“Are you pregnant?”
Offense rings clear in Jenny’s tone. “Why would you ask that? You think bein’ pregnant is the only way I could get a man to marry me?”
“No, but between you and your sister—”
“Don’t you talk about my sister!” Now she’s yelling too. “Not when you got a brother livin’ in a trailer sellin’ marijuana to high school kids!”
I kick my desk. “I don’t want to talk about fuckin’ Carter or Ruby! I want to talk about this ridiculous notion that’s runnin’ in your head.” Then another, worse thought flashes through my brain. “Has he . . . been around Presley?”
She breathes slowly, whispers guiltily, “She’s met him, yes. He comes to the park with us sometimes.”
“He’s a dead man!”
Dead. Gone. Done. I think of every perfect murder scenario that’s ever been suggested simultaneously, and plan to inflict each one on James fucking Dean.
“Stop yellin’ at me!” she screeches.
“Then stop bein’ stupid!” I rail.
I pull the phone away from my ear, as Jenny’s volume threatens to rupture my eardrum.
“Fine! You wanna yell? Let’s both yell real loud, Stanton, ’cause that’ll solve everything!”
Sofia rushes to the desk and furiously scribbles on a legal pad.
Stop! Take a breath. You’re badgering—that will get you nowhere.
My nostrils flare and my face feels like stone. But I close my eyes and do as directed—swallowing down the arsenal of insults that were locked and loaded on my tongue.
“I’m sorry for yellin’. I’m just . . . this is a shitload to try and take in.” But I get a little louder with each word. “And the idea that some fucker, that I don’t know, has been around my daughter . . .”
“You do know him!” Jenn replies quickly, as if that makes it better. “He went to high school with us, a year younger. But back then he went by the name Jimmy. Jimmy Dean—he was the manager for the football team.”
Her words sink in, conjuring the image of a skinny, dark-haired little shit with Coke-bottle glasses.
And we’re back to the yelling.
“The water boy? You think you’re marryin’ the fuckin’ water boy?”
On the periphery of my rage, I hear Brent say, “He’s losing it.”
Jake watches me, fascinated. “Total meltdown.”
“Shh!” Sofia scolds.
But I’m on a roll.
“We used to call him Sausage Link cause his pecker was so small! He used to pick up the jock straps from the locker room floor! You were the homecomin’ queen, for Chrissakes! Homecomin’ queens do not grow up to marry the fuckin’ water boy!”
“I can’t talk to you when you’re like this! You’ve lost your mind!” Jenny fires back.
“You’ve made me like this! Packed up my balls in your purse and driven my mind right over the edge into Bat-Shit-Crazy Town!”
Sofia sticks another note in my face.
Get a grip!!! Make a plan!! State your points or you’ll lose her.
It’s the last words that slap me in the face—right on point. I scrub my hand over my face and breathe deeply, feeling like I’ve run a marathon.
Jenny’s voice is cold as ice. “I have to go to work. We’ll discuss this later.”
“I’m coming home, Jenn,” I tell her.
She turns panicky. And I can almost see her flailing her arms, the way she does when she’s upset. “No! No, Stanton—you stay in DC and just . . . cool off. I’m workin’ twelve on, twelve off for the next three days. I won’t have any time to see you . . .”
“I’ll be home tomorrow,” I insist. “That gives you twenty-four hours to tell James Dean you’ve made a terrible mistake.”
“Or what?” she challenges.
“Or I’ll kill him,” I tell her simply. “I swear on Jesus, either break it off or you’ll spend your weddin’ night with a goddamn corpse.”
“Necrophilia is so 1987,” Brent comments.
And Jenny hangs up on me.
I slam the phone down and fall into my chair.