about yours?”
“Cade came over.” I felt like I had to tell her every little thing that had to do with Cade now so she didn’t think I was hiding anything from her.
“What?” Her expression was as shocked as her voice. “Why?”
“Wyatt invited him.” She already knew that Cade was my brother’s baseball coach this season.
She gasped. “He didn’t.”
“He did.”
“And?” she prompted, her eyes growing even bigger.
“And Cade was here for over three hours.”
Her hand flew up to cover her mouth. “I’m sorry. You must’ve had an awful day.”
I shook my head several times. “No. Quite the opposite actually. We called a truce and the day was pleasant.”
She laughed. “A truce. Your idea or his? Never mind, I don’t know why I’m asking. That totally sounds like you.”
I shoved her arm. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You’re funny, that’s all. So, wow, you and Cade are getting along now. It’s a miracle. Do you think it has to do with the letters? Does he know it was you?”
“No. He has no idea. And when the clock struck midnight—well, when he left—the truce was over. We are so not friends. He and his girlfriend did get me sentenced to two weeks of detention, after all. I have a grudge to uphold.”
“You never did explain to me exactly how that happened.”